lyrics:

i still feel so trapped inside my head
im drunk im high try not to make my wrist cry
bloody tears coming down from my eyes
my heart took too much pain had to put it on ice
am i not good enough is it cause im not nice
is it cause i like to treat it like a game i like to roll the dice
get to my wrist and i just start to slice
scars on my body look like i got into a fight

i still feel so trapped inside my head
im drunk im high try not to make my wrist cry
bloody tears coming down from my eyes
my heart took too much pain had to put it on ice
am i not good enough is it cause im not nice
is it cause i like to treat it like a game i like to roll the dice
get to my wrist and i just start to slice
scars on my body look like i got into a fight

ive been tryin for some years it feel like you dont even try
whats the fucking plan stay like this until we die?
lay in my bed my room a pigsty
layers to my head at the bottom wanna die
silence all the thoughts by getting drunk and high
sometimes its not enough so fill my nose with ice
smoke woods on woods on woods and get too fucking fried
i dont like to think so gotta kill my mind

i still feel so trapped inside my head
im drunk im high try not to make my wrist cry
bloody tears coming down from my eyes
my heart took too much pain had to put it on ice
am i not good enough is it cause im not nice
is it cause i like to treat it like a game i like to roll the dice
get to my wrist and i just start to slice
scars on my body look like i got into a fight

ive been tryin for some years it feel like you dont even try
whats the fucking plan stay like this until we die?
lay in my bed my room a pigsty
layers to my head at the bottom wanna die
silence all the thoughts by getting drunk and high
sometimes its not enough so fill my nose with ice
smoke woods on woods on woods and get too fucking fried
i dont like to think so gotta kill my mind

ive been tryin for some years it feel like you dont even try
whats the fucking plan stay like this until we die?
lay in my bed my room a pigsty
layers to my head at the bottom wanna die
silence all the thoughts by getting drunk and high
sometimes its not enough so fill my nose with ice
smoke woods on woods on woods and get too fucking fried
i dont like to think so gotta kill my mind

trying and trying and trying and trying and

fear of losing u

lyrics:

girl i wanna see you sweat
its still its still in my head
hard feelings its more they beget
i want you want you in my bed
say the same shit in all my songs
say it so you can sing along
im glad that you picked up the phone
i wanna be ur dog so just throw me a bone
i wanna be ur fuckin dog so just throw me a bone bone
ur testing me like proctor see if i can be alone
in early october i wanted you to pick up the phone
in all of september i just want
girl i wanna see you sweat
its still its still in my head
hard feelings its more they beget
i want you want you in my bed
say the same shit in all my songs
say it so you can sing along
im glad that you picked up the phone
i wanna be ur dog so just throw me a bone
i want you to sip me just drink me down
and im better than that so i act so dumb
i want you to be my friend and i wanna have fun
i wanna meet my end and i want you to shoot the gun
i want memories and i want you to shoot the pic
i want fellatio all over my dick
you taste so sweet its you i wanna lick
you feel so smooth its you i wanna rub
ur way too cool its you i wanna love
ur way too soft its you i wanna hug
i cannot top so my holes you gotta plug
its you i wanna fuck its you i wanna fuck
girl i wanna see you sweat
its still its still in my head
hard feelings its more they beget
i want you want you in my bed
say the same shit in all my songs
say it so you can sing along
im glad that you picked up the phone
i wanna be ur dog so just throw me a bone
i want you to sip me just drink me down
and im better than that so i act so dumb
i want you to be my friend and i wanna have fun
i wanna meet my end and i want you to shoot the gun
i want memories and i want you to shoot the pic
i want fellatio all over my dick
you taste so sweet its you i wanna lick
you feel so smooth its you i wanna rub
ur way too cool its you i wanna love
ur way too soft its you i wanna hug
i cannot top so my holes you gotta plug
its you i wanna fuck its you i wanna fuck

sweat

lyrics:

feel the feeling that im feeling
gotta raise the fuckin ceiling
push ur limits push ur limits
god i love to push ur limits
feel the feeling that im feeling
kinda wish i wasnt feeling
kinda wish i wasnt dealing with the things that i am dealing
with you always with you always 
i wish i was with you always
wish i found you in a better place than in the faceless hallway
hear you calling hear you calling wish i knew why i hear you calling
spend a couple days apart from you and it makes me feel like im
falling falling falling for you
i really fuckin adore you
wanna put you in some tupperware and then i wanna store you
tiny tiny tiny tiny
god you are so fucking tiny
no wonder you left you mustve felt so fucking way behind me
hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me
make me feel like im not worthy
show me how bad i am for you and why you do not deserve me
love me love me love me love me
all i wants for you to love me
if you dont wanna fuck thats fine but i want you to hug me

