to recognizing and getting better

subtlety,
i will make
a million of you

trapped inside your body

it’s a cold,
cold,
world

the odder mirror,
who your scream hears


the reflections offer little,
when it’s screened and sheltered
dimmed and darkened

how’s the light here then?

how’s the light caved in?

and
which of you will choose
to waste your time?

you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine

I will leave the door open for you at night, no matter what is let in

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

the struggles of learning to drive stick lead to a horrible foresight

with additional production from @zhookhouse

dash cam

stream

exit boy mv: https://youtu.be/kWbiEsghvJY?si=vFAwvfwl3nHF4e64

a strange fixation is manifested into reality

exit boy

Lyrics:

i guess i won't get very far
you're staring at my open heart
oh i know (what do i know?)
oh i know (what do i know?)
you put your hands up to my ribs
just to rip them right out
oh i know (what do i know?)
oh i know (what do i know?)
don't try to hide your face
i want to look into your eyes
oh i know (what do i know?)
oh i know (what do i know?)

and i'll take a few breaths 
with whats left of my lungs
i'll start screaming your name
you think im speaking in tongues
i hope i'll wake up tomorrow 
with my hands sewed back on
you'll tell me im alright
and that i'll walk it off
right when i think that you mean no harm
the veins holding the rest 
of my mangled red arms
keep me begging for the worst!

am i still your little movie star?
am i still your little movie star?
am i still your little movie star?
am i still your little movie star?

small obscenities in relation to big tragedies.

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud Content ID system the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

credit to @hiddencontact for the picture

to @hiddencontact @jacobtravels @close-knit @charlie-zacks

It's been hazy
It's felt longer than it has been since we
Stumbled under shared wings

You are some piece of the truth that I'm desperate for

You are holy
You are scheduled
Keys, phone, wallet
Finding something to lose

I'll keep you in mind
Wherever you are
Whatever you do

It must be hard to believe under force that shudders life

It must be hard to breathe through a tube that's swollen tight

It must be hard to sleep with them stomping around all the time

It must be hard to see around the curvature of the light

When it pours down
From a standstill
Keep my vessel
From the landfill

It's a long sprint
It's a short fuse
I will hold you
If you ask me to

Heat dome, UCSC
Heat dome, UCSC
Heat dome, UCSC
Heat dome, UCSC

UCSC (Ultra-Careful / Super-Cautious)

In a moment of desperation, Chichi tries her hand at the occult.

chichi

night terrors

lil birthday gift

this will be polished, mixed, extended, and released on platforms eventually (you're welcome tyler :3)

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

I Don't Even Need

I’ll fix this later


life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i was digging up something
than figured it out

“i guess that isn’t really all that you’re about”

i flew over the ocean to learn how to swim
i was born contradictory
how am i him

it was something i cried about 
making me grin 

it was something i cried about
making me grin

tell me something i didn’t know 
i want to be reminded of my infancy 
show me how i’m not good enough
i need to reach with my hands while there’s more to be 

on a saturday watching the plan for the stars 
spending monday with looming hearts
beating out hard

you were some kind of city 
it caught me off guard
i was born to be shattered
you shuttered me out

life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i cried weaving threads with the words in my mouth
there are flocks that will migrate
as i’m moving south
i had need to be shattered
you shuttered me out

Flocks

digital purgatory
add me on discord: wowcrimson

small obscenities in relation to big tragedies.

CRIM$ON