Sad Vibes 3/3

Big sad

STCCv2

wastedyouth

Silent

aB$luT3 tR4shw

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

in ur arms (ft. noah2000) (prod. dead spyro)

i love everyone!!!!!!!!!! #life fuck

hmu if you wanna buy a beat or a feature or smthn

lets #make friends

i hate you tho

we gon make this work thru

gone broke again off the dro

headaches when I’m coming home

when the suns out I’m gone

mistakes on someone

getting tired of being had

they’re getting tired of me being sad

bottom of the lake in a bag

i feel it’s time now

any day

been a while since felt this way

under skin and the flesh decay

bout time someone took my place

in this time I met my self

it’s a broke life in a cell

stay in don’t help yourself



nthng mns nthng anymre

project   \/   ?

help_urself

explicit

Prod by Odece
mixed by @dreadfulweeks
https://open.spotify.com/album/3TXCzxpLgVY67xUi7p9eTc?si=dcQDJI6WQa-Lh0D7v9KvzA
<3

Watch me perform this song here: https://youtu.be/ufZ6Tzi8u3Q

Lyrics:

I don’t really wanna grow up (grow up)
I can never stop I don’t wanna lose focus (focus)
They can’t slow me down, no they cant
I can’t grow up, grow up
They all acting like they know us (know us)
I color beats just like Crayola (Yola)
Ask your baby what’s the hold up (hold up yeah)
I can’t find a reason
I can never see em
She left me with amnesia
My team wants me to lead them (Yeaaa)
I know you want a feature
I remember sitting on the bleachers
I could never get along with teachers
I think I finally found my reason (Yeaaa)
And when I look into her eyes
I see the stars start to collide
All of my heart wants sacrifice
But if I do, I’ll pay the price
Listen to my heart so I know what’s right
I gotta face my fears, I can never hide
I am searching for the reasons in this life
Ima go and celebrate, oh it’s mine (yeah yeah yeah)

iTunes

Listen to my Heart! lvl 9 「+Odece」

won't watch us wither away... 🥀

lyrics:

wake up from the sun dancing through the curtains
illuminating places where you used to fall asleep in my arms
the spotlight that won't let me heal from my scars

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i can't even bare to look myself in the eyes
cuz the mirror glares back and you're right by my side
rain falls down and my head's in the sky
don't forget i love you til the day i die

no you don't deserve this
and i hope you heard this
and you felt the same way you did
when i pressed my face up against your forehead

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers

spotify

flowers (ft. yesterday)

Northwest fuck up think I just ran out of love
I don’t really feel it when she tells me that I’m not enough
Weekends freaken love me with no meaning
I think that you hide it when you start to get a feeling

Fuck me up because I love the feel
Open up and throw away the seal
Touch of love but we know it’s not real
Throw it all up when I realize she deals
Only in the moment yeah I know you told me
Been a couple years and I still feel lonely

Northwest fuck up think I just ran out of love
I don’t really feel it when she tells me that I’m not enough
Weekends freaken love me with no meaning
I think that you had it when you start to get a feeling

Baby just take it off you know you so appealing
I can’t help but show it when my backs up to the ceiling
Now it’s different miss I just wanna go back
Not with it finished but I really always known that
Now it’s different miss I just wanna go back 
Not with it finished but I really always known that
Lately I’ve been feeling fucking seasick
I’m not even floating think I ended up in pieces
think I ended up in pieces
think I ended up in pieces
think I ended up in pieces
I'm not even floating think I ended up in pieces
I'm not even floating think I ended up in pieces

I’m not even floating think I ended up in pieces 
And every single time I tell myself I don’t need this
I’m not even floating think I ended up in pieces 
And every single time I tell myself I don’t need this
I don't need this no

