there’s plenty wrong with me

wall of your own emptiness

im imagining you your not real

not dead but not really living

maybe I’m not good for people

words on the bathroom walls x riff 14

i tried to end it x dream

joker x have a nice life

the lifeline x the beginning

evolve x the beginning

Pushing you away just to miss you most
I get scared when u get too close
You See my pain see the smoke that I have to blow 
I don’t wanna bleed on the ones I hold
never be sleeping voices speaking demons not letting me go 
Smoking up on the honey berry feeling nothing but slow 
Creeping up in the cemetery I don’t wanna see your ghost
Whipping up in the city, ashing the blunt by the coast 
Smoking the boofy weed im never feeling whole im weeping
Drugs sneaking 
Nose bleeding 
I’m retreating back to my past 
I be rolling all these blunts I’m by myself I never pass 
Oceanash who am I, just a sad stoner 
Just another wreck 
Another mess 
Another burden in my head 
Another lesson had to learn 
Now I just sit alone instead 
Throw the phone on my bed 
leave my messages on read 
fake fucks yeah no I can’t pretend 
Looking at my life yeah, no this can’t be 
Looking in the mirror don’t recognize me 
I know my fam see the pain in my eyes 
Another gram, another day going by
I get scared when u get too close
See my pain see the smoke that I blow 
I don’t wanna bleed on the ones I hold
Pushing you away just to miss you most

Produced by oceanash

Too Close

there’s plenty wrong with me

mentally scared