smile more often

stvn and pinkblxxd - money coming in (prod. swampkill)

up (prod. reidsixx) #greed

lungskull x pinkblxxd - rick owens freestyle (prod. lungskull)

i think that she’ll love 
if i was dead on the floor 
i think that she’ll love
when my soul isn’t here no more
explain how i feel
i don’t everytime its a chore
i need some more drugs i’m really tryna overdose 
i need some more drugs i’m really tryna overdose 
i need some more love 
is it selfish to ask for more
u will see my blood 
dripping inside u in ur dreams
regret everytime that u didn’t hear me speak 
i speak so damn much than afterwards feel like a freak 
i think that this might be the last fucking week
i’m numb and i’m done this living shit isn’t for me
u should try to be me 
tell me how it feel
u should try to feel me 
tell me are u real? 
i’m starting to hate
ur face i wanna fucking peel
ur skin from its base 
blood sprinkler tears 
we live in a system 
and no one can escape 
but me i’m close
i feel a essence in my veins 
but me i’m close 
to the end of my pain
so i will cope
until i lose my brain

misanthropic strungout loser

This my universe (Interlude) (Prod. Andi2k)

prod @luvhvn

i just threw my phone i don’t need to talk
in the studio i’ma give my all
talking all that shit better do the walk
watch ur step boy u might fall
i don’t even answer calls 
she wan get right in my draws
do u want him or the goth nigga pick?
smoking on my nic and it got me nauseous 
i been on my shit making concoctions
all these niggas on my dick like why they watchin 
omg u a star u should know
u should go with the flow
in the ocean in the low
deeper till u take control
now i’m smoking on my dro
pass that shit right to my bro
u the one still tied to the past u hoe
my enemies keep em close
they won’t see me coming round
swear that lil boy like a clown
his btch looking like a clown
i jus had to draw her face
meant to say i paint her face
lately i been picking pace
slow it down jus for ur sake
so really u can’t complain

spotify

watch ur step , don't slip

painted my nails since middle school
they never understood me yea this world so cruel
you’ll never understand me i dont follow rules 
pierce my face blood sticking to the metal
this a brand new one yea i push the pedal 
its not a big deal but i see u can’t settle
u probably think that i pray to the devil
but u in a system u is a devil
and i’m up here on a brand new level 
u shout i withdraw my power 
i used to wash her back in the shower 
my hair grew long i feel like a flower 
give me a second so i can blossom 
drugs feel good but love more awesome
i still do them but i know when to stop it
i stay ten toes when everyones watching 
still light a cigarette in ur face though 
i still light a cigarette in ur face though

smile?

prod @deadyami

i don’t listen i threw my phone
hate the ring the dial tone 
can everyone please leave me lone 
theres a peace i’m searching for
chemicals react my core
conversations seem to soar
to places that opens doors
tell me why u closed ur door 
i loved u my heart it tore 
sometimes i sit on the floor 
the cold marble feels like u
all these drugs they feel u
does anyone feel just like me 
helping u to count to three 
in ur eyes ur soul i see
love ur eyes ur soul i need
the beauty that they don’t see
love ur eyes ur soul i need
the beauty i see they don’t see
the beauty i see they don’t see
and if it was up to me
i’ll take ur pain so u can see
how i gave u everything
my essence formed a wedding ring 
i burned it in spite of we
remember when it was just we
remember all the simple things 
give a bandaid i’m gon bleed

bandaid

ksubi tag (Prod. Slattshark)

ever had some ghosts tryna whisper ur name
its not hollywood now but this feel like a maze 
i’m not hollywood i’m totured and i'm mentally dazed 
there was parasite plotting to distract my mind 
so i burnt the walls down and i shout it loud 
i can’t u hear nigga i’m still smoking loud
prideful confident end it with a howl 
niggas slimey and fake snakes be so foul 
so i turn my head behind like owl 
i hear the voices u don’t the hear
i see the pictures that aren’t clear
i was engulfed the dark dark fear 
memories and voices faint from my ears
leave them behind don’t bat a eye 
tear the bat wings make soup with his eye 
there’s something sinister about how u feel 
there’s something sinister about how u feel 
there’s something sinister about how u feel

howl

prod sickboi

lemme tell a story
that’ll leave a stain
that’ll scar ur brain
this boy don’t know his name
hears voices like a cave
they echo like valley
he lives so uncanny
he looks so unhappy
even when he is napping
u feel something sinister

it feels so close and gross ew

i loved u all
now i watch u fall
i saw those calls
i saw those texts
inside a mess
always tryna correct 
happy if i was dead? 
all the thoughts in ur head
baby rots in her bed
or a party with her friends 
distracting u from the end 
did u hear what i said
who u are when we everyones gone
our child selves cried for so long  
now i know who i am now that everyones gone
and its not my fault 
i tried gave u my heart 
i gave u that light that warms up ur scars 
and a lens of truth told u 
u can go far
i said my truth 
now i’m going so far
goodbye i’m gone

prod mercenarychild

so far

goodbyesolace - akuma

a letter to my best friend, i love you, j

who gonna watch my back now i got my brother to watch my back
all goth dressed in black 
got a problem bitch get off my sack
damn i miss my niggas like damn bro where my niggas at?
damn i just got his number damn that nigga aint callin back
nigga why this shit jus happen to me summer ass
bitch i hate this summer wasnt doing work but i had a blast
gotta do show this summer throwing up black jetlag
come in LA wit a prada bag have these niggas mad
come in LA coppin the dutt pack and the beat prod makk
damn he hated all these beats the 808s so ass

bitch im making bread all day im needing all the summer
nigga want me to keep striving im not leaving with no drummer
nigga he want me to get lit im not leaving with no bummer
nigga im always thinking about this shit everyday just get tougher
i took the DMT everything wasnt clear i saw frames buffer
lil bitch im high as fuck im watching them cartoons
niggas biting swag niggas copping CRTVs (CRT TVs just in case you wanna be a smart ass) too
what? shoutout to my nigga damn that nigga was a coon
yeah that nigga wouldnt sleep that nigga would stay up til its noon
man i wish that i can see you we could stare up at the moon
we could talk about the bitches that we loved and fucking screwed
damn he wished that i was there with you and icemop that shit cool
i remember chillin wit yo ass on mlp tycoon
i was there for every drop, even when you dropped lovefool
i remember when you told yo dad never taught you tools
now you keep a fuckin chop on you and robbing all these jewels

long live my nigga bro greed goth

goth a song for j prod makkgin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P7erFbKbEg

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

came out the womb so i’m looking like a mummy 
can u speak louder i’m tryna hear something
i’m the best to do it rlly wish that i was frontin 
when it come to truth all these rappers they got nothing
came from a world that isn’t here
that probably explains why i shed these tears 
i want the syrup sip it just like beer 
so theres a reason why i stumbled here 
everything be possible 
tell me what’s impossible 
i got a goth shawty black hair kim possible 
meant to say shego
lemme calm my ego
i feel like a god i don’t even think we equal

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

i don’t know where i came from
i jus came to show u passion love
i know one day i’ma go astray 
so i leave some songs with words to say
and i live in a dark world with hate 
and i be drugging up just to escape 
and i know i’m torn to save this place
i’m just a dying rockstar kurt cobain

prod purls & awakeagain

so far

goodbyesolace

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