the cover to this song is hurting my brain

thanks for having me @gingaloid* :D

doghouse - pilot (sydney 'apple orchard exclusive' VIP)
@clothes29a x so pretty i could die
@devstacks - god spoke (sydney 'how did you know i like frailty?' edit)
-----> @quannnic - thin + @underscores - the fish song
@clothes29a x MCiLovedogs3102 - stakes are high! (late night recovery flip)
culpepper - shes so psycho!
@venturing - beachgoer
---->@h8p8ge - echo ft. @sirkyenn
--------->@sanriorose - imonlyhalfevil
MC GABZIN - SIMPLESMENTE ELA (SPED UP AND VERY LOUD!)
che - agenda
@bktherula - santanny (sayten remix)
---->@quannnic - think with your lungs (sydney 'inhalent abuse' remix)
sydney - @thatprod 'the fuck is a drumkit anyway' promo
yeat - on tha line (sydney 'unnecessary nostalgia trip' rework) ft. sparse samples of Lets Go Home by Jane Remover

Sydney Live at 'The Apple Orchard 2022'

Fairy Freestyle (feat. 4kFairyFantasy and miku)

prod. me

hold me close
hands let go
don't forget my 
face my warmth

where'd you go
I've been searching for hope
on my own
try to backpedal the things I know
hear my call 
through the rain and the snow
are you there?
do you here me at all
it rushes in like tides I
pull and push my heart
beats for you 
as you speak with your eyes
did you feel did you
did you hurt did you

tears dry desiccate your eyes
I heard words you spoke
as you reached as you tried to breathe
deaths doorstep tattered rags are left
everything we once knew
building dust still
can you reach my hand
you stare back
though fields of lilac

break my heart 
disembogue my heartstrings
stay apart
all these lines but I can't see
through the rain as you
share my pain, tremble
through the coldness
envelope the words I missed

try check your pulse
your eyes stay closed
feel your whispers
it still hurts to forget 
all the words that you said
all the words that you

try hold on
still remember
who you are
cause i know you can't
tell me all about those long nights
stories prosaic won't leave my mind
as long as your voice stays with me
it will all be alright
I can hear you just fine

did you love me
do you hear me
did you love me
did you love me

sunset falls as we walk home
laugh through tears as the rain falls
pretend it's alright but I
see your pain it hurts to smile
take a while
lights in your eyes shroud with guile
every step holds regret
leave more behind the closer i get

you
looked so pretty as you held me close
words shared with whispers as we 
danced under the bus stop as rain fell
you told me to trust your hands
your hands round me move me slowly
watch you sway as rain drips down
my cheek smiling as you speak
"it won't ever be like this again"

as I hold your head
hairs wove in my hands
I can't see your face but
I know that you're crying
all the words I said
do you still hear them
and do you remember
all of the small movements we made
as we danced in the suns fade
tripping on our shoes unlaced
every breath warm on my neck
till you can't speak at all

battling with the time as
it fades taking you with
did you feel me love me feel hurt
from my hands 
call you back
it's my fault
lies lay lithe 
feel you cry
as tears hit my
back to nothing
did you want me
cause you won't let go of something I
said then 
did it stay with you
did it hurt did you
cause it hurt me too
i loved you

can't take back the time i spent worrying about it all
overthinking syllables so much until I feel sore
try to think of ways to rewind
all I said

I'll try let go
still stuck in the entresol
it all goes wrong
but you'll be fine without me
it won't be long
just promise you'll come back someday
watch the clouds form overhead me
I know that you'll get the same rainfall
no matter where you are now
like that moment
mists make ghosts of hands that hold me
winds whisper the things you told me
it feels like you'll always be here
but you're gone and 

you hold me with winds feel air surrounding
can't hear your voice but I know that you're trying
all the dreams I had did you believe in them
do you remember all of the feelings that you had
as we danced in the dawns grace
the winds blow shaping movements
every step might be my last
but I can't stop to care
battling with what I said
it hurts thinking bout it
did you feel me love me feel hurt
do you still

isohyet

sickening consumption

sickening consumption (kero)

you know that its bad for us dont try

@thomvsu

never try +thomas

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ice In My Body

💗 https://album.link/us/i/1809316710

can you keep me in your mind, hear my ache, please tell me you get it
how we've always the found the time, found the way to keep our souls embedded
i forever love the two confiding
cant forgive you for the way you smite me
breathe 'cause as for the ride ahead i fear we're fine to someday wake to
i and u, u and me, is that copacetic

will you fly tonight, you're all i wanted (all i wanted)
my entwined, until i've fallen all my love is yours

oh i can feel the fractures
they try to keep me up and it's plenty these days
a vessel of my blood wrapped in matching passion
so entirely engulfed in your messiest flames
and i'm never wanting out
indebted to the sound i hear
if i ever need to bite down, ripping holes out of my nightgown
keep me crazed, and i can leave untraced
when you tell me i want you
i'm really sorry you know i adore it
is it a want if you're not gonna fight for it

will you fly tonight, you're all i wanted (all i wanted)
my entwined, until i've fallen all my love is yours
you are closest to me, how could i forget it
(how could i forget it)
i and u, u and me, is that copacetic
(u know i'd have said it)

outstretched

9/10/2024
this sucks bruh
prod @prodkirian & @heyscirpy

idc what u fcking say
u left me dying so my vision is all turning gray
now im feeling very lost im counting all my days
i wish i never trusted u in the first fcking place
i got a glock im counting bullets now
all these bitches they be making fake excuses now
u dont even know me ur just clueless now
putting ur hands on me
yeah, tryna take a glance im so clean
tryna guess a color its all green
im feeling so cold now its all breeze

ive lost my sense of love tryna let it go
no need to tell me, i see visions i alrdy know
just bury me in cold winter in the fcking snow
i feel the heart <3 beating inside like its trying to grow
fuck, im tired of the same shit everyday
problems left n right its the same
gotta smoke that pack its ok
i feel so tired ill go sleep
watch around like a creep
going in so deep
fck around n go find out
get in trouble go start a- (clout now)

(chorus)

sickening consumption (kero)

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