@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

spotify

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

Hi, 
I am so sorry. I... I left so many friends apart without saying nothing like an egoist. So sorry for that... 
Let's say the fact 
I prolly never comeback. 
Life been changing a lot recently, music has kinda left my life, I dont really know why... 
Guys, 
To, everyone who listened to my music, who collaborated with me or just talked to me, just know that I will never forget you. nver. You all shaped a part of me through these 3 years. I just wanted to say it.
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.
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Coexistence means here the co-living of 2 sides of me, like always. It's like I never know and never knew who I am, always fluctuating between 2 mindsets, 2 sides... 
I just want to feel things different now... I need someone, someone that I can give love to & protect, someone to hold on to & someone that understand me.
Feel kinda crushed ngl.
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Hope you'll enjoy that little music composition, was quite refreshing to make 
I am invitating you to transalte the titles (the ones in french) to make yout own interpretation of each track <3

Tracklist
0.00 Life's too short to be hopeless

1:46 @lainetowers

2:58 A flower petal floating in the fresh air of countryside during spring season

4:27 œil perçant

5:25 Bootleg of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMR3o19IlKw 

7:27 Is suffering necessary to happiness ? 

8:33 Falling in a deep blue ocean close to 9pm

10:20 Je veux juste juste partagés des moments avec toi, rire avec toi, te serrer dans mes bras et croiser mes yeux dans les tiens <3

12:17 Colombe virevoltante 

14:38 Suis-je déjà trop vieux ? Ai-je déjà tout waste de ma jeunesse ? 

15:55 seaside wind 

17:18 aimons nous
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Love you all, fr </33333

ib @y4ndere @lilac @winter @ev333 @kyoakyo @tekea @jugglyfe @chrxmey

Coexistence ep + *✧･ﾟ:* laine *✧･ﾟ:*

@venusiann @coldspades @k4nji1004

old unfinished demo

venusiann & coldspades - the same way (prod. k4nji)

@decago

say its fine, when i know that i dont like it
lost my heart, breaking down trying to find it
giving up, yea its getting hard to fight it
dont know how im not tired of this life yet
when i come around you i start getting nervous
thought you knew my heart, but you barely scratched the surface
look into the mirror, all i see is something worthless
can you give me hope, can you show me that its worth it

but i cant just fade away
problems that i know i have to face
getting harder every single day
dont know how ill make it all ok
but its not that simple
i cant still be wishful
took my heart and broke it into shards like it was crystal
i try to stay strong but i know that my heart is brittle
if i could just change myself by maybe just a little

worth it (decago)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

w/ @shitonsatou prod @ripwarheart @prodkirian @prod_pk
cover art by me

{fernie}
今日も落ちる君の手の中
I do what I can for you
So don’t be upset
君はまた消える朝の光の中
Do it all for you
But can’t make it through

話をしよう。何も無い昨日
I don’t know what I know
もうどうでもいいけど
All this trauma I’m falling through
makes me do harm
みんな影の方消えてった
I been trying again
I ain’t expecting for more
You are crying and then
shutting me out. I’m down on the floor
日が過ぎてまた薄れてく正気
悲しまず今生きてたいのに

{satou}
coming 鬱　君のせい
悪すぎる　you already know that
眩暈がする　一生君の願い

i don't take my loss
i don't wanna lyrica
教えてよ　頭の中
落ち着かない　檻の中
i can't get out here. we can't stop

can't make it thru ft.Satou [warheart x kirian x pk]

this is like my first cover i made it like a month ago its kinda scuffed but fk it
I SWEAR ILL DROP SMTHING NEW ON MAIN SOON!!!

https://soundcloud.com/victxrw/aquamarinecover
og song by silverstein

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past these gruesome scenes
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of the heart you borrowed
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and you're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of the heart you borrowed
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and you're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

aquamarine cover

1 wit @makemeapromise, 2 solo, 3 wit @brayamm 4 wit @prodkirian, 5 wit @prodkirian, 6 solo, 7 wit @yashio20k and @neohnq , 8 wit @miomagurodesu, 9 solo

Sept Mid

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mya
@ihateukidu


girl lay with me 
stuck in my head for too long
you're my fantasy 
inside of my dreams all along
archive on my body
i don’t rock louis vuitton
but im the one they copy
father figure lots of sons 

10 minute eta girl im hopping on the train one stop away
girl when i see ur face i feel perfect 
ik its worth it 
js come with me 
you loop in my head like a circuit

wake me up in the morning 
touch me where you want 
never felt so lucky 
20 motifs on
i just wanna sit w u and watch the leaves fall
ya u stay stuck in my head 
too long too long too long
wish i could spend all my days with u
too long too long too long
wish i could spend all my days with u

lay with me +mymy (kidu)

main ~ @laststardust
traktrain.com/laststardust
~ art by @matchach on twitter ~

0:00 ~ impermanence +@resolve1k
1:25 ~ call it karma +@resolve1k
2:27 ~ truth
3:47 ~ kerosene +@makemeapromise
5:13 ~ sleep +@resolve1k
6:37 ~ second chance +@bazington, cj
7:45 ~ spirit +@resolve1k
8:56 ~ fly +@lllovbug
10:07 ~ correlation +@makemeapromise
11:19 ~ mission +@prodelxnce, 4am
12:12 ~ showcase +@makemeapromise
12:59 ~ anxious
13:52 ~ coalescence
15:14 ~ target +@resolve1k
15:54 ~ draco +@ihateukidu
16:36 ~ hardy +@1wasterr
17:24 ~ espeon +@tgwog
18:16 ~ system
19:19 ~ faceless +@makemeapromise
20:23 ~ vaporeon +@tgwog
21:27 ~ https://soundcloud.com/ka7len/belle-prod-sydney-stardust
22:19 ~ suffering
23:00 ~ shadow +@tgwog
24:02 ~ elven +@1wasterr
25:14 ~ sincerity
26:15 ~ talks +@bazington, @jdollla-productions
27:20 ~ lovely +@ihateukidu
28:22 ~ promises +@ihateukidu
29:19 ~ famous +@ihateukidu
30:13 ~ kisses +@1wasterr

autumn23「+elxnce、sydney、inno、tgwog、lovbug、surgeon、kidu、baz、wasterr +more」

something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

check traktrain or msg me on discord for beats

discord - @wishuponthestars
pfp by @4yuk1mk4 on twt

autumn23「+elxnce、sydney、inno、tgwog、lovbug、surgeon、kidu、baz、wasterr +more」

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