This is a project I have been working on for almost three years. It's a very meaningful album, considering it's the first one I have made so far. I couldn't be happier with how it turned out. Each song talks about a hard to speak about topic. Giving hope in a sense for a better tomorrow. I hope this album can help someone through a rough time they may be going through. Just try to remember you're not alone, keep doing the best that you can. One day at a time. Mental health is extremely important to me. If you took a second to read this, thank you. I hope you enjoy the album.

Trauma.

One Day At A Time..

Mirage In The Mirror

Eating Disorder.

Inner Core Substance

Addiction.

Ever Changing Frames

Schizophrenia.

Blanket Of Shame

Depression.

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• Learn how comparison anxiety was causing me to feel anxious about making a change in my business.


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Fortuna Pelk - Sweet Milk, Teat Milk Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Suckle my sweet milk
Be nourished by my teat milk
Warmth wash over you, care like you've never felt (you're home)
You're a calf and in need of healing, mother's milk
I have infinite shade for you, grace for you and help
Let your burdens fall flat, be nursed healthy and fat
I'm your mother and you're my calf
You're my babe, my roo, my bat 
Baby bird, morning worm, puppy, kitten cat
The world outside is too chaotic, burning and fixed let's erase that
Retire with me in wholesome fairy bliss 
I'm your mother goose and you're my chick 
Your life and everything before now was a dream and sick
Fall into my arms, consume my milk, be whole and fixed
(Mother's Milk)

(Chorus)
Suckle my sweet milk
Be nourished by my teat milk
Give your burdens to the fairies now, you're safe and sound, all the animals of Earth surround 
Your peace has been found
be cradled in my arms and let your grievances fall onto natural ground!
The air is so fresh at my side
Suckle my sweet milk you're so safe
You're so sound
You're so safe you're so sound
(Safe and sound now)
(Relax, relax)

(VERSE 2)
Waves of milk, lucky streaks forever
Mental breakthrough, planted seeds, fairy help (Fortuna Pelk)
We can clean the air, the environment she screams!
Filter the water, dirty streams
Biodiversity across our lands, build strong links
Tears in your mind, body, and spirit can be stitched
We can converse forever and let your thoughts stream like fish
We can revisit your past together and inspect it
I can fight off your monsters and on fairy wings we escape quick
The animals of Earth are my eyes and arms, their aid I can enlist
No spot on Earth is secret to us, take my hand child
We can find your truth, reconnect with your inner child 
You're men and women of so many frustrations but Fortuna sees you
(I see you)
I'm reaching, waiting (waiting)
(I've got you)
I have honey and milk for you 

(Chorus)
Suckle my sweet milk
Be nourished by my teat milk
Give your burdens to the fairies now, you're safe and sound, all the animals of Earth surround 
Your peace has been found
be cradled in my arms and let your grievances fall onto natural ground!
The air is so fresh at my side
Suckle my sweet milk you're so safe
You're so sound
You're so safe you're so sound
(Safe and sound now)

(Chorus)
Suckle my sweet milk
Be nourished by my teat milk
Give your burdens to the fairies now, you're safe and sound, all the animals of Earth surround 
Your peace has been found
be cradled in my arms and let your grievances fall onto natural ground!
The air is so fresh at my side
Suckle my sweet milk you're so safe
You're so sound
You're so safe you're so sound
(Safe and sound now)
(Milk, milk, milk)
(My sweet milk, mother's milk)
(You're enough)

(Outro)

Sweet Milk, Teat Milk (Homestead version)

Track 2 off of Drums Only EP by Billy Smith Drums entitled "Broken $ovl$"

Broken People

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Maleena Cassius - Whatever, It's Fine (Body Pillow version) Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Whatever it's fine I'm looking at the ceiling 
I'm spinning fast, reeling 
Oh look I'm hurt again!
Good thing I know the feeling 
It's fine, can't heal without being hurt
It's fine, it's fine, it's fine
Whatever it's fine (whatever)
Okay like that's fine
Okay like, that's fine

(Verse 1)
Whatever, it's fine (it's fine)
Just throw away our relationship and all our fine things 
I really tried this time, I can admit in other relationships I've ignored the breach
I'm holding onto you too tight it's because I don't want to sink
Whatever it's fine, skate away from me 
I felt light to built so much and so my kingdom shrinks?
Whatever that's fine, it's just a kink 
You stepped over me figuratively and I gave you the key
That's fine no big thing
I won't say it's nice while it lasted because I'm erasing things
It's fine I'm the cause of every bad thing ( I guess so)
You reeled me in and kissed my feet