feel the feeling that im feeling
gotta raise the fuckin ceiling
push ur limits push ur limits
god i love to push ur limits
feel the feeling that im feeling
kinda wish i wasnt feeling
kinda wish i wasnt dealing with the things that i am dealing
with you always with you always 
i wish i was with you always
wish i found you in a better place than in the faceless hallway
hear you calling hear you calling wish i knew why i hear you calling
spend a couple days apart from you and it makes me feel like im
falling falling falling for you
i really fuckin adore you
wanna put you in some tupperware and then i wanna store you
tiny tiny tiny tiny
god you are so fucking tiny
no wonder you left you mustve felt so fucking way behind me
hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me
make me feel like im not worthy
show me how bad i am for you and why you do not deserve me
love me love me love me love me
all i wants for you to love me
if you dont wanna fuck thats fine but i want you to hug me

feel the feeling that im feeling
gotta raise the fuckin ceiling
push ur limits push ur limits
god i love to push ur limits
feel the feeling that im feeling
kinda wish i wasnt feeling
kinda wish i wasnt dealing with the things that i am dealing
with you always with you always 
i wish i was with you always
wish i found you in a better place than in the faceless hallway
hear you calling hear you calling wish i knew why i hear you calling
spend a couple days apart from you and it makes me feel like im
falling falling falling for you
i really fuckin adore you
wanna put you in some tupperware and then i wanna store you
tiny tiny tiny tiny
god you are so fucking tiny
no wonder you left you mustve felt so fucking way behind me
hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me
make me feel like im not worthy
show me how bad i am for you and why you do not deserve me
love me love me love me love me
all i wants for you to love me
if you dont wanna fuck thats fine but i want you to hug me

feelTheeeeFeeling

lyrics: 

been a couple years and still we cant get along
been a couple years and still i write so many songs
ur perfect to me like a painting u are drawn
and in another couple years the scars will be gone
except they wont be
the scars will stick with me
ill keep on hurting
ill keep on floating 
im sure ill make it out my journey
yeah feel im floating
on all these druggies
but i dont want these
all i wants for you to love me love me love me love me
and im not worried
so you can hurt me
so have ur way with me
if its what you really want then you can just torture me
you were hurting me but still i loved you
because i get it
because i get the loneliness and why you defend it
ive been there
ive been there too
and now because of that i know what that shit does to you
i text you
i call you too
i send the cops to ur house
i eat you
i wanna eat you
so just get in my fucking mouth
i love you
i fucking love you
in the way a cat loves a mouse
i know i lit the fire but let me be the one to douse
you can come to me because its a block ive been around
really thought that you were gonna leave me at the lost and found
really thought that you were gonna put me in a cup and make me drown
i aint a cowboy but im way too fuckin big for this town
i wanna keep you on me like an accessory
wanna bring you everywhere and keep you from being free
after all my evil im surprised that you still love me
after all my evil how the fuck could you still love me
after all my evil how the fuck did you not run away
even when ignoring me you still chose to stay
depression is a dragon and its one i cannot slay
such a fuckin fraud and im a loser and yeah im gay
ur such a fuckin faggot when i see it it makes me day
wanna be ur pet and in ur bed ill stay still and lay
ill watch you all night and ill wait for the moment you wake
i climb into your bed and you dont notice you crush me with weight
i say a lot of shit but ive learned over time that i dont play
i get a lot of shit but i dont let it ruin my day
im surprised you didnt take your chance to get away
and in another couple years the scars will go away
except they wont be
the scars will stick with me
ill keep on hurting
ill keep on floating 
im sure ill make it out my journey
yeah feel im floating
on all these druggies
but i dont want these
all i wants for you to love me love me love me love me
and im not worried
so you can hurt me
so have ur way with me
if its what you really want then you can just torture me
you were hurting me but still i loved you
because i get it
because i get the loneliness and why you defend it
ive been there
ive been there too
and now because of that i know what that shit does to you
i text you
i call you too
i send the cops to ur house
i eat you
i wanna eat you
so just get in my fucking mouth
i love you
i fucking love you
in the way a cat loves a mouse
i know i lit the fire but let me be the one to douse
you can come to me because its a block ive been around
really thought that you were gonna leave me at the lost and found
really thought that you were gonna put me in a cup and make me drown
i aint a cowboy but im way too fuckin big for this town
i wanna keep you on me like an accessory
wanna bring you everywhere and keep you from being free
after all my evil im surprised that you still love me
after all my evil how the fuck could you still love me
after all my evil how the fuck did you not run away
even when ignoring me you still chose to stay
depression is a dragon and its one i cannot slay
such a fuckin fraud and im a loser and yeah im gay
ur such a fuckin faggot when i see it it makes me day
wanna be ur pet and in ur bed ill stay still and lay
ill watch you all night and ill wait for the moment you wake
i climb into your bed and you dont notice you crush me with weight
i say a lot of shit but ive learned over time that i dont play
i get a lot of shit but i dont let it ruin my day
im surprised you didnt take your chance to get away