Northwest fuck up think I just ran out of love
I don’t really feel it when she tells me that I’m not enough
Weekends freaken love me with no meaning
I think that you hit it when you start to get a feeling 
Northwest fuck up think I just ran out of love
I don’t really feel it when she tells me that I’m not enough
Weekends freaken love me with no meaning
I think that you hit it when you start to get a feeling 
Northwest fuck up think I just ran out of love
I don’t really feel it when she tells me that I’m not enough
Weekends freaken love me with no meaning
I think that you hit it when you start to get a feeling 
I think that you hit it when you start to get a feeling
I think that you hit it when you start to get a feeling

Spotify

No Meaning (prod. splashgvng)

weathering the storm

feelings. (p. lxve)

heres an old gem i rediscovered the other day :)

LYRICS:

maybe I'm no one
get caught in the undertow drown in the ocean
if i left one day would anybody care
baby i think that im just broken

trapped in my mind
wasting my time
no you dont love me im living a lie
passed out on the bathroom floor
im so numb i cant feel anymore
every breath i take
another second i waste
think im choking up from all this heartache

maybe I'm no one
get caught in the undertow drown in the ocean
if i left one day would anybody care
baby i think that im just broken

sadness thru ur cell phone (rare/old) (prod. ahn)

spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/album/2gm9dmGIUM3PQ1RhJ0suXA

matter: follow me https://app.matter.online/artists/@notlocked
@prodaura
@i9bonsai


notlocked
in the mirror i see nothing
i turn nothing into something
x2

notlocked
in the mirror i see nothing
i turn nothing into something
and I love the, the light
but it hurts so good so bright
i looked into the mirror 
everything got clearer
i cant see reflections
im a vampire, deception

i9bonsai
stake 2 my heart,,
 break me apart,,  
no time for games you say,,
 im waiting night and day,, 
u cant trust me,,
 i just lost u,, 
inv me in,, 
and itll cost u

notlocked
life is just so delicate 
life is just so excellent
you are, my heaven sent
you fill me, my deficit 
w/out you, i am lost
frozen cold, in the frost
frozen cold, in the frost
stay with you, at any cost

instagram

vamp ++ i9bonsai prod auradu2k (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

lyrics
i can feel that the tensions flooding

i dont think im the one that she wants to see

i dont know what the fuck it is she wants from me

ill fall back, you take the lead

my self doubt it starts to feed

YOU CAN LOVE OR HATE ME
I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK
EVERYTHING IS DEAD OH
EVERYTHING JUST FUCKING SUCKS

TENSION

song by @prodpitfall @misakufoxx & @0wido (instagram)... ................@prodpitfall @shadowkingkillz & me (soundcloud)

chrome (ft. misakufoxx & pitfall)

Emmanuel

Narcos

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

cease2exist ft. d1v「prod. sg37」

just wanna have fun :)「prod. karasu x cozin」

prod me

Shawty_Said_She_Wanna_Meet_Me_Online__Twikipedia_.mp3


Lyrics:

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok go i dont know
when im crashing at the show
i just want 4 u to know that i would love 2 take u home
ok woah and i know
i cant take it anymore
he was talking all that talk but when i see him he gon fold

(they keep calling up my phone... when i see him he gon fold)

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok now i know whats real whats fake
wake up running 2 the bank
got a smile across my face
dollar billz gon pave the way

said that he invincible... ok come and watch this (shoutout quinn :D)
LGBT choppa cuz its coming out the closet
ATM god damn i might go deposit
track down his location leave him leaking like a FauCet (He DIED)

Ok stop it... Let the Choppa... do the choppin
cuz its talking... we gon find him.. run his pockets
leave him jobless... if i like it.. imma cop it
not an option... listen to me.. like a prophet

but im not. i cant stop. getting guap. 
making money is so fun
he get shot. in my block
cause he rly is an opp
take my watch. you get shot
and i put that shit on god
heard that boy was talking down dont get surprised when he get dropped

yeah i know. imma blow. got a car now im on go
ask me why im getting money cuz i did what im suppose
imma buy. all these clothes. dat u never seen before
feel like frieza im too cold feel like pero i cant fold (lol)
i been pushing through these boulders i been tryna get them rolled
i been trynna change my habits cause i know i do the most

go u getting old. hunnid thousand on my ghost
i gotta go. no. trust me i know. he getting burnt like some toast
turn to a ghost. all of these guns that i tote. copy my style like some clones
it is so gross. ask me questions like a host. i knew that boy was a hoo eeee

online 🌎

[prod wstdyth]

lyrics:

