(Verse 1)
I’m staring at the mirror, trying to get it right,
Afraid to trust the feeling when everything feels so light.
I’ve been here before, feeling small and out of place,
Telling myself I don’t deserve to love the face.
I know my partners love me, they lift me up, it’s true,
But it’s hard to keep believing when I doubt my own view.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will fade and leave emptiness in its wake.
They say they just need me, but I can’t help but doubt,
Not sure how to hold on when I feel so inside-out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Verse 2)
One moment, I feel strong, love what I see,
But I hate how it feels to admire what’s in front of me.
I worry that loving myself too much is a lie,
I don’t want my reflection to fill up the sky.
I appreciate the love, but I shrink from the light,
Afraid of standing tall, afraid to shine too bright.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will vanish, leave doubts in its wake.
They tell me they just need me, but I can’t shake the doubt,
I’m terrified of losing all I’m figuring out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge)
I’ve been let down before, I’ve lost what I thought was real,
That love disappeared, left me questioning what I feel.
I doubt myself, even though I know I’m not small,
I fear if I grow too much, I might lose it all.
My partners lift me up, they love me without doubt,
But inside my head, I’m still trying to figure it out.

(Verse 3)
My ex never wanted me, or maybe he did once,
But that love faded out, left me in a haze of silence.
I wasn’t broken, but I wasn’t whole,
Now I’m learning to trust the love that fills my soul.
I still doubt myself, even when I see the truth,
Loving me’s a journey that I’m still learning to choose.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge 2)
I want to trust in the love they give,
But the fear of growing makes it hard to live.
They say I’m enough, just being who I am,
But I’ve doubted myself for so long, I don’t know if I can.
Still, there’s a light, a spark I can’t deny,
Maybe I’m worth it—maybe I’ll try.

(Final Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
But I see why I’m worth the wait.

(Outro)
Afraid to rise, afraid to fall,
But maybe loving me is worth it after all.

This Reflection

Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/wispywolfo/lament-of-the-lich-queen for the inspiration. Awesome lyrics

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