i’m lying to my dad again bout why i’m not around
so why am i getting sad again when i do it to myself
ill die and go to hell before i ever tell the truth about it
it’s tatted on my hands the fact that im living too fast for my own good
i swear im good
that’s why they always stare instead of saying that i dont belong here
then they wonder why i dont feel like i should express myself
i wear my scary clothes and paint my nails and go to church and cry some
i wish i had a home that feels less cold and feels like mine i’m so alone here
am i alone here?
my baby’s so in love with me i just wish i loved myself
she said i make her feel alive
but i died when i was 12
i watched my friend go in the ground
and i cried and went to bed
a part of me never woke up
so what’s wrong with my head?
who are they to stare at me?
they ain’t bled the blood i bled
i thought id go to therapy but my therapist is dead
i told him i would hit em back
but he never got that text
ill never get my rest until all my tears are shed

liar, liar (prod. hopes)

SINS (Prod. born hero) - Wibi The First & SashaWantsYouDead

X_X(IDWK<3 Ft. Guske

Mucus With Sad Baby Slump

"Evil Shit" w/ Wibi The First

Where Are You Now -  Wibi The First, SadBabySlump & SashaWantsYouDead feat. Gus

Alone

Better This Way Feat. SadBaby Slump & SashaWantsYouDead

Say I'm Fine When I'm Not (Prod. Rinne)

Locked away w/ Wibi the first (prod. lilpipe)

Wink w/ SadBabySlump (Prod. Loud Jezze)

A walking cigarette.

Art by @jernlopez on Instagram

Say I'm Fine When I'm Not (Prod. Rinne)

Wibi the First (@wibithefirst)