All songs written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Conor Ryan

Vocals by Sabrina Cofer on All of It, Yearning, and Trail of My Blood

Mastered by Piper Payne at Neato Mastering in Oakland, CA.

Album art by the amazing Vivi Marcel! https://twitter.com/vivirin__art

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kidz bopz vol. 666 by woozles

summer dusk and dust
still come just the same
taking their time to land
with lingering remains

the act of falling
as played by a grain of sand.
eventually will bury
the skin i now caress.

she is all of it (x4)

skin smells like damp clay
under perfume of the day
shape me to your bones
remind me i’m not alone

a mouse in the cupboard
rotting next to cookies
laminate floors unfolding
on this vintage of a morning

she is all of it (x4)

a rusted muffler echoes
as her tail-lights disappear.
but all i can hear is
the sound of sand hitting sand.

all of it

inhale/exhale

confession

hey! you!
i know you’re looking for somebody to idolize you
hey! you!
well here i am and there’s nothing i won’t do

hey! you!
just once i want to feel your hand reaching out for mine
hey! you!
it’s lonely always looking for a sign

oh i get so lost, oh i get so lost in you
the way you push me away
oh i feel so shot, you know i feel so shot
when there’s nothing left to say

oh we burned so hot, fuck we burned so hot
getting deeper every day 
am i left to rot, am i left to rot
is there a second act to play?

hey! you!
i hope you know how beautiful that i think you are
hey! you!
nobody’s made me laugh this hard by far

hey! you!
your smile melts away all of my fears and doubts
hey! you!
please tell me that you’ll stay for one more day

oh i get so lost, oh i get so lost in you
the way you hold me and sway
oh i feel so shot, you know i feel so shot
when there’s so much more to say

oh we burned so hot, fuck we burned so hot
getting warmer by the day 
am i left to rot, am i left to rot
of course not, we’re here to stay

hey! you!

eating Chinese food on the floor
in a house that isn't yours
a friend in the market is better
than a lover in the bed

you lose everything you hold,
so tie me to your belt with string.
when i'm trying to fall asleep
i hope i'm worth remembering.

but here we are in the grey
your favorite color as we lay
blue oil pastel on my chin
from your hands it begins

you lose everything you hold,
so tie me to your belt with string.
when i'm trying to fall asleep
i hope i'm worth remembering.

there's comfort in the uncomfortable
as our bones press into another
fingers on my hollow chest
remind me of the emptiness

you lose everything you hold,
so tie me to your belt with string.
when i'm trying to fall asleep
i hope i'm worth remembering.

tell me
that you’ll never
be able
to love me
you

never love

late night tv and those old scratchy sheets
mind is so hazy, but i just can’t sleep
hearing your breathing right there next to me
i finally feel something that’s close to free

a changing maple tree
leaves falling endlessly
she sees you
wants you

cycling endlessly
some things are meant to be
i feel you
just you

a heart tattooed on you by your best friend
all these moments that i can’t comprehend
you pull the shades up and let in the sun
in that light you’re golden, we’ve just begun

passions so warm and deep
emotions spiraling
we pass through
redo

i cannot claim to keep
a sense of anything
i want you
i do

pass thru

My hands are still red
Blood on the floor
I never saw it coming

Now I can’t watch you go
If only Jesus was real
He still wouldn’t save me

Trail of my blood in the snow
That’s how I want to go 
All the way from California
To the place I call home

Stared at the sunset
Watched memories
From both ends

Lay in the darkness
Trying just to breathe
Forget these awful things

Try not to kick and scream
No it’s all over
My hand is at my feet
Dark waves pull me under

Trail of my blood in the snow
That’s how I want to go 
All the way from California
To the place I call home

Home

trail of my blood

It lingers 
Singed fingers 
Cold bodies 
Melodies

Whispered moans 
Soft hellos 
Quick goodbyes 
Stay awake

Watch the day 
Feel the night 
Lose myself 
In mind’s eye

Comes a time 
Pressed flowers 
Turning leaves 
Fields of green

turning leaves

I'm exhausted from that game 
First you kissed me then we played 
For months on end it felt the same 
I'm still waiting for a change

I checked my smile at the door 
Of New Year's coming or before 
Though it is running to an end 
Too tired to even play pretend

All these years I've felt this way 
A hint of yearning with a dash of pain 
I used to dream my days away 
But I can't dream now, at any stage

I'm just restless and confused 
Sometimes I just want to be used 
My body's slowly sawn in two 
One for me and one for you

Every day I feel sublime 
Which sounds good as long as it rhymes 
Fuck these mountains I can't climb 
I'll just fall back into line

yearning

You have to stay here
These lines are fading
It’s what we can’t hear
That leaves us hanging

Do you write me into your songs?
Do you see me in the mirror?
Am I buried under your skin?
Peel it back and remember when?

It still is not clear
I’ll lay here waiting
You still are so dear
Why am I burning?

Do you write me into your songs?
Do you see me in the mirror?
Am I buried under your skin?
Peel it back and remember when?

Trying to forget
What you had meant
Clinging to false hopes
And what was left?

Now that I can see
The snow on the trees
Everything glistens

under your skin

you only care about me
when we’re walking in the black water, rising
i’ll take some time on my own
try to figure out what’s going on, riding

you come to me
it’s plain to see
just how you feel
i should’ve know the deal

i don’t know how to sleep
so i’ll drive a little faster, cruising
you’ll be covered in leaves
just trying to embrace this, dying

i come to you
what could i do?
maybe i knew
it all just can’t be true

we come to these
truths we can’t see
it’s how we feel
one day we’ll know the deal

the deal

If I ever get cancer of the blood 
And they drip chemicals in me 
I will take up chain smoking 
Like my grandfather did

If I ever own a cute dog 
I will pet it with love and care 
And I’ll never let it die 
That would just be unfair

This berry smoothie tastes like 
A piece of my flavored soul 
Effervescent and tumbling 
Through all of these neon lives

If I ever can’t hold you again 
I will be as empty as my brain 
If I ever feel awake 
I will stop drinking coffee

This berry smoothie tastes like 
A piece of my flavored soul 
Effervescent and tumbling 
Through all of these neon lives

kidz bopz vol. 666 by woozles

Woozles