hmmm 6

@mixtapeseoul

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

You’re always looking for trouble
And when we’re together it doubles
Always knew we’d end up in rubble
But I didn’t see it start to crumble, yeah

Never find what I’m searching for
In corners shadows are lurking more
Cut up my mind and walked out the door
So what if I’m down on the floor

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

(2x)

You always run from the issue
Baby girl, I just wanna kiss you
Love is bleeding deep in the tissue
But I don’t think that’ll continue

Even after all that we’ve been through
I think that there’s nothing I can do
Pick me up the times that I feel blue
When I don’t know what I got into

When I go
Do not be afraid
Just go
Know that I’ll stay the same

Don’t know
Why things must be this way
But I know
You are my saving grace

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

(2x)

music video

trouble (prod. mixtape seoul)

love me again (ft. lil narnia)

i cope alone again hoping i can get away from it
i say i’ll quit but honestly it never ends
she watched as i would fall again

i know the hope can lend help to grow from this
i hate the sickness made of it
i know i’m meant for more than this,
but drowning helps me just forget the past that i regret

holding onto what was left until i lost myself again
i’m dwelling over words unsaid

i cope alone again hoping i can get away from it
i say i’ll quit but honestly it never ends
she watched as i would fall again

i know the hope can lend help to grow from this
i hate the sickness made of it
i know i’m meant for more than this but i’ve been feeling so misled

i’m walking on an edge trying not to drown again
i was hanging by a thread holding on to what was left

prod/mix/mst by me

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a moon without the sun

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

@mixtapeseoul

Everything is by design
Nothing’s ever genuine
I don’t wanna compromise
So I cannot empathize

So if we go off far alone
Be the one to take me home
Brightest light I’ve ever known
Beaming sight of which she shone

Everything is by design
Nothing’s ever genuine
I don’t wanna compromise
So I cannot empathize

No one will envy me
When I reach destiny
So deep in darkened sea
Locked down without a key

Treachery
Is definitely
The only thing that I can see

Eventually
A recipe
Ignorant living happily

Everything is by design
Nothing’s ever genuine
I don’t wanna compromise
So I cannot empathize

So if we go off far alone
Be the one to take me home
Brightest light I’ve ever known
Beaming sight of which she shone

youtube

brightest light (prod. mixtape seoul)

merch: https://demxntia.bigcartel.com/product/alive-again-tee

astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5srEHn2jjmM
produced by @skress
guitar by me
art by digitalyams

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

tell me when i can start my life again
cuz the anchor at the bottom
keeps my ankle in the sand

ion think it's somethin u would understand
i wanna get my shit together
but it never go as planned

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

alive again

alive again [prod. skress]

@ouseiceland
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/69o7Qwpb45bm8kw1ZeA98s?si=5gaoT0D-T8Cuan6iLr_ltQ

neverland (feat. Ouse)

i wrote this song over the last two days i had with my dad before he died. i love and miss you so much, rest easy... you don't have to suffer anymore

fuck parkinson's disease.

[lyrics]
you couldn't speak 
the last time I saw you
I swear that broke my heart

always had so much to say
Laying there in pain
And silence must be so damn hard

And i don’t know if you notice i’m here
I wonder if you hear me
Eyes are wide open
Locked on the ceiling

Sounds like sandpaper
Scrapes when you’re breathing
And i wish that i could ask you...

how do live with it?
How do you cope with all this pain?
When you’re running out of reasons
You should even stay

And how do you live with it?
How do you make it day to day
When everything good
Has long since
Faded away

You don’t have to hurt no more it’s okay



I’ll never forget 
The moment our eyes met
And you knew that i was here

And i’ve never seen you so happy,
So sad, and so thankful
To see me clearly 

And your jaw was trembling
Your hand in mine clenching
Just trying to say something

I pulled myself close
And in whispers like smoke
You told me that you loved me 

please tell me how do you live with this?
How can you tell me it’ll be okay?
When you’re sick and dying
Can’t even cry
Cause you can’t move your face?

So how do you live with it?
How do you hold on to hope for change,
When your trapped inside a body that’s
Wasting away

You don’t have to hurt no more,
It’s okay

spotify

i love you dad, it's okay

prod. notmorgn

cover art by: @fixedfortommy and guccihighwaters

here’s a love song for you
another dumb song
for you

i been feeling fucked up
but i’m the only one sober
but i’d pop one to ‘cause
i’m afraid to grow older

you’re so bad
so bad for me
i’m so glad
glad you ran from me
and i see your horns
will you dance?
yeah dance around me
you dance around me

you’re so bad
so bad for me
i’m so glad
glad you ran from me
and i see your horns
will you dance?
yeah dance around me
you dance around me

bad for me

i know that your intentions weren’t to break me
but it cuts so deep i’m dripping slowly
these nights are getting lonely.. </3

