This song was created and written by: J J Samuel
The production, vocals and music was  created by: J J Samuels 

#Reggaeton #Pop #Tropical House #Uplifting #Happy

“Shirley Heights” this night has quite a great Significance to me and was the holiday I got engaged and partied, made friends and got my bean shakers. I still have them to this day and Shirley heights will always have a place in my heart, it was a party like no other, amazing atmosphere, steel drum band, cocktails 🍸 and jerk chicken with beans and rice, possibly the best salad and meal I have ever had! What a night man! 🥰 and the best thing of all, I got to spend it with the girl I Love her so much ❤️ 9 years later and here we are! I plan to visit Antigua again one day 😊

Shirley-Heights.

UNHOLY MARY by Nova J

[Spoken Intro]
I’ll give you until the count of five.
Then I do it.
5… 4… 3… 2… 1…

[Verse 1]
You cry wolf in the courthouse, you cry wolf in the pews
Every man who gets close leaves branded, accused
Unholy Mary, queen of shadows and schemes
You built your religion on your children’s screams

[Pre-Chorus]
Every story you spin gets heavier still
Like snow piling high on that house on the hill
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)

[Verse 2]
You lock all the windows, you deadbolt the door
Homeschool their silence, they don’t dream anymore
You search for new labels, new ways to get paid
But the mirror reflects every debt you’ve made

[Pre-Chorus]
Every promise you broke turned colder with time
Your letters to God just excuses in rhyme
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)

[Chorus]
Unholy Mary, where do you hide?
(Unholy Mary… where do you hide?)
Your children are shadows, they stand by your side
(Unholy Mary…)
The mirror won’t answer, it just looks right through
 (Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)
Unholy Mary, what happened to you?
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?!)

[Bridge]
Vanity binds you, your mercy decays
Loneliness lingers, you’re lost in the maze
Your children bear burdens they never should know
You pray for redemption, but the mercy won’t show

[Outro]
Snow falling steady on your backyard gate
The candles burn out, but you’re still awake
It’s your fate. Oh Mary. It’s your fate.
Your fate. Your fate.

[Instrumental Close]

Unholy Mary

💜🗝

Plank of Reason

Inspired by «I felt a Funeral in my Brain» by Emily Dickinson, this song is written from the voice of a young woman and a very best friend learning in her journey to carve out space for herself, even as the mourners march inside her mind, even as the plank of reason cracks beneath her.

Plank on Reason

[Intro]
Treading treading—beating beating

[Verse]
She walks to class with swollen eyes
her hands tucked deep her breath disguised
every step a drum that won’t let go
beating down the hallway slow

[Pre-Chorus]
And when the silence tolls inside
she won’t let the broken parts define
there’s more than falling through the dark
there’s fire hidden in her spark

[Chorus]
Even when a plank in reason breaks
she drops she shakes she still remakes
every world she crashes through
she stands again she finds the truth
she’s more than sorrow more than pain
a young woman learning to remain

[Verse]
They say her mind is fraying thin
but she’s stronger than the noise within
her soul’s been carried box by box
but she builds her own from shattered loss

[Bridge]
Treading treading—
but she keeps heading
Beating beating—
but she’s still breathing
when the mourners fade
she writes her own parade

[Final Chorus]
Even when a plank in reason breaks
she drops she shakes she still remakes
Every world she crashes through
she stands again she finds the truth
She’s more than sorrow more than pain
a young woman strong unchained

[Outro]
Treading treading—beating beating—still breathing

Plank in Reason

Inspiration is a rock/pop anthem about finding strength and purpose through passion and belief.

Inspiration

Chemicals by Nova J

[Verse 1]
We’re sitting in a circle on a basement floor
Sharing bottles, chasing something we can’t name anymore
The lawyer’s still in his tie, but he’s losing his home
Dealer’s got the power now, and he won’t let it go

[Pre-Chorus]
He looks so calm with the smoke around his head
Like he found peace, but I know his dreams are dead

[Chorus]
And he keeps talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re saving him
But I can see the writing on the wall
It’s critical, it’s pitiful
The way we fall for chemicals

[Verse 2]
I took a ride on a ship too far from land
Bought my comfort in a hallway with a shaky hand
Flashing lights and bodies pressing, but I felt the sea
Rising in my bloodstream, dragging under me

[Pre-Chorus]
I woke up in a cabin, faces I don’t know
The story never changes, just the cast in the show

[Chorus]
And I keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re healing me
But it’s a carousel I can’t get off
It’s cynical, it’s biblical
The way I pray to chemicals

[Bridge]
I watched a friend turn blue on a hotel floor
Two strangers slipped away and stepped out the door
I swore I’d never be the one to meet that fate
But here I am, still bargaining with chemicals again

[Final Chorus]
And we keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re heaven-sent
But the spiral always feels unstoppable
It’s beautiful, it’s terrible
The way we worship chemicals

Chemicals

Élégante mélodie bleue
Je danse pour oublier nos adieux
Me caressent les lumières et j’ai peur
La love musique me pénètre le cœur 

Enivrée par la French Touch
Je sens qu’on me dévore des yeux Envoûtée par la French ´
Je m’abandonne, bye-bye
Adieu…

Tu t’approches de moi et je tremble Caresse sans permission, il me semble 
Tes yeux me foudroient c’est fatal
Mon cœur à l’abandon s’emballe

Enivrée par la French Touch
Je sens qu’on me dévore des yeux Envoûtée par la French ´
Je m’abandonne, bye-bye
Adieu…

Enivrée par la French Touch Oh oh oh 
Envoûtée par la French Touch Oh oh oh 
Envoûtée par la French ´

Élégante mélodie bleue
Je danse pour oublier nos adieux
Me caressent les lumières et j’ai peur
La love musique me pénètre le cœur 

