rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

spotify

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

prod by the best: https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu + https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
extension + additional production: me

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

im moving on to another girl
hey, hi, hello to another girl
im on the phone to another girl
its another world, for the better, girl
and i buy her the things that she wants, i dont care what the cost is
and i buy her the ring that she wants, i dont care when its loving
and i cry on my own, when i am alone
so i hide in the phone, i type in the code, i write in the notes

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

picture

venthan - flowers ✿ (ven10)

pray 4 for my best friend </3
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @recyclexbin & @jolst
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better
[verse]
oh fuck this i’m off it :/
took a pill flying like a rocket ;-;
all this drama just stop it!
(i know you want my attention)
but you won't get it even in another dimension (i know you want my attention)
i'd hate to distance myself
but i gotta work on my health
(and u r not gonna help)
you're always wishing for my death
can i just take a breath!? (and u r not gonna help)
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better

angels calling

angels calling (recyclebin x jolst)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

Crime Scene w/ Samara (Augury)

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

on spotify >.<

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye w/ mei (kojo & remghost)

@1kidsora
@kyoakyo

price to pay
all my angels at aid
what do u want me to say
cant even protect me
youve been gone too long
i didnt wanna be wrong
but u knew all along

for u
ill keep it all w me
its true
even if u resent me
with u
i never felt love even from ur touch
and u still cant forget me?

u said youd be fine without me
what were u thinking
n ever since u idk how to feel
so i just keep on running

yeah
i keep on working
just so you can't read my heart cause it's been hurting- ahhhh
up late night, i'm toss & turning- ahhhhh
just so i get rid of these versions of you-
that plague my head
i need to get you out my life and get some bread- ah-hahhh
so i'm just chillin w/ the gang instead
she got a good view of my back cause i'm just too ahead
ugh, & i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you
& i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you; it doesn't mean shit to you.

never felt loved </3 + kid sora [kyoa]

it's spring!
prod.@takuoriswagga

(lyrics)
please kill me in my sleep tonight
or bring me back to light 
wish i could i say i'm fine
only if our stars would align
all these streams of tears still i lie
you said it was okay when i cried
you brought me back my pride
in the hopeless springtime

only if i could shine brighter
and only if i could feel lighter
baby stay with me every night yeah
oh yeah please kill me in my sleep tonight
or bring me back to li-

please kill me in my sleep tonight
or bring me back to light 
wish i could i say i'm fine
only if our stars would align
all these streams of tears still i lie
you said it was okay when i cried
you brought me back my pride
in the hopeless springtime

-in the hopeless springtime

never felt loved </3 + kid sora [kyoa]

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