03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

out now via ecotone records
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lyrics:
i know im just a means to an end
trying to live off my circumstance with this dream in my head
but its alright
just give me some more time
to get out of my own head
and ill be fine

sinking into all my faults and
i dont have time to rectify them all
so ill just fade into the sidelines
and maybe ill end up better for it
becoming numb and i cant ignore it anymore
i just cant afford to
waste all my time on the chase of a ghost
losing hope just to fold out

i know im just a means to an end
im just a victim of circumstance with a dream in my head
but its alright
just give me some more time
to get out of my own head
and ill be fine

its my job to put these demons to bed
i wont waste away any longer if i force it to an end
but ill be alright
just give me some more time
to get out of my own head
and ill be fine

but for what its worth
i wont run away from rebirth
i just need some more time to grow up
i dont live in the now enough
but im ready to face my hurt

i know im just a means to an end
but i can live with my circumstance and the dream in my head
and im alright
dont need any more time
to get out of my own head
cos im just fine

its my life
this is all that i am
and im finally free from worry
i can take my own chances and ill be fine
i finally feel alive
i finally see that its my time

means to an end

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

was hopin' i could seeeee you
only if you need to come here if you wanna
baby take it farther
we touch, we turn into mirages no
i wasn't in the picture
was running from our issues
living in a bubble
we touch we turn into mirages

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

hey!
you say your fear is you won't see my face again
i swear that you're wrong
i promise this ain't the end
i told you how i see it all as just a mirage
it's just a mirage
it's just a mirage no

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

was hopin' i could seeeee you
only if you need to come here if you wanna
baby take it farther
we touch, we turn into mirages no
i wasn't in the picture
was running from our issues
living in a bubble
we touch we turn into mirages

Mirages

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~lyrics~

we cut too close yeah yeah
i was happy with dim lights and baggy clothes
i feel my skin about to decompose
i just wanna dance
but you wanna hold my hand
you’ve been giving me a bloody nose
wasn’t in my plans to fall so deep on my cold feet yeah

take it or just leave me yeah yeah
but your naked eye can’t see me
got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh
goddamn, goddamn
baby i don’t wanna seem so fucking stupid
and you don’t wanna feel my flaws and my mood shifts
tryna make a deal we can’t undo it no no
goddamn, goddamn

and you can tell your friends that you forgot i existed yeah
and we can hide our heads i feel so close at a distance
lips taste like lemonade
pheromones you emanate
freaked out on the second date
neptune in retrograde
go ghost in a getaway
95 on the 78
the feelings never went away, went away no

take it or just leave me yeah yeah
but your naked eye can’t see me
got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh
goddamn, goddamn
take it or just leave me yeah yeah
but your naked eye can’t see me
got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh
goddamn, goddamn
baby i don’t wanna seem so fucking stupid
and you don’t wanna feel my flaws and my mood shifts
tryna make a deal we can’t undo it no no
goddamn, goddamn

dammit

guardown

all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

stream

The fractal song

been away for a little while feels great to be back

lyrics:

baby what I told you
is a lie
and I’m stupid for thinking it was over
surrounded by clovers
soon to fall over
am I a weeping willow
surrounded by trees?
wonder when you’re gonna sit next to me
wonder how you think of all the ways I’ve changed
do you?

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck)
take out the power in me

(its almost like I know what I’m talking about)

baby what I told you
is a lie
you cried when you read my journal
I died when you crossed that hurdle
and you labeled me as stupid and running away from my life
soon enough you’ll get why I’m over it already
it’s not that important to me anymore
I’d rather spend time walking with my friends
or playing the show of my life
maybe I was just too invested in it

baby
what I told you straight up is a lie
you say you’re okay inside
yea well so am I
or at least I hide it well
I live so confided in my shell

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck) 
take out the power in me

Same Body

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon by Ryan Leahan
produced by @kimj + @redhill

Lyrics below

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

Walked through the valley through the garden and the fortress
Gods live within the stars I feel of less importance
Turn me into angel dust
Where the winds a blowing
Toss me in the air above
Dance across the ocean
Can you feel the particles between us when they ignite
Can you peel my skin back can you tell me what is inside
And I swallowed a star and I don't know where to go
I'm a deadly toxin to everybody except for you

Is it all a dream
In each waking second
The voices, tell me what they mean
We fall deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
Drinking mercury, Hercules, deep inside my body off of ketamine

The cycles of my body metamorphosize under the moon
Every single second is a blessing from the death of you
Things are always better as a secret but it's hard to keep
When we die we rise into the sky Laputa I believe is
Pure, but maybe I'm impure
Cause Hades he supplies me with the angel dust and tells me not to go
And be pure
But baby what's for sure
Is you're an angelic light from above my body becomes a dove

Hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

So I ran through the valley through the garden to the fortress
Where I met a wizard and he made me go and forfeit
All of my possessions half my heart under the premise
That he then could cleanse me of the curse that I was born with
Can you tell me what will happen to my body once you cast away
He told me if he told me that I'll never see the light of day
And as he waved his wand a cloud of dust circled around me
My wings began to sprout gone was the curse that used to bound me
Everybody's got a fear within them worth the bounty
So face the pain and take the change and throw it in a fountain
I'd wish to be the one but my Magnalia are still unknown
Find the peace inside me and I'll water it to make it grow
But wait, what's the truth
Am I wasting all these hours under spells of sweet vermouth
I've spent nights under the twilight with the alabaster moon
Where we swam inside the fountain of our everlasting youth

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon

ON SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/album/3rl4Ow0Cr5NfoEecRcZAsj

clearlew x @trophyphy x @ilysianofficial
(lyrics further below)

This song, originally for All Nighter Volume 6, was created in 24 hours without stopping.  We focused on trying to create something with a blend of genres, with TROPHYTROPHY having the idea of fusing indie-rock with our more current styles of music. 
It was all about not ruling out any ideas and trying everything that came to mind - clearlew

lyrics: (performed by clearlew)
Seven days
Seven days till I’d never go back
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

Too many questions
I never wanted to ask
She told me live in the moment
But the moment never lasted
We had seven days
And I stayed up too late
Just to communicate with you
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

And it's time
To leave all that shit in the past
To know that that was the last time i put myself on the line
I didn't know what was coming for me
I was too caught up in the you and me
I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing alright

I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing just fine

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY + Ilysian - Blue Gold

never thought i'd survive the summer

stream: 
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means to an end

wishlane

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