you used to sneak me through the back door
climbing out your window cuz i woke your dad up
sitting on the back porch rolling up the ganja
saying we should part ways what if i don’t wanna
friends switch up so i stick to my main bitch
all we do is fight we don’t speak the same language
everytime i look into your eyes they’re dilated 
all you ever cared about was popping on some pain pills 

got so many scars but they faint 
they won’t fade away
there’s no other way i can count the days
since you ran away
i’ve been looking for another way
i can get you saved
from this bitter hell
inside your head

i let you hold to my heart 
you could never play your fucking part 
all you did was leave me in the dark
you’re the one that left me all these scars
we were just kids when we met
i know you wanted me so bad
all i did was look the other way
i never meant to make you hate yourself 

got so many scars but they faint 
they won’t fade away
there’s no other way i can count the days
since you ran away
i’ve been looking for another way
i can get you saved
from this bitter hell
inside your head

you used to sneak me through the (back door)
climbing out your window cuz i woke your dad up
sitting on the back porch rolling up the ganja
saying we should part ways (what if i don’t wanna)
friends switch up so i stick to my main bitch
all we do is fight we don’t speak the same language
everytime i look into your eyes they’re dilated 
all you ever cared about was popping on some pain pills 

i let you hold on to my heart 
i let you hold on to my heart 

all this time spent didn’t mean shit
you don’t mean it you’re deceiving 
guess i’ll find another love
find the lean grab my cup and double up
i remember the day that we locked eyes
for the first time i felt hypnotized 
stare into those ocean eyes
can you tell me all your lies
can you promise you and i 

been so long since i felt some love
bitch it’s been so long since i’ve smoked on drugs
bitch i’m feeling really down and i’m tryna turn up
why’d you push me away girl enough is enough

got so many scars but they faint 
they won’t fade away
there’s no other way i can count the days
since you ran away
i’ve been looking for another way
i can get you saved
from this bitter hell
inside your head

i let you hold on to my heart
i let you hold on to my heart

scars (prod. cl6udy x splvshgvng)

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Silhouette Monroe is the feeling of something beautiful just out of reach—familiar, yet untouchable. Like a shadow cast by memory, the music lingers in the space between desire and disappearance.

Each song is a quiet confession—dark, intimate, and wrapped in emotion. This isn’t just sound. It’s a silhouette: fleeting, haunting, unforgettable.

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scars (prod. cl6udy x splvshgvng)

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