September 2020 🔥

Sad Vibes 3/3

losing track of the days / nightruler

The Upload

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

cease2exist ft. d1v「prod. sg37」

Delivered (Prod. By Shinjin)

just wanna have fun :)「prod. karasu x cozin」

prod me

Shawty_Said_She_Wanna_Meet_Me_Online__Twikipedia_.mp3


Lyrics:

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok go i dont know
when im crashing at the show
i just want 4 u to know that i would love 2 take u home
ok woah and i know
i cant take it anymore
he was talking all that talk but when i see him he gon fold

(they keep calling up my phone... when i see him he gon fold)

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok now i know whats real whats fake
wake up running 2 the bank
got a smile across my face
dollar billz gon pave the way

said that he invincible... ok come and watch this (shoutout quinn :D)
LGBT choppa cuz its coming out the closet
ATM god damn i might go deposit
track down his location leave him leaking like a FauCet (He DIED)

Ok stop it... Let the Choppa... do the choppin
cuz its talking... we gon find him.. run his pockets
leave him jobless... if i like it.. imma cop it
not an option... listen to me.. like a prophet

but im not. i cant stop. getting guap. 
making money is so fun
he get shot. in my block
cause he rly is an opp
take my watch. you get shot
and i put that shit on god
heard that boy was talking down dont get surprised when he get dropped

yeah i know. imma blow. got a car now im on go
ask me why im getting money cuz i did what im suppose
imma buy. all these clothes. dat u never seen before
feel like frieza im too cold feel like pero i cant fold (lol)
i been pushing through these boulders i been tryna get them rolled
i been trynna change my habits cause i know i do the most

go u getting old. hunnid thousand on my ghost
i gotta go. no. trust me i know. he getting burnt like some toast
turn to a ghost. all of these guns that i tote. copy my style like some clones
it is so gross. ask me questions like a host. i knew that boy was a hoo eeee

online 🌎

@producedbyaidan

Lyrics:
when I message u my heart melts, 
and u take my words away, 
loving you hurts more then ever, 
'cause i know u don't feel the same, 
u tell me ur sad, 
but I wanna take the pain away, 
u got problems with another boy, 
but I wish that I could be in his place, 

I could give u my whole heart if u let me, 
we would look so good by each others side,
In that warm summers day that u met me,
I got lost in the ocean of ur eyes,

sammy & aidan - ocean of your eyes

prod. splashgvng @splashgvng on yt

Don't fall in love with me,
I told you it was bad,
you did it anyways,
I'm sorry 'bout my past,
If I could run away, I'd do it, hold your hand,
and leave all of my pain, in massachussetts,

You're the one who that would pull me out,
When I'm sad and I'm on the ground,
feet down in the sand below,
I stand tall coz I cannot drown,

For you, and the ones I love,
it's so hard when you have a gun,
so close, but it seems so far,
I'm in love with your scars.

numb

is it so hard to call me

prod: @deadspyro

so blindly, is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly
is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly

and you got a look in your eyes that tells me you hate what im saying
every night think bout the past in my head just replaying

im making bands, im telling stories that nobody else understands
you wanna verse need a check in advance
walk out the bank couple racks in my hands

5 in the morning, i feel like i am nothing
and everybody hurts me
too used to people leaving, no wonder im not healing

you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts
you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts

nicotine in my lungs im feeling better
my mood change real quick with the weather
new vans on my feet with the checker
is it real when you tell me it's forever

blindly (prod. dead spyro)

Moods

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

nosebleed ft. KINGDØM

produced by. @memoryroseishere 
vocals & engineering @cielx
vocals @sewerperson

lyrics:

grain:

you said we have grown apart
i said we were doomed right from the start
i think thats why you have my heart
nothing is too much for me to take 
i wont let that heart break
slow down i just wanna talk 
i just wanna hear you out
let me take that burden off your back
i dont do enough i agree with that
you deserve the world and i aint ever did a thing for you so imma make it right cause i know just how much it means to you
just how much it means to you
baby im holding on forever
i know its not healthy to hold onto memories

sewer person:

teach me how to love again
baby im in need of it
look me in my face
before u leave me on my own again
promise i could handle it i wish i got another chance
drink my blood out my heart
i dont need it all
catching tears from eyes like a waterfall
late night in this double head
thoughts break out my broken head
when i rearrange emotions
i can almost take away the dread
so this is how you live without a lifeline ya
every day alone feel like a life time
baby im holding on forever
i aint felt right since last december
hide me away from the stormy weather i hate it
cause we belong together

ciel:

i been thinking real hard
and it’s my fault
but it’s land mines
talking to you
about love lost
are we love locked
two weeds stuck in the same pot
growing farther from you
and i’m dying for some rain drops
so i’ll just stay away
and pray for better weather
things just can’t stay the same
but i know we’ll make it better

how much it means (ft. sewerperson & ciel) (prod. memoryrose)

pretty girls in the backseat pt 3 </3

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pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back 
pretty girl say my car is pretty fast
everytime i hit the gas the time pass
dont tell me u left ya love in the past
i'll be numb till the day i get it back

tell me its all good 
yeah i would if i could
all these drugs in my system
my love aint no good no more
no more
no more 
no more
no more 
no more 
no more

watch the pain pour into my cup
pretty slut yeah that makes two of us
yeah that makes two of us
in the rain 
i just been on the run
aint no love like ya love
aint no love like ya love

i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down
i've had my fake love 
it broke me down
i see ur face love
its all around
i feel no pain
but it pains me now 
to see u down

pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they need my love
pretty girls in the backseat they bleed for my love
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<3 

-emo fruits aka i'll stop these when i hit pt 69

pretty girls in the backseat pt 3 (hxrsepowr x thislandis)

license plate (early2019)

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

prod wstd

lyrics:

out the window of my castle see me flying in the sky 
and my armor shining so bright 
make the stars bow 
baby i’m the ruler of the night 
u see my true form but it’s still alright 
i know u wanna grow closer when look at me 
we can’t communicate cuz baby i’m a different breed
the sun shatters in its form when i fucking breathe
shatter in my lungs i can’t fucking breathe

nightruler

prod wstd

lyrics:

losing track of the days 
fendi on my waist 
off the edibles 
i feel like i’m in a daze 
don’t go out in the heat 
i’m staying in my place 
i be rolling up tree 
ya i got hella strains 

why can’t i fall asleep 
i’m feeling hella strange 
trap me in the night w a jinx
i’m hooded like a mage 
i'm walking into the woods and i don’t leave a trace 
see u staring at me 
u looking at my chains 

she be kissing my neck 
i think i like that 
spend a day out at that coast 
that prada side bag 
and i fill it with gas 
i’m smoking night pack 
anything thats bringing me down 
i’m moving right past

shawty got hennessy in her cup 
i just got some bands and they doubled up 
feel like peep when i ride that mercedes truck 
can’t forget to say RIP, shit was fucked 
i be smoking og lookin at the sun 
raf simons on me with the number nine 
i’m sipping guayaki,  i’m wasting time 
i got pre rolls and we smoking 5 
YSL thats on my scent now 
i been falling i got sent down 
say u hate me well it’s just as well 
i'm feeling dead like i’m SNL 
yamamoto thats my fucking jeans 
i got nike forces on my feet 
tap my arm cuz i’m in a dream 
magic numbers i got triple 3s 
reciting spells and its to a T 
double vision so i cannot see 
feel a ghost hand it’s touching me 
maybe im just on the LSD 
in the woods i see talking trees 
show me all that i need 2 see 
with the ents i feel like everything 
eating mushrooms, smoking leaves

losing track of the days

wstdyth