lyrics

when i touch ground ur not even there
i cant make a sound from way under here
if i took that chance i promise i wish i tried
but i could never make u give an answer twice

are you there
are u there
life got way too rocky
i just sit in this shit and stare
i got plenty problems oh i know u couldnt care
im sending out a rocket 
in this shit i send a flare
bb could u give a fuck bout me
for once in ur life
i been all alone with all the shit thats in my mind
could u tell me that im perfect
could u tell me that we’re fine
i had called this bluff like 20 different times

could u just stop talking to me
you broke it off
im on my knees
i need some space
give me it please
i see ur face inside my dreams
oh whys this always happening
am i not worth it anymore
oh can u jus come back to me
i said before ur all i need

are you there
are u there
life got way too rocky
i just sit in this shit and stare
i got plenty problems oh i know u couldnt care
im sending out a rocket 
in this shit i send a flare
bb could u give a fuck bout me
for once in ur life
i been all alone with all the shit thats in my mind
could u tell me that im perfect
could u tell me that we’re fine
i had called this bluff like 20 different times

are you there? (hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

mix & mastered in zaini’s room 
produced by @zainibeats & @skinnyatlas

Rise Up (prod by. skinny x zaini)

snow. (s0ftskelet0ns)

hello, this is a lot more personal, more from the heart.
thank you for listening,
i love you guys <3...
-vampy


---LYRICS---

I feel the quiet where your light once stayed
Empty corners calling your name

I try to breathe but the air won’t stay
Guess some wounds never fade away

And every step pulls me back to you
Like I’m walking through an old untruth

You were the cold in my chaos nights
I’m reaching for your fading light

If you hear me breaking through
lost in the echo of you

Love decayed
Where we use to be
Sing me to sleep
Bitch
Just sing to me

If you hear me fall apart
Dont reach out

Just keep the spark
The ghost I cant unsee

Every word you left cuts clearer
I still see you in the back of my mirror

Hands still shake when i say your name
Guess im the only one that couldnt change.

ghost. (michael harrison)

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

all the time

shoutout vampy for hoppin on this with me❤️
lyrics
MisFiiT

she my starlight my bitch she a bad hoe 
she call a truce on my mental battles 
i cook up when i feel hollow 
shoutout neer this beat ima borrow 
these songs a glimpse at my sorrow 
this the chorus i guess i don’t know tho 

she slid inside my head 
she made me feel understood when i would rot in my bed 
what is life without some love
you’re the greatest thing thing that happened to me i can think of 

i been wanting to die but you make me right 
you take my mind to anything but suicide 
time i always got time for you 
i’m usually baby blue but you’re like water baby you keep me functioning 

vampy

bit of frostbite in my chest
couldnt thaw it if i tried
nightmares on leash
but they circle when i lie
all the memories in my chest get louder when i close my eyes
til you cut into the static 
like a blade through the lies

been walking with the shadows
no one follows
heartbeats
echo through the hallows
fading whispers 
pain that swallows
in the dark im kind of swallowed

voices crawling through the gravel
smoking neon 
lifes a rattle
every step another shackle
dreams decay
i cant unravel
ghosts saw the past that always travels

starlight w/ vampy (NE’ERDOWELL)

the little things

i like it when i say ur name
and you say mine back 
if i text you still reply 
and it makes me smile 
it was by the powerlines
where you stole my heart 
i dont need to have it  back
you can keep it for a while 

we watched the fireworks and sat 
we both had this  pull it wasnt spoken only felt  
must have been the  power station buzzing in  the back  
i know some memories are best kept
frozen in time.. and its true
hold it inside.. every day i wake up i still think of you
frozen in time.. it would hurt too much so i wont ask the truth 
and you slow the time every time 
and all the things i wish youd say
i realize youll never say
but i guess thats what wishings for
so ill just hope and pray 
i just heard some static like your voice inside my head
but it was just the buzzing from the power station   
and right before my birthday we stayed in
if u want me to come back just say when 
in that house in my old bed 
i keep having dreams that i wake up and noones there 
theres no longer comfort in the loneliness 
 i reached out my hand cause you were holdin it 
on and on
i hope that you still keep the things that i made on your walls
you make my heart stop
frozen in time
and on and on
i sat on the porch you layed on the lawn 
i hope you keep the things that i made on your walls 
everything i said i swear i meant it all
at least you think im pretty
if you could go back i hope youd still kiss me
i still think youre the most beautiful girl ive ever seen

i like it when i say your name and you say it right back 
if i text you still reply and it makes me smile
on the porch face to face
when i gave you my heart
i dont need to have it back
you can keep it for a while
we watched the fireworks and sat
we both had this pulse it wasnt spoken only felt 
must have been the power station buzzin in the back
i know some memories are best kept 
frozen in time
hold it inside
frozen in time
and you slow the time every time


<3 i miss u

fireworks & powerlines

lil vault drop in honor of my brother tiedforsilver getting married ❤️

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i’ll fight this
feeling but i can’t shake it off me
since when did doing this become a need?
fearing that my addictions may lead
to complacency 

i’ll fight this feeling but i can’t shake it off of me
since when did doing this become something that i need
i fear that my addictions may lead to complacency 
my self-destructive habits will become the death of me

if i don’t give them up
my life will end abrupt
so if you gave i fuck 
you would come interrupt 
and save me from corrupt 
thoughts that get me stuck
knee high deep under the fucking mud

i’ve been scared but i got nowhere to run
you think it’s fair when you’re the only one
who’s having fun
i’m fucking done
nothings new underneath the fucking sun

i wish i cared but i don’t and that’s just who i am
i’ll give you what you want to help or make you understand 
that moving forward in this life was never part of my plan

but please tell me that you’ll see me in the morning
you know where i’ll be wasting time bed rotting 
the songs i write are like a pointless fucking story
i know it’s bad but imma hit this till im coughing blood

never knew what is was like to be understood
till i met you now im gone and i wish i would, have
checked on you more often
please don’t be dead or in a fucking coffin yuh

i still remember 
your face that december
grey skies in the winter
cold nights make my hands tremor 

i’ve been getting sick of tryna find out where you went
asking anyone around but answers aren’t that confident 
yelling at myself like i was in a fucking argument 
maybe i look insane but that’s just fucking, that’s just part of it

i’ll never know where you went and maybe that’s okay
i just hope that you are in a better place
i wish you would’ve left hints that you’d come back some day
just know a part of me won’t let your memory fade
i would never let your memory fade

sewerperson - 36,000 feet underwater in the western pacific (flip)

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