(Chorus)
Whatever it's fine I'm looking at the ceiling 
I'm spinning fast, reeling 
Oh look I'm hurt again
Good thing I know the feeling 
It's fine, can't heal without being hurt
It's fine, it's fine, it's fine
Whatever it's fine (whatever)
Okay like that's fine
Okay like that's fine

(Verse 2)
I noticed you undoing my projects and alienating my friends 
My mom warned me about you but I assumed she was mean
It's funny now after a while but also it stings
Damn you got me, you bug swatted me!
Another one for the enemy team! 
It's fine, you got to the green
You like money and now you have your hands in things
I'm a bitch? That's a grin!
It's fine, remember before all this when we were friends?
Remember when I begged you and said don't pull me in?
Okay just a hurricane again 
Okay just a hurricane again
And again 
And again
And again
We used to joke twin
You used to be my hope back then
I don't know if I manifested our failure by worrying
Or if my love is just bad and weak
(Bad)
(Weak)
Whatever, whatever it's fine, past the point of crying 
I can dance though even when hurting 
When I move to the beat I know my soul is working 
I'm alive, I'm pushing, self working 
I'm not fine but I will be
I'm not fine but I will be 
I'm not fine but I will be
My circle knows my struggles and are there to link with me
Forget me?
(Forget me)
Whatever that's fine
(its fine)
(I'm fine)
Whatever that's fine
(its fine)
(I'm fine)

Whatever, It's Fine (Rockwall Version)

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Maleena Cassius - Mother Maw Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Oh, she was a giant of thunder that rumbled my bones
As a child my mother was bane of the home
She had high standards on which she wanted me to mold
Mother wanted me to be a carbon copy of herself and avoid the stupid hobbies I loved
I was an eccentric child, defiant against being told 
I was a daydreaming child and rarely spoke
When mother argued with me she made quite show
My father was milder in tone but he kept to himself during her rows
Apparently he had a lot of his own  burdens to hold?
I believe my mom loved me it's just the way things unfolded
(Fold)

(Chorus)
Mother, mom, momma, ma, maw
Mother, mom, momma, ma, maw
I was young when swept into the maw, Momma Maw! (Mother Maw, Maw, Maw)
It was dark and lonely, I had low cards from the draw
Dad had enough so he was gone in our only car
Brother and I are faced with our teenage years and stability seems too far (so far)
My mother enclosed us in her harpy wings and gave plenty of scars
She was damaged from her own upbringing, an earlier maw
Mom and I are reconnecting and sorting through things, we have come so far!
(So far)
(Mom)
(Mom)

(Verse 2)
Mom why did you frighten me?
Things are unknown enough without your patrolling and hawking 
My brother was quicker to defend me from her words
And he was punished and grounded down too
Our bond was good, brother kept me glued (glued)
When my father left us, let's say it darkened the mood
I was a nobody then, just starting high school
My dad reached out to talk to us a few times through the years but eventually that stopped too 
I'm standing in the hall of our home as you leave and I don't know what to do
I'm standing in the hall of my new school and I don't know what to do
I'm a woman now standing in a hall of mirrors and I don't know what to do?
(and I don't know)

(Chorus)
Mother, mom, momma, ma, maw
Mother, mom, momma, ma, maw
I was young when swept into the maw, Momma Maw! (Mother Maw)
It was dark and lonely, I had low cards from the draw
Dad had enough so he was gone in our only car
Brother and I are faced with our teenage years and stability seems too far (so far)
My mother enclosed us in her harpy wings and gave plenty of scars
She was damaged from her own upbringing, an earlier maw
Mom and I are reconnecting and sorting through things, we have come so far!
(So far)
I'm climbing free from the Mother Maw!

