@hollons

i wish it wasnt you, i wish i wasnt me
dont needa be with you, u wanna be w me
no i wont fight for you, cuz how u treated me
now i hate seein u, cuz now u make me bleed

u said im out my head, to everything i said
n u aint even care, that u fcked up my head
im hanging by a thread, i trusted what u said
i wna cry to u, still after what u did

what did i want, why did i start talkin to her
what did i want, never thought id ever be here
why did you say, u love me but it doesnt exist
why did i stay, i jus wish i wasnt like this

gave u my heart, but u didnt want me
saw u from a far, i jus wish u saw me
i dont even blame u, i dont even want me
i guess ill od, all these pills inside meee

im so glad ur gone, i jus had enough of it
u broke my heart, jus the thought makes me sick
got so much hate, i dont wna be like this
someone jus save me, i cant have it end like this

i wish it wasnt you, i wish i wasnt me
dont needa be with you, u wanna be w me
no i wont fight for you, cuz how u treated me
now i hate seein u, cuz now u make me bleed

u said im out my head, to everything i said
n u aint even care, that u fcked up my head
im hanging by a thread, i trusted what u said
i wna cry to u, still after what u did

what did i want, why did i start talkin to her
what did i want, never thought id ever be here
why did you say, u love me but it doesnt exist
why did i stay, i jus wish i wasnt like this

put into words, once again (sake)

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@pyu

why you thinkin' in the past tense?
can you focus on me right now?
i guess like a flame, your love just died out
i hate when you think of past things
can you just enjoy the night out?
you get caught up in your head you wanna cry now
yeah you got rid of my number but you somehow hit my phone now
i don't wanna talk to no one yeah i wanna be alone now
every single thing i said it went so bad yeah it got blown out
yeah i said im by your side but after this i don't know now

can you blame me for acting how i did
you don't want saving so i don't know why i tried to
i know you hate it, so i won't do it anymore
i'll leave you on the floor

so break my heart
break my heart a thousand times
it was only ever yours to break
i could see that look right in your face
why can't you talk to me?
you said i make you feel safe
or was that a lie?
you said it time after time
was everything you felt just fake?
so why did you come back to my place?
when you said that we're done right to my face
don't come back to me

past tense (meta)

keep on tryin w/ gëmzjii (jannah)

played me (jannah)

tryna ball/ on my mind (essence + vince)

the end (bxxngan + Hh9riz)

losing hope ft revert+gemzjii (jannah+sentencc)

i need you here with me tonight
come overdose with me tonight 
and im sick of all the lies 
but i need you by my side 

and she likes when i miss her so bad 
man this bitch so bad 
i need the bitch i had 
i miss the shit we had 
and now this shit so bad
he's got the shit i had 
she just wanna make me sad

i need you here with me tonight
come overdose with me tonight 
and I'm sick of all the lies 
but i need you by my side

and she knows that i miss her so much
man this shit so fucked 
i miss when we would fuck
and girl i tried so much 
and i just miss your touch 
im so sick you're gone 
im so sick that we are done

played me (jannah)

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