tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me

#addicted w/ cody luv [+variant]

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
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I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

At The Edge Ft Gaiden Prod Ragedrug

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

@blackfridvy
@theacu1998
@asurxh

<3 <3 <3

Keep Walking +Fridvy [Asurah X Acu]

prada where we find uuuu

@pradaaslife
@benjithemachine
@yuki-pons
@synthetickids

Hella +pradaaslife [benjithemachine x shyburial]

synthetic kids synthetic kids!
pinkperc prolly porin triss
synthetic kids synthetic kids

techshield on me ya im downin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh

stompin in my nikes never stoppin
stompin in my
stompin in my nikes never stoppin
steppin out the car the bodys droppin
steppin in the club we get it poppin
i though i lost it got it back now everythings ok!
im feelin better feel like pat my whip cost 30k!
in the audi pourin lines up inside the minutemaid
dirty ass cup
thats some dirty ass lemonade

dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
homies idgaf i stay dirty like a bug
dirty ass cup kno i keep that thing tucked
dirty ass cup i stay dirty like a bug!

i roll up the 8th in a blunt
we can hav some backseat funn
said she like synthetic and she kno me
yo girl gettin fucked by the homies!! hahahahaha

sword on my back if they tryna attack me
wearin all black in my new nike tech fleece
i walk on glass and the angel protect me!
shoes 4 the team so i say ring up 10 plzzzz

cybernetic kids inside the metaverse
bitcoin for a feature thats a metaverse
bounty on my a head a different universe
i channeled all my energy and did the work

techshield on me ya im dorwnin like a zombie
techshield on me im protected by an army
techshield gon protect me when i text u
its jus me and its jus u and ur so cute uh x2

i luv uu :)

techshield!

techshield! [selikka + sernnnity]

synthetickids x moderndaymusic
lyrics
perc
me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

absolute out the bottle
cop the swag w no problem
synthetic kids till im dead uhhh
i say that shit w my chest!
i kno synthetic up next!
shits 2 easy no test
why ur girl in my bed?
she say i'm the best!

i kno u lie 2 me all the time
say u gon leave but i kno ur mine
sent 20 text and u don't reply
im going crazy i love it!

it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

freddie
Is it weird in the club if we dance slow?
Can't lie you'd probably think so
I don't wanna be here, I wanna be home
With you in my bed and the weed smoke 
It don't matter. You're happy in here tho 🙂
And I'll play along cuz I don't know
I don't know how to move to u
Try shoot my shot like a free throw
Darling back it up on me
Turn u round, lift ur chin, then our eyes gon meet
I won't buy u a drink I'm cheap
If u wanna spend the night at mine it's free
Only go clubbing when I am with you
I'm holding ur hair when ur sick off the booze
Say I don't mind when u spew on my shoes
Please don't feel bad but these shoes cost a few

perc
it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

ilove u

dance dance

dance dance +freddieskinz [silver]

did u mean iti,when u sdadi ii could kee piti?
huantiing me iin my dreams while im sleepiing
honeslty, theres no point so im leaviing
talk2me when uve got a reasdon X2
tossiin nd turniing insidie of my bedsheetsS
icannot sleep whjen ur not here besiides me
wakiing up without u just liike a baddream
please let me fiix thisi i swwear iill do antyhiing

ii guess that this si where we're at now
ii gueess that i should prolly bnack down

but i just need anotehr chance to show u thatd iid do like anythiing
show u what u mean to me
stg its not a game
swear that u wont fuck a lame\
halfmyl liife is only paiin
thas y i wont trusdt agaiin
i mitie go nd fuck ur friend
do it again and agaiin
just2show u thatd id neverever wanna leave agaub
tell u what u mean2me
swear that thats the funny thing
get down ur knees nd tell me y ud ever beckon me
u jus wanna wasste my time
build our love on top of lies
thas y udont love me u just fuck around wiith other guys

did u mean iti,when u sdadi ii could kee piti?
huantiing me iin my dreams while im sleepiing
honeslty, theres no point so im leaviing
talk2me when uve got a reasdon-

did uu mean iiit [prod. k1ro + lovbug]

"cover" of the song called 'at least i tried' by @caspywaspy

right in my arms
fell right thru
like it was a lie
like it was a lie
t'least i tried
but our love died
right in my arms
fell right thru

like it was a lie
but t'least i tried
but our love (love) died
right in my arms
on the losing end
losing end but i can't see the end
losing all i have, losing my head
i fight them off but they keep coming back
like cancer cells, avoinding treatment

nun' to do but get faded
nowadays im walkin' jaded
no solution occurs in my mind
to my problems, i'll just dig up my grave then
i'm becoming what i hated
no procedures, still sedated
taking everything i can to ease up the pain
and i don't know if i'll make it

nun' to do but get faded
nowadays im walkin' jaded
no solution occurs in my mind
to my problems, i'll just dig up my grave then
i'm becoming what i hated
no procedures, still sedated
taking everything i can to ease up the pain
and i don't know if i'll make it

right in my arms, fell right thru
like it was a lie
right in my arms, fell right thru
like it was a lie

t'least i tried (suno)

willow
she/her

cry_mobb: https://soundcloud.com/user-799150706

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

willow.x

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