hmmm 7.2

Produced by Felix Snow

Play my ribcage like a xylophone............

Xylophone

I had the incredible pleasure of working with @youknowlimbo. I came to know her as a fan and then as a friend these past couple month. This track meant a lot to me when I was writing it and it came to mean a lot more as I produced it, met people, and obtained new perspectives. Thanks for the ongoing support, I can't say that enough :).

Track #2: 

the last time i saw her.

[art] by Ilse Tse
email for inquiries: ilsetse@gmail.com

[lyrics]
Last night
you cried
i didn't know what to do
seems like
you tried
now im trying too
understand
how you are
soon we'll be
far apart
do i tear
myself
in two

tell me how to live
tell me how to stay
tell me how to hold back all of me
tell me where you go
will you be ok
tell me that you're coming back
tell me how to live

my breath is getting short
i don't know anymore
who i am
you told me i was wrong
i knew it all along
i want to be the one i hope i can
cuz baby its so hard to breathe
and all i ever want to be
is something that you see as free
and one day show the light in me
and all i want to know
is where to go
when things get slow
and when i'm alone
you're the one i want the most

Buy me on bandcamp

how to live ft. limbo

I could die looking into her eyes

Cognitive Dissonance

Lyrics:
Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning and 
you fell asleep with that cute little snore but
You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat

Were so fucking foolish ye I know
We set it up for failure from the very start
UwU OwO UwU OwO
Worlds separate us both so why do we care so much
Maybe its an act 2 lonely fucking souls just
Getting what they wanted aye someone there to fall apart with

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even if its fake

You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat
Through that screen
We can fake like were happy

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
Those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even tho it's fake

discord ~ [p. sketchmyname]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

[verse]
Do you know how many things that I've done for you?
Do you know how many people did I leave for you? 
Do you know how many tears do you know how many scars?
Do you know how fucking hurts having all those spars?
So please tell me that you love me one more time
Breaking up my heart with just one line
All this shit makes me sad even if u don't mind

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

STREAM

burning eyes [prod. remghost]

✨ She Don't Love Me ✨(prod. by Crybaby Cam)

ill walk you home

i'm calling the cops

Out everywhere: https://fanlink.to/doyouwannagoback

Lyrics:

When the light was inside me
when the love was around me
I just wanna go back

When the sun was rising
when there wasn´t a problem
I just wanna go back

can we
can we
go back

is it 
so hard
to do that?

I know 
that life 
goes on

but can we
can we
go

"To the good old days
so full of grace
I want you to know that
there´s only a way back
and it´s you
you and I
do you wanna go back?"

I´m losing these thoughts
cause I am getting old
but sometimes I get lost
in the memories of us

When the light was inside me
when the love was around me
I just wanna go back

When the sun was rising
when there wasn´t a problem
I just wanna go back

"To the good old days
so full of grace
I want you to know that
there´s only a way back
and it´s you
you and I
do you wanna go back?" 2x

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Do You Wanna Go Back?

1/5 from my upcoming EP "As I Walk Into the Night"
I hope you enjoy <3

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Production: @user-182805726

Lyrics-

(I'm waiting here for you to pick me up)

I'm waiting here for you to pick me up
Everyone is gone, now I'm the only one
I cried all night, but would you even know?
you never show
The things unsaid, tend to hurt the most
I wonder why you never show
The darkest sides of his heart, unknown
When is last time I opened up?
I had to close off my only love
Because the last time I opened up,
you never came and I had to bluff
Now every night he leaves open
I guess he's hoping, someone, will come and hold him
He leaves it vulnerable inside his drawer
Falling asleep he can only dream for more

As I Walk Into the Night

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse

Spotify, Itunes, Etc.

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

thank you everyone for waiting. here's a song I worked with @ilwesto

Lyrics:

Don't let it get to ya
Just keep it in
This will all just be a yesterday's sin

Don't let it drop
Just smile
It'll be a while son (It'll be)
They get by because they don't know love (They don't know love)

Don't show your face
Just breathe
I just got to leave yes

I can tell you're leaving me
Bleeding, please
Heal this broken family

I hide, I hide, I hide my hopeless fantasy

[il Westo]
Take it as it is
You never knew me as a kid
Hate you're always pissed
I always hid
But you would always hit
What's love when it's abuse
It's hate without a clue
Dear dad it's just a grade
Please just put that sharpened knife away

I know I'm not good enough
So please just don't make it tough
4.0 GPA oh can you see these cuts on me
Wounds that bleed
Feeding off my fantasy

hmmm 7.2

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