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo 

marks on my eyes 
and i feel like it’s a bad trip 
see sum undercover 
and i know i gotta have it 
looking like an angel 
gucci on her belt clip 
i just started feeling kinda down 
and i can’t help it 

she lift me up now 
i don’t want a buss down 
this is straight silver 
never gonna rust out 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 

wait 
i just want a moment when i’m looking at ur face 
i don’t have enough time 2 be feeling any hate 
living in the dark 
i be playing with my fate 
i can see a ghost and he’s creeping in my place 

try to use the time that i have can’t waste 
feeling like a god i been feeling like i’m based 
wanna talk shit 
better get up 2 my pace  
only 2.8 man this packs underweight 

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo

halo

https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus
 

turn the lights off
turn the lights off
i can't sleep now
pull up at your house
is it love when you bring me so down
i keep breaking but you bring me back around
and it hurts when you say you love me 
i know you don't
i just want you to want me 
i know you won't
i know that you don't think of me when you're alone
and i've been trying to stay
but your so cold

i'll never be the person you want
everyday you make it harder and harder to trust
i would do anything
but nothing is ever enough
if you dont need me then tell me 
i'm sick of faking the love
sick of you faking to care
but you push me away
i know you see how it kills me 
but you don't care anyway
i know it's sad that im still trying
you don't care anyway

lights/breaking [kaktus]

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

mv - https://youtu.be/SIXmVwkA9XY

i woke up, nights nowhere
i dont mind, get closer
this cant be the closer
i want to feel warmer

cause lately
cause lately you drive me crazy
cant take it
cant take it but im waiting

please tell me
what are you willing to do
so baby
why aint you text me lately

so baby, just tell me
go crazy, cant phase it
but its just how it do
im close to you, i cried for you

cause baby im into you
in for a clue
ill search through you

and truly i need you
its not for a look
ill haunt you

and i, forever will feel unsatisfied
i put up with things in my mind
you know that you all on my mind
i promise ill make it alright

make it alright...

cause lately
cause lately you drive me crazy
cant take it
cant take it but im waiting

please tell me
what are you willing to do
so baby
why aint you text me lately

so baby, just tell me
go crazy, cant phase it
but its just how it do
im close to you, i cried for you

cause baby im into you
in for a clue
ill search through you

and truly i need you
its not for a look
ill haunt you

lately (yung prenup)

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

prod wstd

lyrics:

out the window of my castle see me flying in the sky 
and my armor shining so bright 
make the stars bow 
baby i’m the ruler of the night 
u see my true form but it’s still alright 
i know u wanna grow closer when look at me 
we can’t communicate cuz baby i’m a different breed
the sun shatters in its form when i fucking breathe
shatter in my lungs i can’t fucking breathe

nightruler

prod wstd

lyrics:

losing track of the days 
fendi on my waist 
off the edibles 
i feel like i’m in a daze 
don’t go out in the heat 
i’m staying in my place 
i be rolling up tree 
ya i got hella strains 

why can’t i fall asleep 
i’m feeling hella strange 
trap me in the night w a jinx
i’m hooded like a mage 
i'm walking into the woods and i don’t leave a trace 
see u staring at me 
u looking at my chains 

she be kissing my neck 
i think i like that 
spend a day out at that coast 
that prada side bag 
and i fill it with gas 
i’m smoking night pack 
anything thats bringing me down 
i’m moving right past

