Catharsis

Silvi's Dream

What I Used To Play

Being In Love

Written by Ian Tyson
Performed by Josh McAlexander

This song always reminds me of my visits to Canada and all the great friends and hospitality...

Four Strong Winds

Wohin Führt Der Weg

Collab track with Jim Notic and Mikeele Sounds.

Black Bright versus Jim Notic - Nice And Real

Reciprocity

It’s all about your growing insecurities 
Truth and lies mixed with unexplained conspiracies 
It’s all about those ever-increasing jealousies
Losing clarity with unrestrained anxieties

Your posting to build your false identity
You misinform with your lies and hypocrisy

It’s all about you
Your plans, your pains and your problems
Always about you
Your friends, your foes and your feelings
It’s all about you
Your job, your skills and achievements
All about you
Your time, your goals and ambitions 

What about me 
Reciprocity
What about me
Reciprocity

Posts and pictures present the online story
Proclamations, devoid of any honesty
Closed-ended monologues destroying rationality 
Writing shallowly, and thinking superficially

Your blogging to build your bold identity
Do you even know your responsibilities?

It’s all about you
Your plans, your pains and your problems
All about you
Your friends, your foes and your feelings
Always about you
Your job, your skills and achievements
It’s all about you
Your time, your goals and ambitions 

What about me 
Reciprocity
What about me
Reciprocity

Still dwelling in the blogosphere
Grouping hearts that are insincere 
Loyal souls that are meek and still
Powering your own harsh will

In your world where attention rules
Post truth world with no real fools
Real time posts create fake news
Gaslight tool that fuels your truth

All your trolls are demagogues
To your trending cyber cause
Disengaged from humanity
And building more uncertainty 

You tweet and post to build your identity.
Have you lost all sense of your sensitivity?

It’s all about you
Your plans, your pains and your problems
All about you
Your friends, your foes and your feelings
Always about you
Your job, your skills and achievements
It’s all about you
Your time, your goals and ambitions 

What about me 
Reciprocity
What about me
Reciprocity

It’s all about you
Your plans, your pains and your problems
All about you
Your friends, your foes and your feelings
Always about you
Your job, your skills and achievements
It’s all about you
Your time, your wealth and ambitions 

What about me 
Reciprocity
What about me
Reciprocity

(Music, lyrics, instrumentation and arrangement by r. kabadi)

Reciprocity

Ghost Of Gaia

Sometimes

I have a thousand things to do.
There‘s so much I‘d like to say to you 
and a million reasons I chose not to.

Sometimes I’m clumsy with words.
I‘d like to tell it the way a bird sings.
But I‘m left to think I am an amateur.

I‘m unable to explain,
but I‘ll find a song that can.
It‘ll tell you everything
I fail to say.

Sometimes
a song brings back all the good times.
A few moments of music,
a field of memories.
Do you remember me?

Yeah, I know it sounds absurd.
I love the moments for which I have no words.
I keep on dreaming, even though I know it hurts.

And it’s hard to know it might
never happen. The timing wasn‘t right.
Expectation creates heartbreks late at night.

Sorry, I cannot explain,
but I‘ll find a song that can.
It‘ll tell you everything
I fail to say.

Sometimes
a song brings back all the good times.
A few moments of music,
It’s all a memory.

Someday I’ll look back
and and then I’ll say
I was drunk on love.
You‘re the one I‘m thinking of...

Nostalgia‘s deceptive and keeps telling me
things were better than they seemed at the time.
So I dance and sing along and dwell on fantasies
about times of you and I.

Sometimes
a song brings back all the good times.
A few moments of music,
a field of memories.

Someday
I’ll look back and then I‘ll say
You’re not justa memory,
You‘re  a part of me.

Music and Lyrics: J. Ahlskog
Production: J Vox and M. Tancredi

Sometimes

The silence between

Life went on,
But it was not 
the same again,
And you‘ve turned
Into stories
In the end.

I still can‘t comprehend.
I thought we had more time.
I’m looking at your pictures the moonshine.

Those photos are
the only way
to hold on what I knew of you.
Pain is the price we pay
(for love)

My life is incompete
My heart cannot delete, 
and I’m biting my lips until they bleed.
 
This love one moment known.
Two lives in two moments gone.

The silence between...
My words are filled with dearest memories
of you. Unforeseen.
Everything changed in a way.
And then we never spoke again.
It‘s crazy.

Mom and dad
It makes me sad.
What hurts the most is knowing
you are never coming back.

At one point we let go
I never wanted to know!
It hurt the heart and left a horrid hole.

This love one moment known.
Two lives in two moments gone.

The silence between...
My words arefilled with dearest memories
of you. Unforeseen.
Everything changed in a day.
And then we never spoke again.
It‘s crazy.

SOLO

I don‘t want to feel like
this ever again.
I want to feel this love
I can no longer ascertain.
But then I see my children.
My hope will be in vain.
I wish they will not have to feel the same...

This love one moment known.
Two lives in two moments gone.

The silence between...
My words are filled with dearest memories
of you. Unforeseen.
Everything changed in a day.
And then we never spoke again.
The silence between...
My words are filled with dearest memories
of you. Unforeseen.
Everything changed in a day.
And then we never spoke again.
It‘s crazy.

music and piano: Michael Schmollinger
lyrics and vocals: J. Ahlskog
band and production: Joe Vox and Michele Tancredi

The Silence Between

I am a small town boy who tries to musically reflect impressions, feelings and life in general.
I started playing piano and home organ at seven years.The first selfmade compositions with 13 years.

For my electronically produced trax I mostly use Reason 6.5.3 or lower. I have got one daughter, my little princess Mia-Noelle. I like playing chess, table tennis and Mariokart on N64. And I adore oldschool C64-compositions.

Everyone who's interesting in making music and listening to uncommon music is welcome to connect and leave messages.

I'd like to meet musicians for network production...

For contact write to:

wolfgang.s.76@googlemail.com

Wohin Führt Der Weg

B Bright