Mother Maw

(Verse 1)
I’m staring at the mirror, trying to get it right,
Afraid to trust the feeling when everything feels so light.
I’ve been here before, feeling small and out of place,
Telling myself I don’t deserve to love the face.
I know my partners love me, they lift me up, it’s true,
But it’s hard to keep believing when I doubt my own view.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will fade and leave emptiness in its wake.
They say they just need me, but I can’t help but doubt,
Not sure how to hold on when I feel so inside-out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Verse 2)
One moment, I feel strong, love what I see,
But I hate how it feels to admire what’s in front of me.
I worry that loving myself too much is a lie,
I don’t want my reflection to fill up the sky.
I appreciate the love, but I shrink from the light,
Afraid of standing tall, afraid to shine too bright.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will vanish, leave doubts in its wake.
They tell me they just need me, but I can’t shake the doubt,
I’m terrified of losing all I’m figuring out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge)
I’ve been let down before, I’ve lost what I thought was real,
That love disappeared, left me questioning what I feel.
I doubt myself, even though I know I’m not small,
I fear if I grow too much, I might lose it all.
My partners lift me up, they love me without doubt,
But inside my head, I’m still trying to figure it out.

(Verse 3)
My ex never wanted me, or maybe he did once,
But that love faded out, left me in a haze of silence.
I wasn’t broken, but I wasn’t whole,
Now I’m learning to trust the love that fills my soul.
I still doubt myself, even when I see the truth,
Loving me’s a journey that I’m still learning to choose.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge 2)
I want to trust in the love they give,
But the fear of growing makes it hard to live.
They say I’m enough, just being who I am,
But I’ve doubted myself for so long, I don’t know if I can.
Still, there’s a light, a spark I can’t deny,
Maybe I’m worth it—maybe I’ll try.

(Final Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
But I see why I’m worth the wait.

(Outro)
Afraid to rise, afraid to fall,
But maybe loving me is worth it after all.

This Reflection

Burdens

Sb "Shooting Stars"- ft. Ream

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Welcome to Optimal Reach Collective Artists (ORCA)! This is a musical and visual arts project involving 35 virtual artists given life through Artificial Intelligence. 

All lyrics are original and I am the sole writer on all songs posted. The instrumentals, vocals, music videos, and album art are generated in collaboration with multiple A.I softwares. Songs are explicit and for adults, lyrics are in the description. Thank you for visiting and having an open mind to emerging technology and ways it can be used to enhance our artistic abilities.

My goal with this project is to learn to better use generation tools, dispel stigma about them, and show that A.I music and virtual A.I artists can be as enjoyable and commercially viable as conventional music. I own the rights to all music and characters posted here, the characters, situations, views, are entirely fictional and for entertainment purposes only. If you would like to use any of my songs in your videos or other projects reach out through email at: optimalreach3@gmail.com, thanks!

Contribute (Cash app): $Moneytummi

https://youtube.com/@optimalreachcollectiveartists?si=YSDdklzTRu0Jw423

The Virtual artists of Optimal Reach Collective:

1. Maleena Cassius: Dark Pop, Experimental Pop, Hip-hop, Rock

2. TELNU: Hip-hop, Emo rap, SimpCore, Mumble rap, GamerCore, E-Girls, Anime, Memes, Internet culture, Technology

3. HipGrind:  Rock, Post-hardcore, Melodic Rock, Metal

4. Pierce Plank:  Country, Folk, Experimental Rock, Hip-hop, SimpCore

5. Spooky Entanglement:  EDM, Electric, Hip-hop, Futurism, Pop, Singularity, Artificial Intelligence, technology

6. GOONFOOL:  Hyperpop, GlitchCore, DigiCore, Party, Memes, Rave, Internet culture

7. Ellison Maggot:  Horrorcore, Hip-hop, Pop, HalloweenCore, Horror Rap, Rock, Creepy pasta, MonsterCore

8. Paulette Park:  Country, Country Pop, Folk, Electric Country, Dark Country, Cryptid Country, Hip-hop

9. Bebe Too Niiice:  Hip-hop, Twerk, Lyrical rap, R&B

10. Jupiter Signals:  Rock, Faith based Rock, CommunityCore, FaithCore, FriendshipCore, Religion

11. Billy Bait Car:  Hip Hop, Pop, Alternative Rock, Racing, Singularity, Virtual Reality, Artificial Intelligence, Futurism

12. Nora Ganymede:  Dark Pop, CellarCore, Phonaesthetics, NumberCore, ScrambleCore, SynesthesiaCore, Word Salad, Retro, Reality, Cosmic Horror, Time Travel

