Falling In My Own Deception (prod Shiro & Angst)

on CA 1 n we’re not goin slow 
in my duffel got an oz of dro n everybody knows 
pillsbury boy i’m fuckin made of dough 
roll my doubters in cinnamon rolls 
u know they’re gettin smoked! 
as above 
if i’m goin up it’s so below 
in dire straights so i put on the rings n i can see the ghosts 
n i’m looking like the witch king in that ricky O 
she got wings but baby’s kisses sting when she’s doin blow 
gotta keep it real w u IK my curses 
prada purses keep it on my person 
wrists are always surfin 
i can open up if u and i r tight but just not on the surface 
i feel like wendy darling, fly away at night 
i can’t b gettin nervous 
i feel special when she text me 
but ill just skrt off in that lexy
i’m mostly empty 
24 oz like a venti 
this pack giving me narcolepsy 
i’m telling u so indirectly 
cop ancient silver off of etsy 
jewelry so wet i could jetski 
i need some clothes, hit up my broski 
grinding so hard it get so lonely
only that top shelf what i’m smokin 
girl watch ur heart, it might get broken 
always talkin r u joe rogan? 
only vintage japanese clothing 
standing 10 down, it’s like i’m bowling 
i give in, then i start flowing 
that’s my only option 
i’m done respawning 
don’t feel like me, i’m so off it 
skeletons in my closet 
feel like some teeth how i’m flossing 
i’m sipping tea and smoking blossoms 
i start 2 sink taking losses 
at the bikini bottom 
dudes moving weird round me 
i’ll roll some loud pack 
take him out the game like referee im rlly bout that 
pop out to the function with my teams were probly put back 
i can’t even function, chasing cheese get the mouse trap 
tethered to the pleasure in this dream but i’m out bad 
i’m stomping round miharayasuhiro toe tags 
don’t kno if i can kno what it means so i won’t ask 
i walk this empty street, that means i can go fast

3 Maustrap

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & spiral
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Said I’m going down to the grove are you with that
Would you do it for a kiss or a kit kat
I ain’t really one for the chit chat
Small talk cause you know I get a big bag
Crosswalk gotta stop at the red flag
Short walk to the store we could pop tags
Got tired got bored got whiplash
You’re fired I quit gotta split paths
My tires get ripped by the dirt path
You might as well sit we can talk fast
You’re tryna move in with a nomad
Go fast don’t speed don’t slow that
And she don’t like beats with the hi hats
And my songs aren’t sweet when I’m so mad
I don’t get no sleep if I yawn that’s why
Pay it off infinitely cause it cost that
These are just words with no concept
So say something to contradict that
I had to distance myself I went way back
Don’t wanna tell u I’m out of my element
Don’t wanna talk in the room there’s an elephant
Walked in the room now I think that she’s heaven sent
Always the lies in the night with your innocence
Speak with your chest when you talk to me talk with some confidence
I wanna know what it takes
For you to see me the same
You already know i always plan to change
I dug myself in graves 
It doesn’t matter where I run to
If I’m gonna fall back in the same place
It always ends in vain
Why you talk so loud
I can hear what you’re tryna say but it’s like the words just don’t come out
I don’t wanna let you down

infinite cost w/ spiral (+ benjithemachine)

let it all go

let it all go [prod. recyclebin & lewisgoing]

