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Sirens sound
I try to drown them out 
Cars pass by 
Wheels screech violently in the night

All i want to see
Is pitch black 
Nothing 
All i want to see 
Is your face 
Waking up next to me 

Another hard cut 
Into my life 
You fucked up the montage 
I took so long to splice
But it’s alright 

All i want to see
Is pitch black 
Nothing 
All i want to see 
Is your face 
Waking up next to me

want2

under the influence (speed up tiktok ver.) /"You don't know what you did, did to me "

Paper Airplanes, Paper Hearts

I Will Wait

Sometimes Memory Fails Me Sometimes

Handsome, Beautiful

i hope you know you’re absolutely worthless to me

but i, i tried.

i hate
your eyes more than anything 
it’s how they seem
embedded in my memory
act like i don’t mind this 
just look through me in the driveway 
with a cigarette
in one hand the other in his

when i’m slammed to the ground
torn and broken and beat
will you watch as i bleed? 
please watch me

watch me

I can't wait till I'm asleep
I can't wait till your asleep
In your coffin bed that I wish was mine
I see you there lying so comfortably
I can't read your mind
not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

Come on let me in
I feel left out every time I speak
because you don't listen to a word ill say
you don't care at all

I opened up my door
you're walking out
don't even bother to look at me
all the things that I do
the things that i care about
you just pushed them aside and never looked
never looked once at all
it really doesn't mean anything at all?

Come on let me in
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
Just a few kind words
Just a few
Kind words
to me

Not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

You dare to say I love you
but you never showed it
you never showed it
now I'm left wondering why
It really doesn't mean anything at all

Come on let me In
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
just a few kind words
just a few kind words to me

To me

I'm sorry for the awful things that I've said
I'm sorry for making you cry
you made me cry
I wish I could hear those words from you
I'm sorry
plead for forgiveness

It's Been A Long Time Since I've Spoken to You

Dreams suddenly feel real
You know that feeling when your memories collide and you’re lost on what’s real
I fear I’m just a memory and my existence is apart of a blank paragraph
I existed, but I can’t grasp onto my reason to question it

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

Suddenly grass feels stale and trees make no sound, this is not the picture I painted

Hold onto those fragile written stones, you don’t know how happy they make you
When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Eternity With My Half Self

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 03 The Home We Built Is Gone

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 01 Bunny Goes 2 Business School

little stuffed shark

Oh My God Dead Calm

Dead Calm - Sweat and Tears

Produced by me.
Impending doom, dread, I fear something's very wrong.
@sweetgraves

IMPENDING DOOM

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

but i, i tried.

wont stop dreaming.wsd

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