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Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

https://soundcloud.com/bodygaard
https://soundcloud.com/yurmsauce
https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Art by @Worldwidewilly
Lyrics:
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm moving on
I'm always calling you out
Is this what this love's about (Is this what this love's about)
Dancing by the street light
I still can't see you
(It's alright)

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

[Verse 1: bodyGaard]
My, oh, my, I've been through it all
I don't mind, if we call a draw
Time and time again, I can't be honest with you
You gave me reasons for trust issues
So all this time I really thought we werе compatible, but nah
This realization hits me hardеr every time I see you go
I waited far too much, the perfect moment passed me long ago
And everyone in second place, I'll only settle for the gold
But now it's getting old
My fate is in the dice that I chose to roll
You can see the sweat drip down my face
Knowing I've been replaced

[Verse 2: Yurms]
Lost in the lights, I'm alright, but I hate you
I don't know why I got a list, why I hate you
Open my eyes, I'm awake, made a breakthrough
How long can it fucking take to?
Really?
Held up by pillars
Stuck in a blizzard
Feeling your pressure
Never gets better
Stuck in the cold, feeling the shivers
Stuck like a sliver

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

Snow w/ Bodygaard & Yurms (Rosesleeves)

alone w arid (mxsui)

apologies demo

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Baby

Spotify

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

@prodjonny
s/o @blankymode & @slappy for helping me mix this
lyrics:

she want me 4 my money she a no-go
ice on me like snowcone
dam jus got da pack
pls stay back, u not my fuckin bro
money comin in 
n they lookin thru my window
if u wanna talk we get 2 crackin
where yo shit go

ya u n me we go
back back back back back
tell me what u need i got a
QP in my backpack
ridin down tha highway
got a body in tha hatchback
talkin on k5
u can meet da rugrats >:)

body meet tha burner (uh)
we can turn that shiiit up
if u wanna talk boy
bitch u know we hit him up
talkin bout sum mallroy ("badluck" in hebrew or something idk lol)
bitch u shoulda picked him up
man yk it was a bad idea
when u told him hit us up

she want me 4 my money she a no-go
ice on me like snowcone
dam jus got da pack
pls stay back, u not my fuckin bro
money comin in 
n they lookin thru my window
if u wanna talk we get 2 crackin
where yo shit go

ya u n me we go
back back back back back
tell me what u need i got a
QP in my backpack
ridin down tha highway
got a body in tha hatchback
talkin on k5
u can meet da rugrats >:)

(slade)

stream here

burner w/ kaciefree

prod. me (obviously) shoutout @luvlxckdown for co-mixing <3
(LYRICS)
(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive”) 



(“Gamer Girls”)



(“Samara”)



Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do x2





wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Bash my head into the wall.





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do 





Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2

bash my head into the wall

thx my bro @degenerate69 4mels <3

lyrics:

she just look right thru my eyes
im feelin off tonight
i won't let her fool me twice
i don't think she understand what my life is like
sun sets n i'm outta sight
she got home from college
i'm not on her watchlist
i been grinding hard tho
little 2 her knowledge
nails painted black
move in shadows like my polish
stayin in a house made of cards and its fallin

posted up bnbs
helmut lang from 03
sterling silver on my fingers its like 30 degrees
when im out in the woods im rollin up all the trees
cruising w the windows down
i been making the breeze

we met at a party, sippin bacardi
shawty, rlly hope u not playin me like atari
id buy u anything, dress u up like a barbie
she my vampire queen she my marcy

im all alone again
losing my flow again
i jus think ur rlly cute can i hold ur hand
u dnt understand :/

posted up bnbs
helmut lang from 03
sterling silver on my fingers its like 30 degrees
when im out in the woods im rollin up all the trees
cruising w the windows down
i been making the breeze

vampyre queen (dgen+wstd)

@prodsoma @mental @kidtrashpop
art by @killzure on twitter

story w/ mental & kid trash (soma)

willow
she/her

cry_mobb: https://soundcloud.com/user-799150706

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