collapsing around me

doors W/MisFiiT (prod. web)

lyrics:

why the fuck you telling me to calm down
right now im just trynna put a song out
hit me with an invite i might show up to the lake house
stalking all my pages man it feels just like a stake out
i been skipping sleep but every night been feeling great now
i still barely eat but theres a lot on top my plate now

why does everybody wanna fuck with us
i dont wanna talk no more
im done
i been on my own for the last 6 months
been 2 weeks since i felt sun
been 2 months since i saw someone

you know i stay on my own now
and i live my life on my own time
like i never think of my old self
i dont reminesce our past times

why the fuck you telling me to calm down
right now im just trynna put a song out
hit me with an invite i might show up to the lake house
stalking all my pages man it feels just like a stake out
i been skipping sleep but every night been feeling great now
i still barely eat but theres a lot on top my plate now

esoteric (prod. web + wraithontheporch)

blackout

Where we began - w/ babieyummo

.to the bone. [prod. s0ftskelet0ns x irby]

prod. by @s0ftskelet0ns <33
 
@icarus_lurks

I’ve been cutting ties,I don’t think I’ll make it
I’ve been trying to fix shit without breaking all the other parts of me that I’d rather no one sees

faded 
I’ve been on a bender
I’m not gonna make it
I don’t wanna take this. 
I can’t really take this.
I don’t wanna be here. 
I can’t really face it.
I can’t really face it all the time I wasted I don’t wanna stay here, I’ve been too complacent
Yeah, I wanna move on, but I never make it past the first stages 
It’s like I’m runnin but I’m stuck in mazes that’s why I’ve been faded, that’s why I stay jaded 
I don’t wanna come down 
say I’ll never make it
I don’t wanna be around if you just fakin
I don’t wanna stay here if it’s just taken
Taking my time back losing my mind again I’ve been off track. 
I can’t find my friends.
I just wanna walk back
Tell me my mind’s mine
I don’t wanna tell you that I’ll find mine. 
I’ve been gone.

@misfiitwuzhere

since a youngin my minds been fucked 
sip it out a bottle ion need a cup 
yeah i wanna die trust but i wanna blow up first 
me and icarus the duo your favorite rappers 

shawty only love me cuz im deadwood 
i don’t know if anyone would care if im around 
maybe i should find out runaway forever 
why do i feel so alone when we’re together 

i really need to do better 
learn to push through any weather 
shawty hit my phone i should prolly really take this but i don’t i don’t i don’t

@icarus_lurks & @misfiitwuzhere

I don’t wanna take this. 
I can’t really take this.
I don’t wanna be here. 
I can’t really face it.
I can’t really face it all the time I wasted I don’t wanna stay here, I’ve been too complacent
Yeah, I wanna move on, but I never make it past the first stages 

Make it past the first stages

parts of me (s0ftskelet0ns)

have it ur way

have it ur way
so much in my system my eyes start to shake
ur way
this wont matter in like 20 days (it will)
i can see my death will happen 20 ways
i rip my tongue out , i cant start to say
spiders in my face
sumns in my brain
u can’t refuse the help n still be saved

ofc i take it personal 
im involved

anytime i cry issa waterfall
been about a month im still in freefall

i been with the varmints
i see red apartments 
i got liquor on my undergarments 
i check my texts , its more engagement farming
[redacted for personal reasons]

have it ur way
so much in my system my eyes start to shake
ur way
this wont matter in like 20 days (it will)
i can see my death will happen 20 ways
i rip my tongue out , i cant start to say
spiders in my face
sumns in my brain
u can’t refuse the help n still be saved

collapsing around me

‎‎wraith