RIPTIDE 

wake up in the PMs, drink a redbull then i get goin 
i gotta get this money, get a big bag
big luggage, still towing 
gotta give myself to the riptide, only way to keep flowing 
im kinda shy, but i keep pulling eyes walking round in rick owens 
i couldn't tell u why 
i'm blowing thru the weeks, im wasting thru the nights 
at least my fit is nice 
right now i'm not tryna talk, but let's see when we get high 
i thought it'd never get this far but it's perfect 
there's something beautiful in pain, make it art, make it worth it 
she said i don't know who u are, it's not working 
just let me kiss u one last time as i fall, cue the curtain 
just let me miss u one last time, now i'm balling, im surfing 
gotta go out on my own, find the truth, find my purpose 
in my heart i'm always home, but it's chrome so i'm ruthless 
smoke a whole blunt to the dome, my eye bags look like bruise 
lightning on my jeans, bitch i feel like thor 
get the bag like it's mjölnir
got that takahashi sweater on me so i'm warm 
but i'm still feeling so weird 
it's that's up n down 
it's that beauty beast with no crowns 
i'm just tired, no goodyear 
i'm like forgiato rims, spinning round and round 
bape belt, bape kicks 
up a tree, im boutta face it 
bound my demons, im still fiending 
black sheep, im always outside 
i find the wolf inside 
molt away my hide 
designer shades, u can't see my tears, can't see my eyes 
i'm making plays, wishing u could see me, ur still blind

15 Riptide

FIERI SHIT 

high priest, great dreamer 
guide me to see clearer 
rock tee, sky witch 
the deep sea might split 
this all leaves n life's quick 
the fall leaves ignite quick 
i roll em up 
been feeling better detached, i been giving no fucks 
like hanukkah, my phones at 1% i hope it lasts the whole night, im so deep in the club 
puzzle jeans, beauty beast, looking for my missing piece 
bubble wrap round my fragrance, came from the middle east 
holy grail on my legs, undercover 68 
last supper in the bay then i'm flying out the states 
in the club, breaking day, off so much MDMA 
talk to god in my brain, catch a flight to r'lyeh 
i travel space, astronaut in the ocean 
lay down n pray, idk what i'm hoping for 
i'm awake in my dream, there's an open door 
still he sleeps on the ocean floor 
the unknown, it's the void it's the source 
shit, i gotta go headfirst off the shore
triple dog dare myself, i gotta make the leap 
i'm taming cerberus, i feel like heracles 
i'm always surfing it, im following the breeze 
i'm hanging 10, got that kapital on me 
it's such a pity, she's so pretty n she gets me 
when i'm at home alone can't help but feeling empty 
a toad inside my throat, i smoke that horn of plenty 
i tote that amulet around so they can't tempt me 
one day i'm gon open up my eyes n she'll be gone 
i'll write u a poem u can read when u feel lost 
smoking thru the reds, i can hardly breathe, forget the cost 
shit i never said, it's still haunting me, it's a problem 
torn up jeans with red thread, i just copped em
the devil is my friend, dead head, trip into a coffin 
need that reset, hold onto her memories, im bawlling
fieri shit, they all want the recipe, im saucing

14 Fieri Shit

FEED THE BEAST 

don't get to close cuz it's dark inside 
got it rolled, just needa look for a light 
i walk a lonely road, my shadow stays by my side 
ive been alone for days, it's time that i look inside 
i just pulled up at the beach and i smell like creed 
sippin moscato thru my teeth, smoking thru the trees 
looking for something to eat, gotta feed the beast 
i like her but she not my bae, we just fwb 
shit i been missing the bay, but i fuck w greece 
rocking black leather head to toe, feel like i'm in grease 
looks like u got something to say, well why don't u speak? 
they think i don't know when they hate, this ain't spinal tap 
i think they're missing what i'm sayin, u should run it back 
n i'm not tryna miss my plane, i can't take a nap 
and u know my shirt is flames, i feel like i'm sapnap 
undercover on my jeans, mix it with that raf raf 
i love the ocean on my skin, i don't need a raft 
she wanna dance like uma thurman 
but that's not all 
floating round looking for a purpose...
shaking up my magic 8 ball, im talking to god 
no one else has got my back 
no one else has got this bag 
vintage prada and it's in some rare ass colorway
she said bring the marijuana, diesel or the haze? 
i gotta fill the void with something 
even my shadow leaves when it gets dark 
wolfsbane, burning thru the leaves, an autumns park
harvest moon, feel it changing me, i feel the spark 
silver links keep a chain on me, give me a 3rd degree

15 Riptide

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