TEARDROPSINTHESUMMER W/ DIVERSE (PROD. CRCL)

NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS <3

prod. october ;)
made this in texas luv to houston

lyrics

bite bite the medicine huh 
jus like the taste of letting go 

its too late to wake up
the fires burning down the door

dont forget the paper
we got the stacks to make it gold

but that shit dont faze her
well cop house away from roads

were boneless
running out of roses
dead soldiers waiting till its overr
been told ya brother i dont know ya
all of these ditches
alll to mean nothing

4:45 u think u doomed but u just dead inside
room prep for your valentine is soon
back up cause the party starting move
pull up roll up smoke all my dope and smoke all my dope
what's new 
i see the fog through the smoke 
the burn in your throat 
im flying a jet to see u

OCTOBER - I'VE SEEN STRANGER THING'S

You saw me walk into the rain
You'll never see my face again
I feel one day my grave will be shallow
One day I'll die from the pills I swallow
One day I'll die from the pills I swallow
I feel one day my grave will be shallow
(x3)

Prod. Wiindigoo

One Day

I wish u were

wish u were here

that's just how it be
make a couple tracks
i ain't even been to sleep
gotta go harder i'm a demon baby
gotta go harder i'm a demon baby

that's just how it be
i don't think that anyone is ever how they seem
trust me u would say the same if u see what i see
only puttin' trust into the demon babies

demon babies
every day, every week

that's just how it be
make a couple tracks
i ain't even been to sleep
gotta go harder i'm a demon baby
gotta go harder i'm a demon baby

wavylouii: 

gotta go to sleep 
never get rest i’m a demon baby 
lights off new scene 
it was her and me underneath

gotta go to sleep 
never get rest i’m a demon baby 
lights off new scene 
it was her and me underneath the sheet
pitch black i'ma wait here
but when you’re finished with me baby we could lay here 
just stay here don’t let go of me

gotta go to sleep 
never get rest i’m a demon baby 
lights off new scene 
it was her and me underneath

cover art by @wiindigoo

how it be feat. wavylouii (prod. thersx)

better by myself - carter tomorrow x wavylouii

back on my bs ft. ☆ilyjaimie☆

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

Vocals and lyrics: Enki
Beat production:  loneliness孤独
Lyrics: 
Caught me staring at the London skies 
(So bright)
Caught me geeked out on the Molly high 
(Im so high) 
Caught me lookin right into your eyes (so fine) 
Catchin feelings I ain’t gonna lie (I aint gonna lie) 
I know you’ll never be by my side (No lie) 
But you make me wanna change ma life 
Im a dope fiend while I think you're an angel in disguise 
Heh shit, maybe in another life 

I think you know where my future lies
Makin music while I’m getting high 
But baby if you down to ride
I could show you thing or two
About the other side 

We can raise a toast with all my brothers 
To the ceiling 
Yeah, we unrelated by blood but I make sure 
That they eating 
Pop a couple pills club lights shining down 
What a feeling 
But I know that I ain’t worth it
So I’m pretty much just dreaming 

Look at myself in the mirror 
I got lots of trouble breathing 
I got black dog on my trail 
But I make sure that you don’t meet him 
Sick to death of this war inside my head 
He might win it 
So I take to ink and pen
Until my fingers start bleeding

I know you'll never be by my side
But you make me wanna change my life
I'm a dope fiend, while I think you're an angel in disguise
heh shit, maybe in another life

Another Life (Prod.loneliness孤独)

Die In Her Living Room

[lyrics]

i got blisters on my hands 

n bruises on my body 

ima grown ass man all this shit i do for u shawty 

i been makin money maybe now she’ll finally love me

she dont even wana try i’m wastin my time 

i been thinkin bout death it dont rlly seem bad 

why tf i love u ig i like bein sad 

fuck this life dat i’m in 

i’m jus waiting for an end 

i been killin myself every night jus to live

wake up w them weights on my chest 

i can feel shawty layin by my me in my bed 

turn my head around 

open up my eyes turns out she ain’t there 

i been seein things 

suicide inside my dreams 

ain’t nothin what it seems 

i ain’t where i wana be 

everybody gona die why not die tn 

when i end my life 

tell me are u gona cry? 

nah  


[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty