H3artcrush

Beta Orbiter

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xo_willow - Beta orbiter (acoustic cover)

H3artcrush  Might  Just  Be  Me  Afterlife

split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

3 Days Before the Philips High School Massacre

christmas time :(

Maoist Girls

I can't do, what I want to
And you're so rude, I hate high school
Push me around, and you'll have a frown
You let me down, I'll let you-
Yeah I'll let you down

Silent rooms, looking for you
You can't move, too fucked up to
I'm alone, drug approved
Vow for death, say that I do

200 miles per hour now
I think I'll end up dead and clowned
Picked a bad build, and screwed myself
Picked a bad build, and screwed myself

Silent rooms, looking for you
You can't move, too fucked up to
I'm alone, drug approved
Vow for death, say that I do
Silent rooms, looking for you
You can't move, too fucked up to
I'm alone, drug approved
Vow for death, say that I do

drug approved!!

beta orbiter!

H3artcrush - Suk My Dik

Society Prod Jodb Of Slimemob

original 
https://soundcloud.com/oxwillow/beta-orbiter

Lyrics
ooooh
x4

i wish u wouldnt ignore me
i txted u last morning
u said ud call me early
u said ud call me early
i thought u didnt like parties
apparently now ur changing
i hope u dont exchange me
i hope u dont exchange me
ur so cute maybe
we could still start dating
u said ud think about it
i doubt u think about it
i dont wanna die alone
can u just pick up the phone
im so in love with u
im so in love with u

beta orbiter! (willow cover)

h3artcrush - ㋛

i wish u wouldnt ignore me
i txted u last morning
u said ud call me early
u said ud call me early
i thought u didnt like parties
apparently now ur changing
i hope u dont exchange me
i hope u dont exchange me
ur so cute maybe
we could still start dating
u said ud think about it
i doubt u think about it
i dont wanna die alone
can u just pick up the phone
im so in love with u
im so in love with u

u've been gone 4 a while
took our IG pics down
i hope LA makes u smile
i rly miss u rn

x2

BETA ORBITER! (WILLOW COVER)

sinking into my bed
thoughts of a frontal lobe laced with lead
it's felt like hell
and honestly i've haven't been the same since 2012

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in a game
forced to play the same way every day

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
cause honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear

that we're already dead

feasting on purgatorial breakfast
they all break fast
doomed to an eternal prison
in the form of breathing and living

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in chains
a matrix where i lay in dismay 

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
and honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear myself

the world ended in 2012

i was raised by a place
ive been on since i was eight
or maybe 9, the internet,
sat online, on the world wide web

everything i've ever seen
ever learnt, its from a screen
and who i am today
was influenced by the way
i was raised on the World Wide Web
raised by the Internet

raised by the World Wide Web
don't have any real life friends
mind melted by the internet
World Wide Web

i was raised online
i was raised online
maybe that is why
i came out behind
all the other kids
all cause i had unrestricted
access to the internet

knowledge at my fingertips
and everything that any kid
really shouldn't be seeing when
he's browsing at the age of ten
terrorist beheadings
and anything with death in it
propaganda, fucking goatse
i came out so fucking lonely

raised by the World Wide Web
im anxious with every breath
cause i was raised by the world wide web
World Wide Web

Raised By The World Wide Web

h3artcrush - valentine cannibal

i know those fishnets seem inviting but fishnets dont even catch fish chokers seem cool but you cant choke them theyll choke you that's what goth girls do

h3artcrush - aura

i don't wanna smoke 'til i die, i just wanna scream 'til i cry
every waking moment, i can't live without it
i shouldn't have to cry through my prime, take pills they'll keep me in line
you waste my fuckin' time, i feel like i'm dying

and it's all stuck on repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna wake up to the sound of all my friends screaming at god

i can't wait to feed myself, increasing holes on my belt
i'll live with being hungry, you don't fucking love me
you don't mean the things you tell me, you forget about your family
and everybody else, you're putting us through hell

nothing really matters, nothing fuckin' matters

they said your head was full of pills and your heart couldn't take the damage
and i don't wanna be the one that's gonna be there when you're not waking up
and it's all stuck repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna watch my best friends kill themselves so i can fall out of love

angel dust

it's like i woke up from a dream, i'm gonna get myself killed
i won't answer to anyone, except myself
my friends all tell me that i need my meds
kill the thoughts inside my head
burn a church because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i need to
for you

i could run away from all this shit, i could kill my friends
all i need is love, i don't care how it ends
i don't care about anyone who says i'm mad
what makes me so fucking bad?
i don't care because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i want to
for you

beta orbiter!

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