cat and mouse

i wanna marry my bed its the only place i lie
all my figures come alive and they wanna watch me die
when they see me they wonder what the fuck is wrong with that guy
they think that they see my life but they dont see me when i cry
i just wanna go away i wanna fly high
i just wanna go away bein an angel in the sky
they think that they see me but they just saw my disguise
do i tell the truth to myself or do i just always lie
with reminders i will take my meds but i cant take the lithium no more because it makes me throw up all over the floor
and yeah my life got some misery and sometimes wanna die
it dont matter to me at all as long as i can get fried
yeah i feel like things are falling apart and im gonna lose what matters to me most is that you or is that the control
and i talk about it all the time
yeah i talk about it all the time i do not wanna go back to the snow
worried that everyone around me is a motherfuckin hoe
truth dont line up with all my expectations so put on a show
and if ur feeling kinda sad you should just do some blow
and if we dont get somewhere soon i just might have to go
nah im playin with you but you werent that one time
felt like you wanted to put everything that makes us on the line
and when we were apart it tasted sour like a lime
and even though were far apart i love you like its not online

live fur ur notis :3

lyrics:

dont like where im at so gotta get higher
i employ you you gotta get hired
got benefits you dont wanna get fired
my heart
my heart
my heart turn to steel went through trial by fire
and i encounter so many fucking liars
when i die put me on a funeral pyre
i burn
i burn
i burn til the smoke rise up high in the air
when im not with you i start to get scared
dont want you to brush me out ur hair
like a bug 
like a bug
like a bug
all i wanna do is live right there
but i know life is way too unfair
so dont worry ill get out ur hair
i think
i think
i think
i think we really can work together
i really think we can beat the weather
i really think we can be forever
i noticed that you didnt say forever
you said for now
and i think not now
is that really genuine or are you trying to avoid sending me back to the snow
im sorry for what i did we can take it slow

dont like where im at so gotta get higher
i employ you you gotta get hired
got benefits you dont wanna get fired
my heart
my heart
my heart turn to steel went through trial by fire
and i encounter so many fucking liars
when i die put me on a funeral pyre
i burn
i burn
i burn til the smoke rise up high in the air
when im not with you i start to get scared
dont want you to brush me out ur hair
like a bug 
like a bug
like a bug
all i wanna do is live right there
but i know life is way too unfair
so dont worry ill get out ur hair
i think
i think
i think
i think we really can work together
i really think we can beat the weather
i really think we can be forever
i noticed that you didnt say forever
you said for now
and i think not now
is that really genuine or are you trying to avoid sending me back to the snow
im sorry for what i did we can take it slow

b2gether

lyrics:

i feel like theres a lot that i dont really know about you
i thought that you were gonna be lost but then i found you
christmas coming up soon i dont want much i just wanna be around you
and i could blow up yeah i could blow up but i just want you

sleigh bells ringing ur gonna need some gloves and a mask
(sleigh bells ringing)
and im freezing and i dont know if our loves gonna last
(angels singing)

the reason that i love you is cause you make me feel like i aint max
(sleigh bells ringing)
the reason that i love you is cause you make me feel like i aint max

im sorry for all the times that i cannot fucking relax
(im sorry for the times)
i tried to quit the bad behavior but i just might relapse
(that i cant relax)

im sorry that i just see the feelings and i dont see the facts
(sometimes it gets to me)
im sorry that im raising the ceiling so fast
(every time it always feels like so much suffering)

i know that this shit aint a race, so why am i dead last?
(im sorry for hurting your feelings)
i know all about saving face, its written on my past
(im sorry for all the bad dealings)

ur so strong and resiliant, but im not built to last
(im sorry for all the bad things that i did to you)
ur forest is beautiful, but theres snakes in my grass

ur waterfalls brilliant, its shining bright like glass
the view is wonderful, the light shines off the axe
ur smile is radiant, it makes me relax
my expression is fearful, as you begin to hack
blood in the snow now, there is no turning back
gimme the low down, are you not coming back?
dont wanna slow down, just wanna hit the gas
aint got nowhere to go, ill draw my own map
ill draw my own map

its gettin cold out now and im worried for ur health
(im sorry for the time i told you i was gonna...)
you been out a long long time and ur covered in the filth

i been watching you play in the snow and im worried youll catch cold
(im sorry for putting you through hell)
wanna take you back into the house and get you all bundled

take you to the lost and found just so you can pick me out
(im sorry for all the things that i dont ever tell)
take me home with you and put me on a shelf

take me to the lost and found you can leave me on the ground
(im sorry for always crossing over the line)
ill just stay here and lie around think about you and lie around

its gettin cold out now and im worried for ur health
(im sorry for the time i told you i was gonna...)
you been out a long long time and ur covered in the filth

i been watching you play in the snow and im worried youll catch cold
(im sorry for putting you through hell)
wanna take you back into the house and get you all bundled

take you to the lost and found just so you can pick me out
(im sorry for all the things that i dont ever tell)
take me home with you and put me on a shelf

take me to the lost and found you can leave me on the ground
(im sorry for always crossing over the line)
ill just stay here and lie around think about you and lie around

lost andffound

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