Woke up to the news, sky’s painted red,
Boss called in early, “Stay in bed.”
Storm’s rollin’ heavy, streets are shut,
Can’t punch the clock, but I ain’t torn up. 
 Oh, it’s chaos out there, trees blowing ’ wild,
But inside, I’m cozy like a carefree child.
Can’t lie, I’d fake a frown, act like I’m torn,
But this feels like a gift on a Monday morn’. 

[Pre-Chorus]
“It’s a shame,” I say, but my grin breaks through,
Got the kettle on boil, got nothin’ to do. 

[Chorus]
 Red weather warning, winds gonna blow,
Nature’s got the schedule, we’re takin’ it slow.
Can’t step outside, but the truth’s plain to see,
It’s a free day to chill, just my couch and me. 

[Verse 2]
The world’s on pause, the grind’s on mute,
Rain taps the window like a lazy flute.
TV’s hummin’, socks snug and tight,
Storm’s out there screamin’, but I’m feelin’ alright. 

 They say it’s a risk, roads slick as ice,
But my coffee’s hot, and this blanket’s nice.
Yeah, I’ll call it unfortunate, shake my head slow,
But deep down, I’m livin’ for this weather show. 

[Pre-Chorus]
 

[Chorus]
 

[Bridge: Playful and Honest]
 Oh, the city’s at a standstill, but I’m not mad,
They can keep the office; I’ll keep what I have.
No deadlines today, just the sound of the rain,
Let the storm do its worst, I’m feelin’ no pain. 

[Chorus]

Red Weather Warning



(Verse 1)
Been here before, same old road,
Heart of mine, getting heavy to hold.
I gave what I could, but never enough,
Realizing that love really is tough.

I’ve made my mistakes and paid the price,
I kept it real, and I sacrificed.
I gave my soul, my life, my all,
A time where I could say I had everything.
Under this roof, I had it all,
But I was a fool
To ever think love lasts forevermore.

[PreChorus]
So I learned to build up my walls
High enough to protect my soul.
Heartbreak’s the reason I don’t feel whole.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Verse 2)
I’m not bitter, just tired of the fight,
Tried to light a fire, but it never burned bright.
No one’s to blame, it’s just how it goes;
Sometimes love fades, and nobody knows.

I’ve learned to accept the scars that I bear;
They tell a story, but I’m still here.
Still got a lot to give, I’m sure,
But way too afraid it’ll be like before.
So I might be done, closing this door.
Got no regrets for the love I’ve shown,
And this time, I’m better off on my own.

(PreChorus)
Ohhh ohhh ohh
It’s not the past, it’s not the pain,
It’s the lessons I’ve gained.
Every time I gave, I just lost my way,
So now I’m choosing me today.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore (no more),
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Bridge)
It’s not about running or closing the door,
It’s about finding the life I was meant for.
I don’t hate love, but I need to heal,
To figure out what’s real.

(Chorus)
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
It’s too much to ask from a heart that’s sore.
I’ve given so much; now I’m keeping the rest,
‘Cause loving myself is what I do best.
I don’t wanna be in love anymore,
Not chasing something that feels unsure.
I’ll rebuild the pieces that I ignored,
And find my strength once more.

(Outro)
No apologies, no looking back,
This is my time to get on track.
I’ll stand alone, but I’ll stand tall,
‘Cause loving myself means I have it all.

Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
Don’t wanna be in love anymore…
(No more… no more… oh no more…)



I Don't Wanna Be In Love Anymore

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God's Community

(Verse 1)
I see you across the room, lost in the crowd,
Our eyes meet, and everything slows down.
I feel the pull, like gravity’s tight,
But we’re both with someone else tonight.
I want to cross the line, but I know I can't,
Caught up in this dance, caught up in the chant.
The music’s loud, but I hear your breath,
We’re stuck in this moment, caught in the depth.

(Chorus)
Into you, baby, I can’t resist,
The pull so strong, it’s something I miss.
You’re too close, but we can’t touch,
Into you, but I can’t feel too much.

(Verse 2)
Your body sways, and I feel every move,
The way you hold your drink, how you make your groove.
I’m fallin’ deeper, but I hold it inside,
This fire’s too hot, but I gotta hide.
We lock eyes again, I feel it so deep,
But we’re both in love, but it’s not ours to keep.
This connection is real, but it’s built on lies,
We can’t break free, no matter how we try.

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
This tension’s building, but we stay still,
Our bodies beggin’, but we’re caught in the thrill.
What if we let go, what if we break?
But we both know there’s too much at stake.

[ Chorus ]

( Outro )
Into you, baby, I can’t resist,
The pull so strong, it’s something I miss.
You’re too close, but we can’t touch,
Into you, but I can’t feel too much

Into You

"Stupid Cupid" ((Alternative)) 2025 *AI MUSIC*

[Wrote it in 14/2/2020]

[instrumental intro]

[Chorus]
If would like to fly out of this world full of loners
Yes I know that I am one of those sluts 
What needs to fill my desire to love
Many people say that love is beautiful but few admit that it is a painful
And why should I be surprised at all this shit?

