I juss wanna b enough for yoouuuuuu😩😫

I’ll never forget this song when I heard the jn the darkest times of my life

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hmmm 6

YOUR QUEEN IS BAAAAACK
Thank you for your support <3 gonna be posting a lot more in the near future :)
Produced by martensite
Mix/Mastered by Demxntia
Art by me and Digital Yams

Get it Down (Again) Prod. Martensite

I can't b your boyfriend (2019)

ily

vocals and production by layen_
mixed by layen_
mastered by nick niker

old you

cycle breaker

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vjj1MrPACMc

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me 

maybe i just need to leave this place
there's nothing left for me here anyway
all my friends have gone their separate ways
now the picture is painted grey

i can't feel anything like i used to
my memories scattered can't tell who i am
there's a hole where my heart is supposed to be
and the mirror reflects my enemy

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me

spotify, apple, etc.

i won't change

@mixtapeseoul

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

You’re always looking for trouble
And when we’re together it doubles
Always knew we’d end up in rubble
But I didn’t see it start to crumble, yeah

Never find what I’m searching for
In corners shadows are lurking more
Cut up my mind and walked out the door
So what if I’m down on the floor

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

(2x)

You always run from the issue
Baby girl, I just wanna kiss you
Love is bleeding deep in the tissue
But I don’t think that’ll continue

Even after all that we’ve been through
I think that there’s nothing I can do
Pick me up the times that I feel blue
When I don’t know what I got into

When I go
Do not be afraid
Just go
Know that I’ll stay the same

Don’t know
Why things must be this way
But I know
You are my saving grace

Let go
Of time
Let’s free
Your mind

Take it slow
Unwind
Let go
Of time

(2x)

music video

trouble (prod. mixtape seoul)

merch: https://demxntia.bigcartel.com/product/alive-again-tee

astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5srEHn2jjmM
produced by @skress
guitar by me
art by digitalyams

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

tell me when i can start my life again
cuz the anchor at the bottom
keeps my ankle in the sand

ion think it's somethin u would understand
i wanna get my shit together
but it never go as planned

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

alive again

alive again [prod. skress]

@ouseiceland
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/69o7Qwpb45bm8kw1ZeA98s?si=5gaoT0D-T8Cuan6iLr_ltQ

neverland (feat. Ouse)

i wrote this song over the last two days i had with my dad before he died. i love and miss you so much, rest easy... you don't have to suffer anymore

fuck parkinson's disease.

[lyrics]
you couldn't speak 
the last time I saw you
I swear that broke my heart

always had so much to say
Laying there in pain
And silence must be so damn hard

And i don’t know if you notice i’m here
I wonder if you hear me
Eyes are wide open
Locked on the ceiling

Sounds like sandpaper
Scrapes when you’re breathing
And i wish that i could ask you...

how do live with it?
How do you cope with all this pain?
When you’re running out of reasons
You should even stay

And how do you live with it?
How do you make it day to day
When everything good
Has long since
Faded away

You don’t have to hurt no more it’s okay



I’ll never forget 
The moment our eyes met
And you knew that i was here

And i’ve never seen you so happy,
So sad, and so thankful
To see me clearly 

And your jaw was trembling
Your hand in mine clenching
Just trying to say something

I pulled myself close
And in whispers like smoke
You told me that you loved me 

please tell me how do you live with this?
How can you tell me it’ll be okay?
When you’re sick and dying
Can’t even cry
Cause you can’t move your face?

So how do you live with it?
How do you hold on to hope for change,
When your trapped inside a body that’s
Wasting away

You don’t have to hurt no more,
It’s okay

spotify

i love you dad, it's okay

not worth saving

with @cloudhighcomeup
produced by @prodbybrody

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-alive-lyrics

alive (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

Stream this song:

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3PcalxobTRiJYbTWcEZHn1?si=RpEQylCIS1amiVBLaWQxRA

Apple Music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/wrong-people-single/1459555654

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
https://www.youtube.com/elilucasmusic
https://www.instagram.com/imelilucas
https://www.twitter.com/imelilucas

Come see me live in LA this summer!

