Coming Back As A Man (Acoustic)

Anxious

Pop/Dance track, written by Lisa Rogers and produced by Philip Larsen (Grammy award winner for mixing Kylie Minogue's 'Come Into My World'). 

Without You Now

So Up (2K ONLY REMIX) [prod. @2k_onlyy]

Jacob Ferdinand - Separuh Jiwa

Performed by Jacob Ferdinand
Lyric and composed by Novan Aery
Produce, mix & master by Novan Aery

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Bayang pepohonan rindang,
Hatiku terhempas dalam rindu yang pilu,
Saat jejak langkahmu menjauh perlahan,
Aku tersesat dalam labirin kenangan.

[Pre Chorus]
Setiap kata yang pernah terucap,
Kini berbisik dalam kesunyian,
Membawa aroma harapan yang layu,
Dalam pelukan waktu yang enggan berlalu.

[Chorus]
Kau pergi, membawa separuh jiwaku,
Meninggalkan luka yang tak terlihat,
Meski senyum terukir di bibir,
Di dalam hati, badai tak kunjung reda.
Dalam kesendirian aku merenung,
Mencari bayanganmu di antara bayang,
Namun hanya kesepian yang kujumpa,
Mengisyaratkan bahwa kau takkan kembali.

[Verse 2]
Dalam setiap air mata yang jatuh,
Kekuatan perlahan tumbuh,
Meski kau tiada lagi di sisiku,
Kenangan indahmu akan selalu abadi.

[Pre Chorus]
Setiap kata yang pernah terucap,
Kini berbisik dalam kesunyian,
Membawa aroma harapan yang layu,
Dalam pelukan waktu yang enggan berlalu.

[Chorus]
Kau pergi, membawa separuh jiwaku,
Meninggalkan luka yang tak terlihat,
Meski senyum terukir di bibir,
Di dalam hati, badai tak kunjung reda.
Dalam kesendirian aku merenung,
Mencari bayanganmu di antara bayang,
Namun hanya kesepian yang kujumpa,
Mengisyaratkan bahwa kau takkan kembali.

[Interlude]

[Bridge]
Waktu akan menyembuhkan,
Luka yang kau tinggalkan di hatiku,
Meski kita berpisah di persimpangan,
Cinta akan tetap hidup dalam kenangan.

[Chorus]
Kau pergi, membawa separuh jiwaku,
Meninggalkan luka yang tak terlihat,
Meski senyum terukir di bibir,
Di dalam hati, badai tak kunjung reda.
Dalam kesendirian aku merenung,
Mencari bayanganmu di antara bayang,
Namun hanya kesepian yang kujumpa,
Mengisyaratkan bahwa kau takkan kembali.

[Outro]

Jacob Ferdinand - Separuh Jiwa

William A Ferguson: synthesizers, electronics, electronic percussion.

Vocals by Suno.ai

Algoritma Putus Asmara

Pop single with disco elements by Lisa Rogers 

Run To You

Full EP available here : https://blacklsdmedusa.bandcamp.com/album/sthl-n-flwrz-various-genres

日本語？！私をからかってるの？！

Skydive

a rough remix that was never finished but i really like it!

ALIEN

I'm currently sitting on several thousand dollars of recording and mastering software, along with a shit ton of virtual synthesizers and virtual guitars (no, I don't actually play a real guitar, or a bass for that matter - diabetic neuropathy has all but robbed me of the dexterity to handle them; but I can scoot a mouse and draw lines and, while my body has basically gone to shit, my mind still works. I still have the knowledge to write music. I feel a lot like Stephen Hawking in that respect).

Anyhoo, to answer your question: Logic Pro X for Mac.

For the guitars, I use Native Instruments Vintage, Electric Mint, Electric Sunburst, Acoustic+Nylon Picked and Acoustic Strummed.

I use EZBass for my bass tracks and Native Instrument Acoustic Bass.

For the synthesizers, I have (virtual) an Arp 2600, Moog Mini and Modular V, Synthi V, Buchla Easel, Fairlight CMI from Arturia.

25 years ago, had I developed Diabetes and the associated neuropathy that robbed me of the ability to play bass and guitar, I probably wouldn't be here talking to you right now as I would have pretty much unalived myself as life would have been unbearable at that point.

Thankfully, I now have the technology to keep my hand in the music game.

And how bad is my diabetes? Upon diagnosis my A1C was 11.5 and I was coming down off a 500+ point glucose level. It's amazing I didn't lapse into a diabetic coma.

And how bad is my neuropathy?

I can barely write my name, filling out forms is a chore. I have to have someone do that for me.

My balance is nearly fucked as I have difficulty standing and/or walking. Riding a bike or a motorcycle is out of the question.

It has affected my vision.

My feet are in constant pain, especially my left foot that feels like stepping on broken glass all the time, and did I mention my fingers don't work anymore?

Basically, having been dealt a shitty hand, I didn't give up - I fought back.