i miss venturing

no i did not prod this i just filtered the instrumental

vulture city

additional vocals from @8tsukii and @zzoos
cover photo by @zzoos
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@mopearound
may god strike me down where i stand
you got a problem nail me right up to the door
& dont look back
(why is she weeping for you, don't look back)

the daughter with clipped wings falls to the floor
now she can't dream of taking off once more
she's not intact
(just don't look back)

@8tsukii
girl you're my weapon, don't step into my corridor
oh please don't ignore
i'm not going back anymore
areż tumer ventamorez
yeah you claim that this is heaven, it's not home
no i wouldn't ever go back there
fuck what happened to last year
tumer comor tolesta
(yea i'm wishing you would understand)
yeah you claim that this is heaven, it's not home 

@zzoos
i let it burn
(i can feel you in my skin)
i can cut ties
but i keep getting worse
i went thru it all
i know the feeling that you learned
it still fucks with me and i still end up hurt
and i know that feeling
(fix me up)
im not your problem anymore
skin to wall, my lungs, they're bleeding
peeling off and falling to the floor

[2/6]

stream

freefall (with 8tsukii & zoos)

(plays are botted)

prod.me

cry, that's your best sound
cry, that's your best sound 
cry, that's your best sound
talk, that's your best sound

where's the fun in living it?
i don't find this way of living fit
no more 
why's it hard to feel remorse?
it's so hard to feel
no, more
no, more
no, more
no, more

- original title, field(yourbestsound)

your best sound

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1JAV46oTdV7Z05cJZIF0ac?si=67e499cfa1f6436c

lyrics:
i know your starving in heaven 
i know your starving in heaven
are we all meant to die (die)
are we all meant to

stop!
are you a fan of a person you dont like
if you cant stand closing the curtains when its night 
and i cant tell if im doing this all right 
and i cant tell if you're doin alright 

(stop) i got 24 missed calls inside my inbox
too many gamma rays around me need to detox
you got me trapped inside your springlocks (springlocks)

(stop) cus im so constantly worried like "what do they think about me" "am i not interesting" 
its getting harder to sleep without you
you said its only me but why am i counting two

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
(bring me to life)
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

well what do you think 
why you so bad
you've done terrible things
you ain't the one to change cus you've never been

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)

bring me to life

Mourn me while I live so you won't mourn me while I don't
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spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0I6uc6av8QkqHuOaGM3DpX?si=08GfFG52R7SAqke8ESs52A
lyric video: https://youtu.be/knmCd5GM5l0

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place farther than anyone has ever been
and there i'll stay
in that pile of lifeless blue
and i won't have to face anyone ever again
i saw a spaceship crash into the sea
i could smell the melting paint
the waves started eating its body
until there was nothing left
it became

point nemo x8

i've spent some days tryna escape
i know this isn't the only way
i wanna peacefully decay
cus i don't want my body found
wish you didn't care when i'm not around
i'm gonna sink into the background
and please don't try to look for me
because you won't like what you see
the only reason i left sooner
was so you couldn't see me leave
and i'm sorry that you'll never see me again
but i hope that at least you won't have to pretend

point nemo x8

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place where no one can miss me
and i'll be still
with my back against the sky
and you won't have to face anything i would've been
and the ocean of time will swallow me whole
and remnants of me will start to get old
my house is finally quiet, cus no one's home
now i'm just a name that a no one knows

point nemo / a name that no one knows

cover of kodak moment by Jane Remover

lyrics:
how does it feel to be the front of the line?
(do you feel like home?)
when was the last time you got caught telling lies?
(was it last night?)
i know you hate to see me like this
but winter's uninvited
cause i don't know how to stop the cold from coming in
i kept my coat on 'til the summer and it pissed you off
still don't know what I did wrong so i scrambled to keep it on
when it gets brought up in conversations i just wanna run
but i can't go very fast 'cause i got weights all on my tongue

don't talk if it's not your turn
just to watch the world burn
it's all your fault
don't blame me for what i didn't cause
you got lost chasing time again
it's all right
you got lost chasing time again
it's all right, it's all good

