school music

what i used to be

a house, a home, a window
you were here before the floorboards broke
in on themselves like black holes
are the promises you keep
just for people that you want

because you can't read any of our old conversations
but i read them so often it's like we still talk

you said remembering would feel too much like moving back home

tell me what to do
when i get home
all scratched and bruised
i’m licking all my wounds
anything to heal them soon

and i think
when i taste blood
inside my mouth
i feel alive

daylight, night time
what’s the difference now
it all blurs into colors
and words i can’t pronounce
i want to take a different route
but i don’t know how

a dog with blood in its mouth

Where did you sleep last night (Cover)

So High Feat. Guske & SlumpWiddaPump

Lake Of Fire

Better This Way Feat. SadBaby Slump & SashaWantsYouDead

Will They Love Me

wake up tired
sometime before noon
it’s stuck on my mind 
something i told you

i’m sorry that i do
things i don’t want to

do you believe in love
it feels like a memory of a cher song
do you believe in love
i’m scratching my eyes out 
come over to my house

everything’s empty
i am a part of what you lack
tell me i’m crazy
put up a wall i cannot pass

do you believe in love
i want us to listen to that cher song
do you believe in love
i’m scratching my eyes out

nov 13 (do you believe in love)

A walking cigarette.

Art by @jernlopez on Instagram

Where did you sleep last night (Cover)

Wibi the First (@wibithefirst)