would love to work on a track with you <3

@benjithemachine
@troiner
<3 <3 <3
[Rit]
I know i never hated me as much as you do
And i dont wanna do it but im seeing it thru
I dont got no input like what u wanna do?
My Life jus like my hair and im all feeling is blue

Oh my god i know u never rly wanted this 
True bliss
I know i was never made for it
Being honest i cant take it no im hating it
If u want me to change ill tell u pls dont wait for it

[Benji]
[verse]
I know I never hated me as much as you do
But all i wanna do is spend some time in ur room
Cause i can't bear a moment all alone with my thoughts
But things can’t get much better when i'm wandering lost
So come save me right now
You won’t ever let me down
I wake up i'm not alright
Give me better luck tonight
Heart is leaking out my chest
High as fuck won’t get no rest
You can’t leave me i'm the best that you ever had
I'm too reckless on my own
But I know it’d be better to leave you alone
Im desperate i would know
i haven't felt nobody touch my face in so long
I wish you’d hit me with your car
And watch my body burn it’s 
Hard for me to run when I can’t walk and
I Wish i never met you
I swear i never learn, 
cause I made a mistake 
i wish i'd make a break for home

See it Through +benji the machine [troiner]

ft @rewind214 @coldspades
prod @silversxo @prodmichael

(ve)
just tell me what's right, i'll undo my wrongs
i'm trying to be, the best version of me
we end in a fight, i'll sing it in these songs
you want me when i'm weakk, but i'm hardly the old meeeee

didn't know me, now you know .. life before me
didn't know to let go, she hurt me the most
we had to move on
cus we couldn't live on

(rewind)
tired of my existence
all this shit i live with
so hard to move on
why am i still living
im tired as of lately 
why do u degrade me
girl u think im crazy
but u make me crazy

i just wanna know
do u still hate me
i cry out to cope
want to be ur safety
ur words growing old
whyd u betray me
im left in the cold

(spades)
i had to let go, cause i lost control
you hate me the most, and that much i know
my feelings cant show, hurts when i get close
i gave you my soul but you left me alone

dont know why i still try
every night i still cry
you wasted my time
still called you mine
and it hurts me to say goodbye

undo

spotify

undo ft. rewind & coldspades (prod silver + michaelwarren)

im not here

@artemys
@7saiko
@metisxx

just u & me
cus how else would it be
just u & me
i only like just u & me

the times change again
i still made u mad like i was ur father
regardless of the time we spent it pushed us even farther
u don't need me
don't need u
just a love story don't bother
now when u look at me see i'm not just another
pop a pill and then i fall into a slumber
boy wanna talk bout leaderboards while he just under
(u don't need me
don't need u
just a love story don't bother)

just u & me
cus how else would it be
just u & me
i only like just u & me

(how'd u know it
i cannot show it)
u leave and u don't talk
i do not like it
i bleed out next to a wall
so used to fighting
and you're the one i call
when it's so frightening
it struck me just like lightning

artemys - u & me (saiko x metis)

I'm awake in the middle of the night
cut myself watch it run down the knife
long time since I felt alright
I know now
I know now

grab the keys think I'm moving 2 fast
I can't slow down
not much but I'm doin my best
let me go now
where I can I 
find my
the 1 thing I lost that's behind my eyes

I been wishin someone shoot me down
talk 2 me like u know me now
6 feet and I'm lookin down
I guess that I gave my life 4 this
ill nvr get what I wanted from this

I'm awake in the middle of the night
cut myself watch it run down the knife
long time since I felt alright
I know now
I know now

conversations always seem to go the long way [shinju x methboiswag]

Singles

Untitled

SMOKING STOGIES x KEIFER MOON - POUR A 4

February (cover)

justux, eruh - torpedo
justux - yea uh ok um
justux, clvr - euphoria
justux, pilgrim, wave6o - collision
justux, vivi - everything
justux - iknowu
justux - know that
justux, craves - plural
justux - spa
justux - tome
justux - devil
justux - memento
justux - sharpie
justux - reckless
"genuine thingy attempt"

summer dump

;)

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she/her

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