Yass

wrists cry for you </3

Mood.

guest room (n,n. x mou$etrap)

HELP IM ALIVE

Yeah It's True (prod. by ʎpoqou)

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

Falling Thru The Cracks In My Heart (prod. by John Mello & Nedarb)

Go support ʎpoqou:
https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

stillsearching (prod. by ʎpoqou)

fats'e x LIL LOTUS x scum - open wounds [prod harvest]

@93FEETOFSMOKE
https://twitter.com/93feetofsmoke
@tothegood
https://twitter.com/tothegoodx


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Closing My Eyes In The Dark w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. tothegood)

Prod by @fats_e

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Scared To Die ( Prod. Fats'e )

LoveYou

@tothegood
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baby its whatever </3 (prod. tothegood)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

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Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

if i could i would feel nothing (freestyle)
produced by J hill 
sample : Rydia basecamp

digital druglord

if i could i would feel nothing

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod @notmorgn

lyrics: 
hate runs through my veins 
you are a plane 
i am the ground you soar above and laugh
and i, i'm getting old
i grow like mold in all the places you don't wanna see
you, you are the light 
i am the dark
i tried to find you but i got lost 
and i, i'm fucking up
just let me go
cause i've been falling and it's all i know
and i, i'll let you down, i'll make you cry
you don't love me and i'm the reason why
lie, lie to my face
tell me you care
tell me you wanna know who i am
so find, find me cause i am lost and i'm scared of what's to come (x2)

and i am scared of what i'll be
and i am scared of what i'll see

you are everything i'm not (prod. notmorgn)

Prod. Lil Lotus

bury your bone
ill try and not think about it
when you go down and your hands are empty
the earth swallowed you whole
i hope that you miss me

hiding my face ill drown in my sweater 
its a time and a place I'm cursed to remember 

your buried 
deep as the ocean
drown in this moment 
swim to the surface
and time will
lead me to healing
show me you're with me
i miss you around

its settled in my mind 
i told you id be fine
its tearing me apart 
i feel you in my scars

take my time, rest my eyes
i need u back, by my side
i want you to know I'm alone
tell me you need me more
tell me you want to come
come home

Young Wisdom - Best For Me (Intro) [Prod. Nedarb] | Fooly Cooly EP

Young Wisdom