beat from mac demarco, absolute legend


and when do you think
its time to speak again
you take away my time
and you scared all my friends
but you dont know

dont think you wanna speak
whats wrong did i show up too late?
i ran here and thats why i reek
i hate the errant things you say
you dont want to communicate
you shot me an unforgiving gaze
you only spoke one word
get the fuck out of my face
and why do i think of you? 
sometimes its never enough for two
you take and i dont know what to give
dont speak but you never tell the truth
might as well never ever talk at all
we dont share words, we dont ever pass the ball
lips zipped tight, never gonna make the call
cant see you from across the mall
and when do you think
its time to speak again
you take away my time
and you scared all my friends
but you dont know

when can we speak again

can't release on spotify due to copyrights :(

you let me out of my shell
and so i'm naked and free
now i want back in the safety
of my mind 
will you see me again
who's fault is it to blame
it's just unfair if i say 
there's love that's laying there
dormant underneath your mattress
i can't see what you don't even know
why do you have to go
we are too much but just not enough
the way that you stare
how could i not mistake it for what i've known as love
maybe if i start hating the part of you that is me
through my hatred though i know i'll still love you

dormant

American Girl - Nthngbutaprettyboy

dopamine w/ blitzz

all these thoughts in my head
yeah they make me spin
i admit yeah im scared of you
yeah im just a pawn for you
im a fool
im a tool 
nothing much to you

yeah you make me beg
yeah you make me cry
yeah i fall to the ground with tears in my eyes
what do i mean to you
god im nothing much to you 

yeah you make me beg
yeah you make me cry
yeah i fall to the ground with tears in my eyes
what do i mean to you
god im nothing much to you 

all these thoughts in my head
yeah they make me spin
i admit yeah im scared of you
yeah im just a pawn for you
im a fool
im a tool 
nothing much to you

all these thoughts in my head
yeah they make me spin
i admit yeah im scared of you
yeah im just a pawn for you
im a fool
im a tool 
nothing much to you

all these thoughts in my head
yeah they make me spin
i admit yeah im scared of you
yeah im just a pawn for you
im a fool
im a tool 
nothing much to you

all these thoughts in my head
yeah they make me spin
i admit yeah im scared of you
yeah im just a pawn for you
im a fool
im a tool 
nothing much to you

im so weak and pathetic lol @vngd671

angelisse @camsostatic

25 songs this album really explains my emotions for real and how everything is an emotional rollercoaster for me I wanted Vibrant to be something special so I hope you can cope with this music and enjoy it <3

Zombie w/ LiekaMp.333

tfw you just to abide someone to your fantasy but they break out so you allegate their corruption out of your bruised ego, and you realize that romance shit isn't for you.

Time we spent together was shortlived and
I'm really missin it all

The place that we did those things that we had
Laughed about it all off

I think it's true, you think it's fake
You say we're meant to be but I think it's not
Cuz you don't love me, you love them

Guess this problem is one
of my very own creation
like it's not meant to be
I fall into temptation, guess I always
freeze up in my mind, I ask if you'll be mine
but I don't know if I could allegate it 
It's just not for me

@girled
I'm planning my escape, I just wanna be free
Juggling through who is really the one for me
But I can't decide, the dose is making me lazy
If I choose the wrong person, feel like everyone will
Frown, upon, me
I'm so hurt and desperate
Why don't you see the good in me?
You just think I'm a method
Another option, another method
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

Making so many decisions, I'm going insane
I was putting you first, and it's stressing me, out
It's like your shadows following me
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me, maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

not for me :(

demo 

all you do is fucking lie
I just want you to die 
cant trust you unless im high
wish you didn't make me cry
x2

lost all chances of street cred
you forgot to take your meds 
imma shoot you in the head
im gonna hate you till im dead

stupid fucking demo

thank yall for the support this another drunk demo.. 
lyrics
pull me out like a sore tooth
and give me your body
follow smells of cigarettes 
down the hall
till u find me
i reek of newports everyday
and wonder why she wont like me
menthol burning my throat
faster than she can find me
shes gone before she can find out
im a cannible and she knows it
ill eat her up but she knows it
bought my teeth and now they're so golden
grab your hand i just wanna hold it
im so ugly and im so broke
fight alone and nobody knows it

#JealousBastards

i reek of newport menthols

Ebb & Flow

https://discord.gg/nUYDy46BRM

https://www.instagram.com/ilovehalloween21/

dopamine w/ blitzz

worst day ever