i hallucinate more than i dream (ft.heyzbee)

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

cover by @savehurtsouls

lyrics 

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

holding on to life while i run out
ur getting too loud , need to tone it down
licking at my wounds as they bleed out
i aint feel this way since ur in town
time out
time out
holding onto hope aint helping me out
time out
time out
i jus hope ur happy when u find out

hate the thought of leaving u alone
i pick meat off human femur bones
i saw travellers succumb to cold
and self sabatoge on the winding road

who saves u
when hell freezes over
im made to
make sure i see over my post
i thank u with torso asunder
i hate to
imagine ill forget this toast

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

Chalet

the grotto ft goneafteraugust

Inscrutable by Vails.

Lyrics & Vocals : Vails 

Beat Production :  Mackk 

https://on.soundcloud.com/iLEqEiCdTZ5ddmiy5

Master & Mix : etai s0

https://on.soundcloud.com/m6SKvVKM5pXNDJg98

Lyrics: 

Did you intend to come across malicious?
did the conversation end? 
Then why do I still hear ur voice 
It whispers whilst I lie in bed
choked up, so asphyxiated
this a pattern, all related 
Is it in my head? 

hear me now, we should break up
Oh I’m so  sorry 
you’ve cried off your make up 
it’s like a ghost of you 
Haunting me daily 
I didn’t mind it at first but now I’m crazy 

if ur gone be with me, just show me the way
know we had these differences , i always remained
babe by ur side , u forget I was there 
you at your lowest, I haunted u then

But now all the tables have turned and i feel just depressed 
You shout with a vengeance it’s piercing my chest 
words leave one ear as they passed through the first
Blank in my thoughts but my face is far worse 
no sign of remorse?
Wondering now if it’s something I want
Thinking oh maybe I do not deserve
Anything other than pain it’s a curse

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Inscrutable

prod: jewelryboy

shoutout to @liruuu for his beautiful verse :)

Lyrics:

i know you dont care like i do
all there is left is to thank you
just rotting in this bed cant leave my bedroom
just wishing i were dead, but it never came true

yeah i suppose i should change that
and tie the noose from the ceiling
and let it drop
with my neck in the middle of the knot
not knowing if ill make it out alive or not

Liru:
I gotta get it on my own now
been feeling dead inside my home now
lotta talking from my demons face to face
I ignored them now they hit me up on face time
she said that she love me im too young to understand
all of my emotions bottled up they wont come back
give me 20 reason why I am the only man
wake up the next morning and I see you with the gang
and I see you with the gang
I dont got no diamonds still I shine like diadems
lowkey on my grind to get back all the shit I had
sad in my lines im getting realer everyday
you dont even love me you just wanna play pretend

and now youre miles away
I cant even see you if I wanted to
my mind fades
castle in the hills like in the picture books
time to run away
now I gotta go get it and leave the planet
I was working late nights I got some plans ay
3am getting high from all the damage
maybe one day you will see how much ive changed ay

wishing i were dead (feat. liru.)

I said again, I don’t wanna be a victim no more
You take your time, to make me weaker 
You see me bleed on the floor
It’s a miracle how I keep getting up for the same old shit
Think it’s time I dip 
Into the water again 
Water again
was there a subliminal message from all those voice notes you sent
Cus I can’t decipher guess this isn’t my sixth sense and I been
So lost for so long,
I’m bugged out 
And I 
Need a reason cause I’m flat out 
On my face again 

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid 

I’m just tired sitting in the corner again
I’m so tied up I can’t call none of my friends
I just wanna fade away till I don’t exist 
So I can’t complain 
I’ve been falling again 
Everyone they turning me down 
Like the grit and the gain 
Now they Spit in my face 
I’m left unfazed 
Pacing around 
Stuck inside a spiral or maze 

falling into the same trap
A thousand times
Tried to find my way out, 
But the guidance always lies
no need to go boast
Had me crawling like a roach
Think it’s time we made a toast
I’m forever as a ghost now

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid

Roach (feat. Vails Prod by. The Sound Clown and lvposeidon)

(prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint)
tsuki kaneki X ylic 
mixed and mastered by me and ylic 
written by me and ylic 
this one means a lot to me so
please do enjoy:)

Lyrics: 
kaneki X ylic:
omg fuck its so hot in here bro
oh genuinely, hey do you think you can get me some ibuprofen please 
yeah hold on one sec hold on lemme do this this line 
..*hffff* *exhale* damn
shit 
alright can i get that shit please? >:0
here ya go *shakes* 
look it- it’s empty 
it doesn’t look empty??;( 
WE’RE OUT OF IBUPROFEN?!?
fuck 
SHIT

kaneki:
(ohhh
round, my love she came around
and dug myself into the ground 
i guess all of yall aroused 
since i caved in and drowned

(ahh-ahh-ohh)
baby whatchu talkin abt? its so bad
i dont need be talking abt it, not so fast 
i need time to laugh about it, dont be sad 
he shouldnt be so hard on himself, but they cant 

(waa ahhh woah )
get that he ain’t even comfortable wearing his own skin 
I bet you wouldn’t even fuck me if I had been him
woah
one day, she just stopped trying to fix it 
up and attem with a semi automatic and business

(wooo-ahhhhh-ohhh)
these bioengineered compund
i dont wanna lie, but I’m tired of shit now 
chemically imbalanced so I stay in and lay down

get off of ya damn phone
 i feel like a let down (WOAHHHHH-WOAAH)
drown, drowned 
they smiled in her fear
and they’re diggin her graveout 


ylic:
its different from before, i want to die i want it more 
cause i aint in this bed, just reminds me of you 
im seeing two (go out) 
green red and blue
what the fuck do i do when im without you?!  (love him)
without you:( 

kaneki:
i forget what the reason of wearing the crown was (so u tried)
s-so tell me, tell me, why i get so stuck (live on) 
(im so sick of this shit)

ylic X kaneki: 

i dont wanna die today (die today) 
but im using all this substance tryna die
today (die today)
now my vision yeah its kinda grey (its kinda fucking grey)
waking up like everyday (every god damn day)
and i know what im trying to say (what im trying to say)
but the words wont come out of my throat 
just break (idontknowidontknowidontknow)
and my whole body it just starts to ache (starts to ache)
and im not rlly a fan of this way
but its the only way (but its the the only way)
aboutayearagoilostmybae (lost my bae) 
but it still feels like today 
and yeah im tell you thatim not okay (i’m not okay)
ill push my feelings away and yeah ill im say im okay
but im not and lets be real you can tell that ive been hiding well 
im being brainwashed by your spell 
but i wont kiss and tell 
and thats how i fell
and thats how i fell
yeah thats how i fell for you 

the clock is tickinng im itching
and all i hear is your bitching 
but i somt get it youre winning 
bc im staying away from you 
its all i think i can rlly do :/ 


(i cant mom..
you dont know what youre fucking doing to me..
mom im in pain,
how could you do this to your son you bitch
you fucking bitch..)
:/

i hallucinate more than i dream (ft.heyzbee)

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