Hydrangea

Sadboy Bangers

November

♠ Cry'blood ♠

January 2020 🔥

lyrics (stripped right from genius):
(orignal: https://soundcloud.com/chloeburbank/plastictaste }
I can do this face to face
But I'll admit that I'm afraid
Let this romance go to waste
Excuse me for my plastic taste
Excuse me for my plastic taste
Excuse me for my plastic taste

Excuse me for my plastic taste
Excuse me for my plastic taste
Let these moments go to waste
Go to waste
source: http://genius.com/Joji-plastic-taste-lyrics

joji - plastic taste (slowed)

joji - you suck charlie [slowed]

so high (SLOWED)

θ

Guitar sample is from Empire! Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - How to Make Love Stay (https://empireempire.bandcamp.com/album/what-it-takes-to-move-forward)

Bridge

worldstar money - joji (slowed) instagram @wyabreez

First song off me and @lullabyboy's upcoming EP "You'll care when I'm gone."

I don't wanna hold back,
I just wanna go back,
days in the school year,
hangin' in my bedroom,

Skippin' in the halls yeah,
runnin' from the cops yah,
thought I was in love girl,
tired of this fake world.

don't ever hold back,
from me,
and I know,
that you're all alone,
you're all alone,
without me,
without me girl,
and so am I.

Thought I was in love (prod. Discent) [dead broke x lullabyboy]

youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbXj2CEe0_tjbntpsSCaWlQ
Soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.com/samtheretard

Joji Thom (reverb&slowed

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/25vjh8aBWtwlHaGCemNDZC

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/better-off-single/1462118178

better off (prod. Young Taylor)

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

AFRAID (PROD. VVSPIPES)

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

BAD HEART w/ suisai

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

w/ @lilskeleskrrt

[wstdyth]:
i dont know u
not the way that i used to 
magic in my blood
eyes open with the new moon
spring is bringing something
i can feel it in my chest
i can never fall asleep
cuz im haunted by your breath

and i cant do this anymore
and im sorry baby but im worn
losing so much fucking sleep
im medicated every night
my thoughts are killing me

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

[lil skele]:
I just need time 
but like 
seeing your eyes makes me feel like I’m dying 
past the horizon 
when I’m with you yea I feel like I’m flying

baby I thought u were mine 
I’m sorry but I need some time 
you were the one so divine 
i have to let go I’m sorry I tried

[wstdyth]:
i cant sleep cuz u dont know
how u make me feel
just tell me this is real
i just want this to be real

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time w/ skele

prod wastedyouth

lyrics:

i got a show
got some doobies
she pull up cuz she a groupie
i been faded
watch me do me
i been trippin on the goomies

fuck with me but u a goofy
yeah im medicated cuz im moody
i been fuckin with this new me
so why u actin like u knew me

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

keep me sane
she keep me sane and im in love with that
she be goin round my brain and i just want her bad
she my main im out this way and i be smokin pack
im in love with that
im in love with that

shes comin over and i feel like i dont know me
yeah i dont know me
i been so lonely
getting high and im fallin so slowly
i need u to hold me
i been so lonely

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

spotify 💕

bloodmoon

@ianndior - pouring (prod. @mjnichols_)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

lyrics
--------
is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule

sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean

from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital

is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole

follow 93feetofsmoke

i wonder (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLwSyzwRCsA
Prod by me & @yongerbeats
mixed by me

So Icy Records!

thought we were forever but u know ur clever
so u would do shit like just lie in my face
never say never but my heart is severed
i dont think i ever wanna see you again
i gave you trust and you gave me lust
i guess i deserve it for fuckin a friend
i can look in your eyes and see when your lying
so how you gone look at me tryna pretend

i been running from demons so gotta get high
i smoke me a blunt to reset my mind
i smoke to the face
cause imma get paid regardless of what the fuck i do tonight
she been on my mind
she know im shy
she know i fuck better when im off the drugs
i aint seen my momma yeah it's beena  minute maybe im missing all the love

i had to move out my hometown
now i got money and hoes now
ur bitch aint a whale but she goes down
and people surprised cause im profound

pull up with me, we vip, im in the back of the club w the ice
diamonds on me,im really shining, tell me why yo hoe is tryna be my wife
she know imma star so shorty a stan
i pop xanny bar and fly to japan
designer my pants to stunt on ur mans
i feel like imt ecca im flying to france

oh yeah
it's tommy szn (lol)

Tommy Ice - Forever (Video in description)

Don't fall in love with me,
Don't fall in love with me, no no.

And every night that I cry,
I'm so alone, nobody wants to-
pick up the phone and call..

Stay Away, I’m Hurting.

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

I Hate That I Still Think About You ft. dying in designer

Stick Up

Løv Li - Sorry is about a loved one who passed away.

Lyrics:
I say nothing at all
Non of my fears
Nothing comes near

You say nothing at all
Gone with the tide
To the other side

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Teardrops on the floor
Bottles of wine
Left from before

Say something I'm begging you
I can't go on without your love

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Sorry
mama I'm sorry
I'm sorry mama I'm sorry

Sorry

Løv Li - Sorry

20/20

she only hit me up because of my design Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

prod. amadxus & me
cover art by https://twitter.com/n1ghtf0rce

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Bixby ✨
💎 @ihatebixby 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatebixby/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatebixby 💎

✨Amadxus ✨
💎 @amadxus 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/amadxuskawaii/ 💎
💎 https://twitter.com/amadxuskawaii 💎

lyrics:
i can never tell u how u how im really feeling
looking to the sky wondering if u can u feel me
everyone deserts me no they dont deserve me
keep my circle small sit back and watch the bridges burning

tears flow like a river
didnt even kiss her
but she stole my heart
delete the drafts that say i miss her

and i know she hates me
please dont tell her
that i still care
and i still love her

and i know im winning 
always tryna get more commas 
got  hoes  thinking that i want them
must be something in the water
i pull to the function 
know that all im wearing prada
got a new taste for designer
and she knows im a provider

pls don't hit my line
i swear to god im doing fine
she only hit me up bc of my designs
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

and get the fuck out of my mentions
pussy boy u are pretentious
i got new designer jeans and shit yk my ife expensive
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

stream ❄️

designer talk w/ bixby ღ (prod. ihatepolar & amadxus)

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

Thanks for all your support in 2019, we goin dummies in 2020 ;)

Lyrics:
Shig:
Baby just come kiss me thru the phone
Playing final fantasy alone
Lately Ive been feeling like a ghost
Lavender town shit
Feelin so haunted
Alone in this silence
You're the only one who can solve this

And when ur right beside me ur the reason that my heart beats
And every time u leave the room I can feel my heart bleed
Woah, you know, just come home

Yeah, and lately I've been feeling like a ghost
You're the one who knows me the most
You're eyes have been driven me mad
Yeah you know were chasin bags
Yeah you got me in trance
when u dance, when u dance like that

And ill pray for a sunrise, cause im not doing alright, tonight

Josh:
Like a ghost, like a ghost
???
On the phone, on the phone
Feel like Souja boy u won't leave me alone

Don't expect to get a call because u fucked up
Im with paper plates u know we doin donuts
Been a long coming but u know I finally blowed up
Yeah they wanted pictures every time I fucking show up

Dancing in the moonlight
We got jza on the beat so its a hit like, damn
Why'd u have to leave like that?
Damn, Why'd u have to hurt me mad

ghost w/joshuasageart (p. YungJZAisDead)

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

wstdyth