https://www.imelilucas.com/tickets

we don’t even know what’s good, we don’t even know what’s good for us

we just wanna fall in, we just wanna fall in love

but if you take a moment to think before you do anything
cause feelings are so fragile, yeah love isn’t a game
with winners and losers, i feel like a loser
but i don’t really wanna play

take my breath away
rip my heart out and eat it babe

mm, i love the way you love me
love the way you hurt me
ruin me completely 

we’re so masochistic, yeah we love how it feels
to fall in love and be let down, oh what an appeal!
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

i’m so pessimistic but i fall anyway
cause i don’t care about any day after today
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

we love who we love, we live for the pain
sit in self-empathy, love how it tastes
there’s something so easy bout feeling sorry for ourselves

i love you just for the ecstasy 
i love you because i’m so lonely
there ain’t a single healthy reason to love you
but i do it anyway, i put the bad thoughts out of view

oo, pretty baby don’t you know there’s something easier than loving all the wrong people? loving all the wrong people?

but we don’t want easy, yeah we crave the pain
because we crave the growth, yeah they’re one in the same

wrong people

stella // @edacityy

3. love me dont hate me 

written/recorded by edacity
feat. kaiyko
mixed by brody
prod by discent
art by doyo_95// twin crab cultures

i cant seem to clean my act
and i cant seem to stay on track
one more time please take me back
cause girl i cant pick up my slack

i cant wait to take you home
and i cant wait til we're alone
one more time pick up the phone
will you be mine let it be known

baby
it's been hard lately
i know i'm crazy
love me don't hate me x2

what do you say i got nothing to lose
my skies stay gray will you go turn em blue
i dont have much but i hope you go and choose
me you know i'll stay true to me and you 

[kaiyko]
i don't wanna go far away
but I don't know the words I can say cause
im breaking down again quickly
not really sure if you can save me
when you're not with me i'm always feelin so alone
call it destiny or fate the way you love me idk
just know i don't wanna let you go

oh
fuck the world i know
i dont care where we go
i just need you alone

oh 
fuck the place i know
i dont care where we go
cause i love you alone

love me dont hate me (ft. kaiyko) [prod. discent]

and she said i have it rough 
i just call it tough luck
sometimes we mess it up
in the end we still in love
she an angel from above 
baby all i need is us
don’t ever leave my side

i can see u in the dark 
when i fall into the void
drift away to somewhere far
wanna silence all the noise
it don’t matter where i go
i won’t change when ima star no
it’s money on my mind
to distract me from my scars and

baby i need ur love
when i’m fucked up bad
wanna put u above 
everything i have 
when the times get tough
you’re all i got
i don’t wanna be alone
anymore

and she said i have it rough 
i just call it tough luck
sometimes we mess it up
in the end we still in love
she an angel from above 
baby all i need is us
don’t ever leave my side

i jus wanna see u happy
cuz u the cutest when u smile
ur best thing that happened
in a while
look in my eyes girl
i promise we’ll be okay
i will never let u go

baby i need ur love
when i’m fucked up bad
wanna put u above 
everything i have 
when the times get tough
you’re all i got
i don’t wanna be alone
anymore

and she said i have it rough 
i just call it tough luck
sometimes we mess it up
in the end we still in love
she an angel from above 
baby all i need is us
don’t ever leave my side

all i need

windows down in the backseat
ridin round at night
something's missing
i can't find it
i get this feeling all the time
well maybe i'm still homesick

you never understand what you have
until you don't anymore
so count your blessings
it could've been worse than before

summer hasn't been the same
and the people i knew all changed
the plans that we made never came
but i'm guessin i'm the one to blame
i miss staying up and playin games
without a worry in my mind
i miss oversleeping skippin classes
when i couldn't be on time

windows down in the backseat
ridin round at night
something's missing
i can't find it
i get this feeling all the time
well maybe i'm still homesick

you never understand what you have
until you don't anymore
so count your blessings
it could've been worse than before

[kevin kazi]
can i go back? back to july
when you wouldn't leave my mind
now the connection's getting cold
and i'm getting old
i don't wanna waste my time

i'm too homesick i feel hopeless
baby can you understand?
i won't hold you if you're going
cuz i'm focus on these bands

SPOTIFY

homesick w/ kevin kazi [prod. skress]

７   ０    faces  ..

produced by @elr_oy

spotify + apple music fanlink.to/ZEBRA

       目

alive again [prod. skress]

demxntia 🌐🖤

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