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rJ7bEUF0Ejncdaj3GQzPI

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

why'd you have to leave me

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head 
Ive put the knife in your back 
Now look I’m just like the rest 

Now I’m afraid to wake up 
But maybe one day I won’t 
And then I’ll try but I’m stuck 
And there won’t be tomorrow 

“I wish that I could just could just run”
You whispered under your breath 
Yeah I can act like a cunt 
And Ill just say I’m depressed 

You thought that I never tried 
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes 
And it won’t even hurt 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way 

How do I keep this up
Ill make the same mistakes
Tell me you’ve had enough 

Hear you still cry 
Didn’t think twice 
I’m that same guy 

But the way that you felt 
That might stick in my head 
From the lump in your throat 
To that crack in your neck 
What the fuck have you done 
To be left with with this mess 
But for all I did wrong 
I still never regret 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way

i see the tears in your eyes (prod. brody)

how far could we go past goodbye . . . ?

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1WGyC4si6ztHHNVM3gI5VQ?si=taWCYvDaQN6UYYt673MExg
apple music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/closure/1460784822?i=1460784823

Closure

not worth saving

with @cloudhighcomeup
produced by @prodbybrody

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-alive-lyrics

alive (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

guitar.prod.mix.master @93feetofsmoke


You’re so cool
Yeah 
You think your so cool 
Yeah
Where’d you get those shoes
Yeah
                       !!! 808SS!! 
Lost my cool 
Yeah 
Where’s my juul
Yeah
wait yeah
You got my juul YEAH?
wait hold up
And my head hurts :(

Not a suit huh ?
wait why you got a suit huh?
salt my shoes yuh
Wait who you think u fool bruh 
(U a fool bruh) 

Lotta say 
Just choose not to speak it
Big stress 
On my chest 
Every season
Lotta do 
Just hope I live to see it
Big stress
On my head
Every weekend 

N I KNOW U KNO BETTER
WAIT
U KNOW U KNOW BETTER
THAN TRUST 4 LETTERS 
(LOVE)
I KNOW U KNO BETTER
I KNO I KNO BETTER

N I KNOW U KNO BETTER
WAIT
U KNOW U KNOW BETTER
THAN TRUST 4 LETTERS 
(LOVE)
I KNOW U KNO BETTER
I KNO I KNO BETTER

huh..
You’re so cool
Yeah 
You think your so cool 
Yeah?
Where’d you get those shoes
Yeah?

Lost my cool 
Yeah 
Where’s my juul
Yeah
wait yeah
You got my juul YEAH?
wait hold up
And my head hurts :(

Not a suit huh ?
Uhhhhh
wait why you got a suit huh?
salt my shoes yuh
Wait who you think u fool bruh 
(U a fool bruh) 

N I KNOW U KNO BETTER
WAIT
U KNOW U KNOW BETTER
THAN TRUST 4 LETTERS 
(LOVE)
I KNOW U KNO BETTER
I KNO I KNO BETTER

N I KNOW U KNO BETTER
WAIT
U KNOW U KNOW BETTER
THAN TRUST 4 LETTERS 
(LOVE)
I KNOW U KNO BETTER
I KNO I KNO BETTER

ur so kool yeah
u think ur so kool yeah..

Buy on iTunes

Ur So Ko0o0ol -.-

Stream this song:

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3PcalxobTRiJYbTWcEZHn1?si=RpEQylCIS1amiVBLaWQxRA

Apple Music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/wrong-people-single/1459555654

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we don’t even know what’s good, we don’t even know what’s good for us

we just wanna fall in, we just wanna fall in love

but if you take a moment to think before you do anything
cause feelings are so fragile, yeah love isn’t a game
with winners and losers, i feel like a loser
but i don’t really wanna play

take my breath away
rip my heart out and eat it babe

mm, i love the way you love me
love the way you hurt me
ruin me completely 

we’re so masochistic, yeah we love how it feels
to fall in love and be let down, oh what an appeal!
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

i’m so pessimistic but i fall anyway
cause i don’t care about any day after today
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

we love who we love, we live for the pain
sit in self-empathy, love how it tastes
there’s something so easy bout feeling sorry for ourselves

i love you just for the ecstasy 
i love you because i’m so lonely
there ain’t a single healthy reason to love you
but i do it anyway, i put the bad thoughts out of view

oo, pretty baby don’t you know there’s something easier than loving all the wrong people? loving all the wrong people?

but we don’t want easy, yeah we crave the pain
because we crave the growth, yeah they’re one in the same

wrong people

Let Go

Produced by Jay Vee
Mixed by Brody

Thank you to Captain Sad himself for the amazing verse. I love you brother.

hmmm 6

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