Enivrée par la French Touch
Je sens qu’on me dévore des yeux Envoûtée par la French ´
Je m’abandonne, bye-bye
Adieu…

Tu t’approches de moi et je tremble Caresse sans permission, il me semble 
Tes yeux me foudroient c’est fatal
Mon cœur à l’abandon s’emballe

Enivrée par la French Touch
Je sens qu’on me dévore des yeux Envoûtée par la French ´
Je m’abandonne, bye-bye
Adieu…

Enivrée par la French Touch oh oh oh…

FRENCH TOUCH

Lyrics:

i remember being a kid
and building forts out of sheets 
but then i’d feel so alone
i've always felt so alone

my imagination ran wild
i would get lost for a while 
but then i’d feel so small
i've always felt so small

can anybody hear me?
does anybody really know me? 
why does it feel so lonely? 
even when i’m with a crowd

i remember being a teen
and building tents on my skin
i wore my injuries like armor
i remember being a teen (fuck you! just leave me alone!)

but then i'd feel so alone
drunk as fuck, under mirrorballs
all the parties would turn quiet
and then i'd feel so alone (alone)

did it make me crazy
to dream of horrible things? 
to yearn for the pain to end
by the end of the week?
end of the week?
did it make me weak?

did it make me insane
to wish for better days?
i tried to let it out
but they muffled my screams
muffled my screams
muffled my screams

can anybody hear me?
does anybody really know me? 
why does it feel so lonely? 
even when i’m with a crowd

sometimes i get so scared
of being vulnerable
intimacy
has never been
suitable for me

but i don't want to miss out
on moments
'cause i never allowed myself to be
unfolded

can anybody hear me?
does anybody really know me? 
why does it feel so lonely? 
even when i’m with a crowd

can anybody hear me?
does anybody really know me? 
why does it feel so lonely? 
even when i’m with a crowd

can anybody hear me? (Demo)

Jack Pop-House

Souvenir ému, sensualité
Âmes enlacées, complicité
Je te dévore la nuit des mille étoiles
Mais tu m’échappes, tu mets les voiles

Tu sauras en ce jour parfait mon cœur pour toi à jamais
Romantic attraction
Erotic sensation

Souvenir perdu
Sensualité 
Âmes qui se frôlent 
Étreintes sucrées 

Tu prendras en ce jour parfait
Mon cœur à jamais
Romantic attraction 
Erotic sensation 
Romantic attraction 
Erotic sensation 


Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh…

Oh oh oh
…

UN JOUR PARFAIT 2

Retro Wave Synth

Another old song :P

Tell me- Am i crazy?
Tell me- ummmm... Listen

[Verse 1]
You've got them demonic eyes
Staring at my soul,Cold as Ice
Addicted to Craving your secret lies
Poison dripping from your Lips
Chokes and takes me to trips
Unbearable pain of your grips

[Pre Chorus]
Youre Passion full of thrill
Love of yours makes me ill
Love of yours always a dare
Running out of air
Hearts 'bout to tear
Feels like pleasure i swear

[Chorus]
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Venom in your smile hypnotizes me
Toxic kisses kills me sweet and slow
Like a heartache overdue
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Your Lips they call me
In your game ive lost the key
Toxic kisses 
Toxic kisses 

[Verse 2]
Im falling fast but cant get enough
Wrapped in your web so tuff
Loving you just feels wrong
But without you i aint strong
You got me so addicted
Right and Wrong conflicted

[Pre Chorus]
Every word you whisper(kiss me)
Teases me like no other
Like an Unresistible danger
Your toxic kisses still linger
Around my heart without shelter
And your love holds the trigger

[Chorus]
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Venom in your smile hypnotize me
Toxic kisses kills me sweet and slow
Like a heartache overdue
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Your Lips they call  me
In your game ive lost the key
Toxic kisses
Toxic kisses 

[Verse  3]
Your touches i cant evade
You got me tangled in your bed
Dangers written all over your eyes
But im willing to pay the price
Dizzy from your deadly twist
Cant escape your tight embrace

[Bridge]
Toxic Kisses breaks me into pieces
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses  dangerous blisses
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses makes me bleed
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses all i need
Toxic kisses all i need
Toxic kisses makes me

[Pre Chorus]
Caught in a wicked fate
Im a sucker for all your bait
Touch me ,burns like wildfire
Your poison fuels my desire
Everytime i take a taste
Feel my pulse starts to race

[Chorus]
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Venom in your smile hypnotizes me
Toxic kisses kills me sweet and slow
Like a heartache overdue
Toxic Kisses makes me stay
Your Lips they call  me
In your game ive lost the key
Toxic kissess 
Toxic kissess 

[Verse 4]
Your love sounds like a crime
My Heart beats for your rhyme
Your voice always feels right
Murmurs on my ears at night
You leave me in a trance
Willingly ill take that chance

[Bridge 2]
Toxic Kisses draws me in to sin
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses  inside my skin
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses Cuts me razor thin
Toxic kisses is what i need
Toxic kisses all i need
Toxic kisses all i need
Toxic kisses makes me...

Toxic love...where have you been?...

So tell me again... Am i crazy?
Toxic love...where have you been?...

Toxic Kisses

I'm a songwriter and lyricist who loves music in all its forms. Growing up surrounded by a wide variety of sounds, from classic rock to R&B, pop, old school soul, hip-hop, foreign music, and beyond—I developed a passion for storytelling through lyrics and poems. I believe every genre has its own magic, and I let that diversity shape my type of sound Whether it's raw emotion, catchy hooks, or sometimes thought-provoking lyrics, my goal is to connect with listeners on all levels.😅

So hit play and join me on a journey through words, rhythm, and heart.🥰🎧🎶

"Song writing is directing people to a doorway of their own emotions"❤️



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