kodak moment

cover and feature from @1dxn we made this shit so fast fr

lyrics!!
me
I think that im way too fucking drunk right now
and I cant focus cuz the musics too loud
and I didn't wanna keep my head down
but Id feel better if ur still around

spilled beer on my shirt now its see through
could say more than one word when I text u
looking through the names on ur phone like its a menu
was I just never enough I don't get u

u don't care about me
never in my life once have u cared ab me
and now im always frowning
I don't think I can remember why I want ur bounty

always the nice guy
u hate me, don't ask why
do u remember the last five
cuz I do now I cant try oh!

@1dxn
said "at the party, im too wasted"
and youre expecting me to save you now?
out my mind, your body's faceless
you'd look better when youre in a crowd

because its harder to see
id rather take these pills than see youre messaging me
id rather take myself than see your face on my screen
if that doesnt say something, dont say something to me, no-ho

me
I think that im way too fucking drunk right now
and I cant focus cuz the musics too loud
and I didn't wanna keep my head down
but Id feel better if ur still around

spilled beer on my shirt now its see through
could say more than one word when I text u
looking through the names on ur phone like its a menu
was I just never enough I don't get u

@1dxn
oh-oh
bet you wish i was the nice guy
got your feelings washing up like a riptide
miss that feeling, was it love, was it a blindside
was i the right guy? was it the right time?

but now youre wishing you could take me back
but its far too late for that
bottoms up, now im in my bag
this is nothing like you wanted right?

said "at the party, im too wasted"
and youre expecting me to save you now?
out my mind, your body's faceless
you'd look better when youre in a crowd

because its harder to see
id rather take these pills than see youre messaging me
id rather take myself than see your face on my screen
if that doesnt say something, dont say something to me, no-ho

me
(I hate ur guts)
(don't need ur luvv)

care about me!! + dan

my homeswitcher cover prod. lyn

head

do you hear me?

The new single from Aan's upcoming LP 'Over The Mountain' – coming to vinyl and digital December 6th on Fresh Selects: fsx.lnk.to/aan-seams

"An anxious song about impending doom. Written in the headspace of paranoia regarding 2020’s encroaching wildfires, but vague enough that any ol’ pit of the gut concern can apply."

– Bud

Bud Wilson - lead vocals, guitars, drums
Travis Leipzig - bass
Andrew Lawson - piano, Juno 106 synth, backing vocals
Cameron Spies - programming, MonoPoly synth

Produced by Cameron Spies & Bud Wilson

Recorded & Mixed by Cameron Spies at The Trash Treasury – Portland, Oregon

Mastered by Kelly Hibbert at Almachrome

FSX-064-04 © 2024 Fresh Selects. But it won’t stop.

"Searching For Seams"
Lyrics by Bud Wilson, music by Bud Wilson & Cameron Spies

Power’s out,
Must be over the mountain
Skies ablaze in firelight

Come outside,
Ashes swirl in the hot wind

If in days we find escape, we’ll herald from the hills
Else watch the fallout, other window sills
And lift each other up, we are but human beings,
Searching for seams and pulling at strings

If in days we find escape, we’ll herald from the hills
Else watch the fallout, other window sills
And lift each other up, we are but human beings,
Searching for seams and pulling at strings

Gather what you can carry,
Time to go

If in days we find escape, we’ll herald from the hills
Else watch the fallout, other window sills
And lift each other up, we are but human beings,
Searching for seams and pulling at strings

If in days we find escape, we’ll herald from the hills
And watch the fallout, other window sills
And lift each other up, we are but human beings,
Searching for seams and pulling at strings

But it won’t stop,
‘till it’s under the rain’s shadow
No, it won’t stop
‘till it’s under the rain’s shadow (shadow…)

Must be over the mountain

Must be over the mountain

Over The Mountain

Aan "Searching For Seams"

18 y/o producer and artist
https://soundcloud.com/pokerfacemafia

kodak moment

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