shawty got hennessy in her cup 
i just got some bands and they doubled up 
feel like peep when i ride that mercedes truck 
can’t forget to say RIP, shit was fucked 
i be smoking og lookin at the sun 
raf simons on me with the number nine 
i’m sipping guayaki,  i’m wasting time 
i got pre rolls and we smoking 5 
YSL thats on my scent now 
i been falling i got sent down 
say u hate me well it’s just as well 
i'm feeling dead like i’m SNL 
yamamoto thats my fucking jeans 
i got nike forces on my feet 
tap my arm cuz i’m in a dream 
magic numbers i got triple 3s 
reciting spells and its to a T 
double vision so i cannot see 
feel a ghost hand it’s touching me 
maybe im just on the LSD 
in the woods i see talking trees 
show me all that i need 2 see 
with the ents i feel like everything 
eating mushrooms, smoking leaves

losing track of the days

@hammy

lyrics:

know she see me scoring 
4 in the morning
i should be asleep, it don’t look like i’m ignoring
candles at my feet
counting bands like i’m hoarding 
i can’t get attached to results and rewardings
sometimes i feel broken 
that’s why i been saving up my potions 
and i’m always gonna change i’m in motion 
i can’t keep the light i’m not good with my devotion 
got divided i’m the quotient 

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars 

rolling up this flower 
i got magic powers 
u can wear my rings now 
everything is ours 
meeting with the fairies 
feel like close encounters 
silver left a burn on my wrist
smokin sour 
reborn in an hour 

hammy:
always smoking loud
dont wanna hear u now
after hours at the park im just walking round
off a heavy dose
im such a lonely ghost
deep inside the ground is where i wanna go
underneath the dirt and inside the flames
nothing of me left only ash remains
i got frozen blood running thru my veins
Vivienne charms on my silver chain

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars

motion w/ hamilton

msg(winter)

thank you for listening 
<3
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever


it hurts me over n over again 
i think something’s wrong with my head
it’s easy to try and pretend 
but sometimes i’d rather be dead
i’m paranoid 
think you hate me 
shedding tears over our polaroids 
expectations on my chest, defenses i employ 

it’s okay, you can tell me i’m wasting your time
you don’t feel like you did and it’s fine 
you don’t miss me, it’s alright 
i get a bag n i spend it real quick 
i got some diamonds they dance on my wrist 
see me n public now they want a pic 
money can’t come much more easy than this 
every night i spent dreaming of shit 
every night i spent waiting for this 
i could lose it all
i don’t wanna fall 
i could pull the trigger 
paint the fucking wall

paranoid (prod. 2001 & jolst)

produced by skress, ssort, dazegxd and myself

see me (skress, ssort, dazegxd, mochila)

waking up early in the morning
i feel like a butterfly, transforming
rolling up in the park and we're soaring
take a lil walk into the woods, i'm exploring

archive falling off my ass
smoking on the gas
miss her so i'm feeling kinda down, i know that'll pass
always sippin guayaki, i been moving fast
am i living in a dream
i don't get attached

always overthink, i can't let it go
yea i'm fucking gone off the edibles
smoking fireworks, its a spectacle
guess that i b acting unprofessional

lost it, we lost it
deadzone so toxic
rainfall from my wrist
so cold i got sick

some1 in my dream, its a jester
following a rainbow, there's a treasure
u don't gotta listen 2 me now, i'm 4ever
she's gonna stare into my soul if we're together
heard u talkin shit, i won't let it fly
i been cuttin people out my life, i'm the bad guy
i can'y get outside my head when i stay inside
i been savin up my mana 4 the right time

archive falling off my ass
smoking on the gas
miss her so i'm feeling kinda down, i know that'll pass
always sippin guayaki, i been moving fast
am i living in a dream
i don't get attached

ruby [w/ erisu] [odece x cozin]

2much w/ skele (xmichaelwarren)

crusifye - saks 5th (prod. Maknae)

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts
Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

Always stressin
Always second guessing
Lost inside my life
I got no direction
So imma do these drugs
Till I'm seeing heaven
Waking up in hell
I don't know what happened
Demons at my door
And they always knocking
When I try to sleep
They tell me I'm nothing
And it's driving me crazy
I feel like everybody hate me

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts

Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry