prod me
ig: @cllientt
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lyrics:
처음 봤을 때만 생각나
행복했는데
어디서부터 
제멋탱굴까?

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 and its still episode 1

what's the reason i try so hard?

where's the passion i had when i was young?

this shouldn't be happening, i should be having fun
i wanna restart, wanna go back to those days
wanna redo everything, every little decision i made
i regret, i regret every single day.
they say that i should enjoy it while im young
but i cant help but worry with cards that i play

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 but its still episode 1

season 18, episode 1

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
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cover art shot and edited by: noelle correa (@seaweedproductions1116) and i

lyrics:

deep end

how did i end up here?
i thought my mind was finally clear
but it wasn’t

in march i truly thought it was the end
why don’t we bring back that downfall again?
i thought my brain was supposed to be my friend
i thought that we finally made amends

now i’m trapped
they won’t let me out
the cycle keeps on repeating baby,
don’t think it’ll ever stop

i can’t escape now
thought i figured it out
but now i’m back at square one
all the work i would’ve put out is forever gone

i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)

i keep looking back, i keep missing
22’, those memories have been really slipping
it hurts that i can’t go back again
and revisit those feelings

maybe this was my destiny
maybe i deserve such penalty
i’ve been acting too selfish for way too long
i wish i’d known i was wrong

cause i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)
i cant swim
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim up)
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, i can’t swim up)
no, i can’t swim.

deep end

hoarder

prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@qxi + @zzoos +@kinsleygrey

@qxi
felt it in my heart
felt it in my head
felt it in my heart
now i want you dead
you wont tear us apart 
cant hear what u said
feel my heartbeat in my arm
im crashing out again

it aint over
yet
is it over
is it over
can you tell me if its over

@zzoos
im in the wrong place
i cant think straight
i cant walk away
can u tell how i feel lookin at my face
i kno u dont feel the same
its better off this way
cut n bruised all over again
i cant never switch bitch im w my bros till the end
i cant fold
i cant forget and i never let it go
im used to it
n im always on my own

@kinsleygrey
wake up, it’s a new day
it's the same shit, copy paste
it’s the same fakes, in my space
i’ve been wasting, day after day
and i'm losing my composure
heart beating fast, i’m not sober
everything we had, damn it’s over
lying to my face, do i really know you?
i just need some closure

@qxi
felt it in my heart
felt it in my head
felt it in my heart
now i want you dead
you wont tear us apart 
cant hear what u said
feel my heartbeat in my arm
im crashing out again

heartbeat prod zjay

repost PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

prod by @j896 and naggens

lyrics: (satire)

say you didn't love me, i dont even care,
ima pull up late, im a nightmare,
and i honestly dont wanna be here,
and i dont really wanna be here right now,

you stabbed me up in the back,
im driving away, 6 feet on the dash,
and i dont wanna know, i dont wanna attack, 
and i dont wanna fight, im leaving bad,

i might just kill you right now,
im hunting in the dark,
you left me lonely right now,
but you'll never get far,

you'll never escape,
you wont leave the place,
so stay with me or die,

im going insane,
but thats just the way,
to show you you are mine,

i know im aggressive,
sometimes im obsessive,
i dont really care no more,
so ima leave the message

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