find me i been lost inside this nightmare
what's one more night with you
i want more life with you
i've shown you patience
you've shown me your graciousness

a young man fights all on his own
his children need a home
its the thought of a life not lived
and what he didn't receive as a kid
(himself)
it's a battle every day
a struggle just to pay the bills
what does your wife have to say
listen to mother too

please god
save us
cause i can't do this on my own
help me
please
before i let my little ones down
i'll fall to my knees i can't breathe this way
im prayin that somebody hears what i say
cause i don't know how much longer i've got in me 

it's the first of the month again
rent's due and the truck's been acting up
she says we'll get through somehow we always have
but they've been cutting back hours
and laying em off
no matter the dead end job though
it's never enough
can't see a way out of this
a few thousand in debt
he thinks this is it
maybe we're better off dead

(weary head, lay it down, get some rest)

please god
save us
cause i can't do this on my own
help me
please
before i let my little ones down
i'll fall to my knees i can't breathe this way
im prayin that somebody hears what i say
cause i don't know how much longer i've got in me

please, god

slam the door and run
say your sorry, can't you face the sun
look at me, your swollen eyes can't save you
this is what you reap when your so wrong

ion even feel shits over, shit i spent 38 days not sober
shit i spent 30 damn K on a brand whip just to throw in the dirt rollover
ask me how you feel is it alright
tell me do you cry when stay up and think at night
this is where it goes you never feel it on the road
over every body put priority on my soul
well this is chasin
tell me where you place him
tell me when you need me
i'll be standin weakly 
by your side

i'm a mess, i feel defeatable
you're a mess, i'll never miss you
tell the rest, how did he kiss you
you weren't the best, but god i wish you
(oh god i wish you)

just saw you're miserable, it's for the best
i'm off the plan again, i'm off the meds
don't give a fuck for this, i want the texts
oh this all of it, i want the rest

ion even feel shits over, shit i spent 38 days not sober
shit i spent 30 damn K on a brand whip just to throw in the dirt rollover
ask me how you feel is it alright
tell me do you cry when stay up and think at night
this is where it goes you never feel it on the road
over every body put priority on my soul
well this is chasin
tell me where you place him
tell me when you need me
i'll be standin weakly 
by your side

i'm a mess, i feel defeatable
you're a mess, i'll never miss you
tell the rest, how did he kiss you
you weren't the best, but god i wish you
(oh god i wish you)

38 days (secre)

i feel nothing
everything will turn into something, that's what you said
hollowed out dust where the creatures live
concave heart, we're sensitive
wisdom abound but it's buried in time
how do i push through the withering night
cause there's no such thing as a fearless man

can't you see now as it breaks against the rocks
over dunes over mountains men are lost
guess it's hard to become one with
all the life that we felt then
don't they call us, tell me don't they see it
cause i swear i still hear sirens in the distance
are our angels deaf to cause

is it worth the longer run  
to try to prove that we're not wrong
we are weak so we sow sons
the men they are we hope are better ones
but it's flawed in all conception cause from us it's where they come
never knowing of another way, stem and seed, they are one

this isn't what you'd expect from the human race
weakness you'd never find a man who would predicate
believe the illusion that if you medicate you never have to feel again
well i've known many men who lived like that to the end
and i can't say
i can't say that i live it a different way
cause i spent 90 nights with a bottle in my hand
swear i can't feel right without my hand upon a can
so what's different between me and the man
oh it's priceless
holdin on to something from the past just so i don't feel alone
diggin every grave deeper just to find a home
coffins sound nice when you're one foot in the grave

uh uh oh
uh uh oh
uh uh oh, i don't feel well
uh uh oh, heard it all before, bottle on the floor, build a new shell
uh uh oh, will i ever escape
uh uh oh, when i stood up i fell
uh uh oh, verse the man i'm the same
uh uh oh, it's just the story we tell

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