i dont wanna do this anymore
i dont wanna feel like im a bore
every night im crying on the floor
every night im wishing i was yours
every night it feels like in at war
theres something in my chest that needs restored
crying out for help and you ignore

you just wait and see
imma take my plea 
i wanna be free now but you wont let me be
and i just came from la but next week im overseas
system down restore everything i need
i walk in i walk in w-
locked in im locked in w- stop
options ill count my losses
these tears dripping down my face just like its a faucet 
you cant hurt me stop it
threw the ball and dropped it
i like it i cop it
she look like a goddess
no bills in your wallet
you gotta unlock it
your love is my prophet
can we change the topic

its over 
my lifes moving slower
you where my clover
now you just glance over
go low i go lower
they said i need closure
turn down the exposure…
1… 2… 3…
i wasted all my time
so much for giving up
i should have disengaged 
i should have kicked the clutch
just wanna keep in touch
no we dont gotta rush
its my heart she crushed it
did this all for nothing

restore (kuru exo)

i think i love you
i think that i want you
i wanna be with you
i dont see a issue
yeah i miss your face i miss you
i miss you
i fall down to my knees
seeing visions all up in my head of you and me
this what we could be
i just need a chance
i just need some bands
substance in my fanta
paint him red like santa
endless void i can't stop falling
life a gamble all in
i need you more than my meds
wake up and i'm feeling dead
blacked out seeing red
and its all cus of you
tell me what do i do
all cus of you im fucked in my brain
go through this pain and you don't feel the same
i wanna change but you know i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(i'm tired) wanna change but i'm locked in this place
can you look me in my face and tell me imma be the one
girl you're not the one for me i know the shit you done
bae i think we done
why you acting dumb
playing with your thumbs
they bite my swag like it's gum
i think you should bite a gun
yeah felt this way for months
eat a bullet it's like lunch
when i look down i just wanna jump
feel it in my lungs
i just wanna jump
i just wanna (jump, jump)
i just wanna jump

insane (exo)

silly (prod. snorkatje)

mix& mst   chilloudx

prod.chilloudx   ありがとう🗣💫
 ft.@chilloudx + @yoki.log + @santa1025

day1 ft/.chilloud. yoki. SANTA19  prod.chilloud

9LIVES EXCLUSIVE CLIPZ VOL.3 (w/ luci4)

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

@lucybedroque @lucybedroque @lucybedroque
(scrapped off unmusique, BUT lucy so kindly let me drop dis for yall <33)
prod ivvys, mental, synthetic and noah

lucy bedroque .. GIRLS!!!

@556kurumi
@juggtildawn
@tohdi
@notthesameithink
@yurkiez

Still onna block, I need gwualah.
まだブロックにいる、金が必要だ

Patchy she got books, and got choppas
パッチーはドラッグも銃も持ってるぜ

I-I be doing errthang I wanna
俺はやりたいこと全部やってる

Nah, Ion wanna talk, nigga, bla bla
話したくねぇ、ガキ、どうでもいい話はな

Boy give it up, fore I, shoot it up~
諦めろよ、撃つ前にな

E-Errbody hatin on me, who's it now?
みんな俺に嫉妬、今度は誰だ？

G-Get up out my trap, Sakuya, go boot 'em out~
俺のトラップから出てけ、咲夜、追い出せ〜

I make moves, not excuses, yeah you been losin' out
言い訳じゃなく動く、だからお前は負けてる

Poein up, niggas fruity roll ups
リーン（薬物）注ぎ込んで、やつらはフルーティーなロールアップ

Yall be hatin in my comments, can you grow up?
コメントで嫉妬してるけど、成長しろよ

What the fuck you stackin? You mad you can't have shit.
何積んでんだよ？何も持てなくてイライラか？

R-Ray tracin on my chain, it looks like max graphics
チェーンにはレイトレーシング、まるで最高画質

Yeah, I need a percentage,
俺には取り分が必要だ

Yeah, you get taxed on my block if you sellin
俺のブロックで売ったら税金払えよ

You is not no vamp, stop using me as yo aesthetic
お前はヴァンパイアじゃねぇ、俺を見せかけに使うな

Aye, I just fronted bro a pack, please don't sweat it~
兄弟にパック前貸した、気にすんなよ〜

Xotic got me so high, feel like I'mma pass out
エキゾチック（特別な薬）吸ってめちゃくちゃハイ、倒れそうだぜ

All I see is green lights, go until I crash out
見えるのは全部グリーンライト、クラッシュまで突っ走る

Chrome on my body, when I walk in I get pat down
クロムハーツのアクセで固めて、入るときは銃チェックされる

Coulda been somebody, but she stuck up in the past now
誰かになれたかもしれない、でも彼女は過去に縛られてる

It's too late to back out, you said what you said,
もう引き返せない、言ったことは言ったんだろ

I'm poppin medication, that shit clearin up my head
薬キメて、頭の中クリアにしてる

I pop out with a choppa, we gon leave an opp dead
チャッパ（銃）持って出る、敵を葬るぜ

Why you speaking on the gang? Getcho money up instead.
なんでギャングに文句言う？まずは金稼げよ

Bitch I got a chrome body,
俺の身体はクロームだぜ

Who that pussy nigga?
誰がビビってんだ？

Amounting to nobody
全然何にもなれねぇやつら

I slide down with triggers,
トリガー引いて滑り込む

I could hitcho dome about it.
頭狙って撃てるぜ

Nigga you a homebody,
お前は家に引きこもり

Bitch I'm swervin in that coupe, drive it till it's no mileage
俺はクーペでスワービング、走りまくって距離は無限大

Many these niggas pussy, OH MY GOD !
やつらは腰抜けばっか、マジでヤバい

Tryna treat me like a rookie, bwoah hell naw
俺をルーキー扱い？ありえねぇ

Swervin' too fast, tryna book me, fuck them cops
速すぎて追えねぇ、警察なんてクソくらえ

Bitch I mixed the chips with the queso, fairies doin' what I say so
金（チップ）とチーズ（ケソ）混ぜて、妖精たちは俺の言う通り動く

Still onna block, I need gwualah.
まだブロックにいる、金が必要だ

Patchy she got books, and got choppas
パッチーはドラッグも銃も持ってるぜ

I-I be doing errthang I wanna
俺はやりたいこと全部やってる

Nah, Ion wanna talk, nigga, bla bla
話したくねぇ、ガキ、どうでもいい話はな

Boy give it up, fore I, shoot it up~
諦めろよ、撃つ前にな

E-Errbody hatin on me, who's it now?
みんな俺に嫉妬、今度は誰だ？

G-Get up out my trap, Sakuya, go boot 'em out~
俺のトラップから出てけ、咲夜、追い出せ〜

I make moves, not excuses, yeah you been losin' out
言い訳じゃなく動く、だからお前は負けてる

#mathstep 7/8

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