[Verse 1]
So sweet and so cute but powerful enough to destroy my heart 
Because of your fucking arrows to break it into a thousand pieces
If I were you I would implant it in the stupid useless love mistakes that I made
Do not you think that maybe this will also help to give me more pain?

[Chorus]
If would like to fly out of this world full of loners
Yes I know that I am one of those sluts 
What needs to fill my desire to love
Many people say that love is beautiful but few admit that it is a painful
And why should I be surprised at all this shit?

[Verse 2]
C'mon Stupid Cupid it's all you can do?
Unfortunately, all of us fall because 
At your beautiful baby as a child in love
After all, I want to seek only love and not money
Does it seem too difficult to ask our 
Lord that we mortal beings only want warmth and affection?

[Verse 3]
Why can't I be free like you?
To fly away from all my sentimental fucking situations?
And why you are so free and happy while I am here? 
Hit by your arrows that have not affected me
So Stupid, So Stupid Cupid
Stupid Cupid

[Instrumental end]

Stupid Cupid

Stupid Cupid ((Alternative))

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Stay True To You


Was good that you were here last night
I noticed how you loved it
It was the best time
So I thought about you
And I almost called you
But I didn't
And I'm so glad I didn't

'Cause it's hard to love you (Mm)
Oh
So hard to love you (So hard to love you)
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you (To love you)
It's so hard to love you
It's so much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you
I can't love you

It was so good to see you
Girl
I forgot how pretty you are
I still know you
You haven't changed
Except for a few more tattoos
I know I told you I wouldn't
But I watched you when you left
And I'm so glad I did
'Cause you looked so good from the back

It was the first time in a long time
We was vibin'
We was cool
I could tell that you was feelin' me
And I was feelin' you
And I thought about the good times
And I remembered the bad
So
When I saw you later
You don't know how bad I wanted to ask you to come back
But I didn't
And I'm so glad I didn't

'Cause it's hard to love you
So hard to love you (So hard to love you)
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you (To love you)
It's so hard to love you
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you
I can't love you

It was so good to see you
Girl
I forgot how pretty you are
I still know you
You haven't changed
Except for a few more tattoos
I know I told you I wouldn't
But I watched you when you left
And I'm so glad I did
'Cause you looked so good from the back

I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)

Was good to see you
Were you waitin for me to ask you?
To come back home
And tell you
I want you
Girl, no, no ,no
Oh 
You know how hard to love you?
(Easier to hate you) to hate you
So hard to love you
(Easier to hate you) than to love you
Whoa oh oh oh



Hard 2 Love U

[Verse 1]
Hey
Pretty bird
I can see you getting curious
You want me to talk about myself
How you feel about the wealth
That I exude from my mouth
You get high off the truth
Well
I'll give you what you want
Just to watch you come unglued

[Chorus]
I think you already know
I think you already know
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long

[Verse 2]
I don't like the heat
It can make you delirious
And it fucks with my perception
Of my own self-worth
If you say I seem detached
Well
It's only 'cause I am
I'll do my best to be the man
That you want me to be

[Chorus]
I think you already know
I think you already know
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
I think you already know
I think you already know
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long

[Verse]
You talk about me like you own me
You came like a river but you flowed slow
You don't own me
No
So I'm in the cab on my way home
Can't even look at my phone
So glad I made it home
'Cause this is how the story goes

[Chorus]
I think you already know
I think you already know
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long

[Verse 2]
This is where the story goes
Into the abyss of the undone
It's not you
No
But I'm  not the one
Tried to be the way you want me to be
Now I can sense it, 
You're done
Just say it
And I'll be gone

[Outro]
I think you already know
I think you already know
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
I'm not here for long
Ohh I think you already know
I won't be here for long

Not Here for Long

A bit of acrostic thing lol


First of all, listen
Unlike me, you done did it again
Can always get it right, never a fool
Known to never be wrong at all

You think you better than me
Oh Just cause I said you ain't the best
Up you went to prove you better than the rest
Reality check my friend, it's a test

Eventually you would be all up there
Got your crown but does anyone care?
One day you'll fall the hardest I swear

Free yourself, it's bigger than you know who
Until you let it go
Carrying all that shit on you
Killing those who'd die for you

You need to let it go, your ego
Over everything you ever knew
Us, yes me and you
Remember whats it like to have a few

Eventually you would be all up there
Got your throne, you won't see me anywhere
One day you'll realize that I did care

For your sake, let it go
Understand that this'll be the death of you
Chasing something too good to be true
King of your castle, I already know

Your ego is gettin in your way
On your mouth is a trumpet I see
Up on your head there's a heavy crown to be
Riding the wave of your ego, that's crazy

Eventually you would be all way up there
Got your heavy crown but tell me
Once you start to drown, will you let it be?

Free yourself, it's bigger than you know who
Until you let it go
Carrying all that shit on you
Killing those who'd die for you

You need to let it go, your ego
Over everything you ever knew
Us, yes me and you
Remember whats it like to have a few

Ego, Fuck your ego...oh
Give it up, fuck your ego...oh
Oh-oh-oh fuck your ego ...oh

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