How could you leave me
Thought we had a bond had a thing you deceived me
Had me feeling strange feeling pain just delete me
Straight out of your brain what the fuck why'd you lead me
On thought I'm strong but my heart feels like it's bleeding
Wasn't for my daughter's love I'd just feel like leaving
Time after time feeling crushed it's defeating
Giving up my trust no reciprocation even
I be taking Ls giving love not receiving
Feeling jaded now giving in to all my demons
Medicated now contemplating on the meaning
Of my loneliness sitting smokin asking God
Where's my ride or die where's my family home and dog
Where's my perfect job where's my love I got robbed
Because my destiny done brought me to this lonely place
Circumstances that removed the smile from my face
I need a touch of grace I need to catch a break

I need a blessing really
I need a blessing really

Freezing cold up in this world with my energy depleting
Still I hardly stop hardly rest because I'm seeking
Happiness it's evading me while I'm reaching
For it while my aura getting dimmer from no sleeping
From the stress from the pain drama that I'm peeping
From the pests to the lames calmer when I'm chiefin
People say they're gonna stay but just end up leaving
People say they got your back but just end up beefing
I need a blessing really
Fantasies of blasting dome with the nine milly
Think of Leahna tell myself quit crying Willy
Show all these muthafuckas how to go and stack a milly
But truthfully it comes and goes my morale is shifty
I need consistency but managing my mind is tricky
I show persistence about a goal I ain't about pretending
Hoping that I fulfill my soul and find a happy ending

I need a blessing really
I need a blessing really

Prayer

WillL