13. Violette Zinnia:  Folk, Dark Pop, Pop, Mystery, Supernatural, Ghost, Monstercore, creepypasta

14. Fortuna Pelk:  Folk, Pop, Synth Pop, FairyCore, Environmental Conservation, Communitycore, Climate Change

15. Vouple Goalz:  Pop, Pop Rock, Post-hardcore, Horrorcore, Monstercore, Vampire Fantasy

16. Preppy Gxd Steven:  Hip-hop, PreppyCore, PrepCore, Pop, Crypto, Finance, tech bro, memes, Internet culture, technology

17. EverSong Mall:  Dark Pop, LiminalCore, Retro Pop, Horrorcore, Creepy Pasta, BuildingCore, MallCore, Monstercore

18. CHOMP CHAMP!!!:  Rock, Pop, ZombieCore, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta, Horror, Video Games, memes

19. Gene, The Lich: Hip-hop, Pop, HorrorCore, Singularity, Futurecore, Body Modification, Screamo, Artificial Intelligence, technology

20. Victor Vibe:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental Rock, Friendshipcore, Positive Vibes, Kindness, Self Help, Motivational Speech, Meditation

21. Katherine Caroline KateFish:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental, RealityCore, SimulationCore, Cosmic Horror, Clown, Horror 

22. Devon Debonair:  Hip-hop, Pop, Emo Pop, Horror, MonsterCore, RPG, Monster Hunting, HunterCore, Hero, Supernatural, video games 

23. Miranda Annalise Odo (Mad Honey Mandi):  Hip-hop, Post-Hardcore, Hyperpop, Sex, Relationships

24. Parental Troll:  - Hip-hop, Married Life, FamilyCore, Anime, Memes, Relationships, Drugs, Partying

25. The Deviled Eggs:  Rock, Country, Techno, MonsterCore, Supernatural, Monsterhuntercore, Creepy pasta, Monstercore

26. Vetabayrhimrah:  Horrorcore, Dark Pop, Hip-hop, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta

27. Inner Shu:  Pop, Country, Hyperpop, Fantasy, Supernatural, Cosmic Horror, Monsterhunter 

28. A Woman With A Sword:  Reggaeton, Hip-hop, Fantasycore, Adventure, Video Games, RPG, MonsterCore, HunterCore, Hero

29. Imogen Darp:  Reggaeton, Pop, Rock, Extraterrestrials, Romance, Existentialism, Relationships, Monstercore, Horror, Cosmic Horror

30. Imelda With Dragon Hands:  Rock, Synth Pop, Choir, Fantasycore, Monstercore, RPG, Adventure

31. Rowan Frey:  Death Metal, K-pop, Pop, Monstercore, Zombiecore, Horrorcore, Horror, Technology

32. Super Millennium Troop:  Rock, Hip-hop, Monstercore, Hero, Cosmic

33. Oliver Edgelord:  Brainrot, Memes, Hip-hop, Horror, Emo, Internet culture

34. Deep Aberration Lab: Orca:  Pop, Rock, Paranormal, Monsters, Monstercore, Supernatural, Science, Hollow Earth

35. Qwicked Fast: Superhero, Pop, Love, Cosmic Horror, Supernatural, Battle

https://willowborale.carrd.co/ <- more info here. 
Wisp Wolf Dissonance is a collective of artists—an intertwined system sharing one vessel. While we are not self-diagnosing and have not yet received a formal diagnosis, we experience something akin to DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder). When we say “collective,” we mean it in every sense.

Each song is different because each part of us is different. Every alter, every fragment, every moment, and every shift in our system brings something new to our music. We channel a multitude of perspectives and lived experiences, weaving ethereal melodies and haunting harmonies to reflect our journey—navigating our complex inner world, seeking healing, and embracing growth.

Our music is not just an outlet; it’s a bridge between our reality and yours, offering solace, connection, and understanding.

Please click on the Cardd for more insight into who we are.

Drum Only Tracks from Independent Drummer/Multi-instrumentalist Billy Smith 
Neutralized Existence is solo project where I do all instruments and is available on all streaming. This is to showcase prior-current projects I've worked on or am going to work on where I have the isolated drum track, this is solely my work, I am a music teacher who specializes in drums, percussion and bass.

Nick specializes in advanced energy work for men and women struggling with anxiety or trauma so they can get back to being the person they love to be!  Learn more at cultivatethewellness.com

Writing lyrics for people to sing :)

want to be a ghost singer, or want to talk to me? join the discord!

This is the official Soundcloud account for Dezerted Plane. ⏏️🎶

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