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months after motherfucking months

God fucking damnit

april

feat @menthol100s
35 nights i been feelin like this
hope i die this time its my 85th attempt..

85th attempt w/ skeleton

lyrics

while your out there settling
i will turn to a skeleton
all youve ever longed for is relevance 
im bursting at the seams with elegence
some might say im heaven sent
i just say theyre full of shit because
i never asked for this
we never asked
we never asked for this
now nobody wants me


surrenderdorothy - whatcouldpossiblygowrong

@sngomi x @snshineghoulie - Moonlight私は彼女の魂を感じることができます

それがどのように行われたかを見せてください/prod @drinkherblood

fuck this planet man :( prod greaf

was it something i said? my minds not right
was it something i did? you wont be the same
everything’s going bad, it’s probably mine x2
its probably mine its probably mine

its probably my fault anyways

drag u to my favorite tree
ima skin u from ur toes to teeth

ready or not

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

you gave birth in july

at least its june

prod @mbrksht
@muertemuerte
I creep through ur window
I can’t leave you alone
Do you even see me
I’m outside of your door
You watch me tumble down, leave me in the dirt
There’s scars on my back and blood on my shirt
You ran outta town and left me to rot
I fucking hate u

@novemblur
i want in (lemme in)
the fucking house
open up the window, why'd u lock me out?
out
i only wanna talk
thats all this is about
cant stomach the fact
that u dont want me around
ig ill disappear w/o a shadow of a doubt
im just a guy nobody cares about how much i whine or pout
or how much i ever struggle or how much i ever go without

@muertemuerte @novemblur - i creep thru ur window remix p. @mbrksht

fourth of july got me horny and angry

why july to me

1. ruben ~ as long as its you

all you had to say is youre madly in love with me too you stupid bitch

rip my teeth its fuck my dental half my problems detrimental
i was plotting on the east, half my problems in my mental
counting numbers in my sleep i get so damn existensial
do i even have a purpose why is everything so simple
was it in my brain where its all insane
if you leave me everyday what more will you gain
and the way it always loops its like a game in my brain
and you worsen all my pain but to you its all the same
and i fucking hate songs but i want you to see me
just the thought of you, turns me on cuz im creepy
dont you come back cuz thats way too easy
i just wanna watch you till your bodies sleeping

my lifes a shitty little fantasy x_x

and i really swear to god all these thoughts you provoke
if we never speak again then i just dont know
what i really have to say but i guess not much
but you did it all again and thats pretty fucked up
if we never speak again then i never said goodbye
but it didnt mean much to me not this time
didnt mean as much to me as the first time
if you spent the day in tears then im glad u cried
cuz i didnt cry at all i just went to fucking sleep
if we never speak again what are you to me
ill never know why u argued with me
but i swear i was salty the last time we speak
is that gonna be the last time we speak
in all our lives thats the last time we speak?
i guess it dont really matter to me im forgetting your scent it means nothing to me

breaking up with your not girlfriend

And fuck ariana grande

britney spears shirt on but i feel like bella
puttin on her clothes idk how to tell her:/
whisper in my ear u can be my cinderella
thats your favorite dress but it kinda make me jealous
i dress like a crow when i hit hollywood
i could fuck you baby but ull never hit my wood
dont do what i have to do im doin what i should
dont do what they want you to youre doing all u could

ready or not

im sorry i was born nervous