Genius lyrics n i only realized yesterday 😭💙

losing track of the days / nightruler

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001
https://soundcloud.com/hcqueenxo
mix by bedhead & lil wet wet
bedwet ~ the starstuff chronicles
march 16 2021

bedwet ~ treasure island (+ homecomingqueen)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way
just give me time and i can change in a new way

i’m waiting in the cold
it’s only what i get for being so bold
did the faint idea of me already get old?
it’s another night surrounded by stone

so what mistake has left me dead & alone?
just give me time and i can shape to the mold
i chase the fawn but i can’t take me a hold
then i came upon another sight to behold 

i then imagine something that couldn’t be 
a situation with some room to breathe
i had to fight it with my whole body
now i come home to time alone with nobody
i guess my own mistakes were made to ruin me

no communication came fluently
i wish i could deny every human need
maybe i’d learn of being alone in peace
i’d stare at my screen, compose melodies
inside the note, my memories
stare at my phone, it humored me
then it ruined me
it ruined me

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way 
just give me time and i can change in a new way

RUINED

acid rain, baptized in plague and poison
finding solace in the words i leave unspoken

yea it hurts pulling glass out every night
sun shines cold air turns into gray skies
i woke up 2 a dream of u
theres still nothing that i wouldnt do for-

i cant let the world turn me cold
i know i shouldnt dwell on the things i had
no one to have, no hand to hold
nothing can stay its just plated in gold

i know if we just place our focus
on ourselves we’ll notice
things dont feel so hopeless

yeah it hurts pulling glass out every night
sun shines cold air turns into gray skies
i woke up 2 a dream of u
theres nobody else in the world like-

you

i dream of the days smoking cigs in my room
miss u wearing my shirts sleeping all afternoon
i guess it was foolish for me to assume
deep in my heart know the world ends with
you

fast-life

prod by @arclightxo @prodbybello mix by @buffalobang
got my own issues that nobody can treat          
i like to wake up next to u you talkin in ur sleep
she put on a sundress got pills in my new jeans
i wish that i could end this shit shes not in love with me

she wants me to be there for her

ur someone i kno i dont deserve

for her (arclightxo+bello)

prod wstd

lyrics:

out the window of my castle see me flying in the sky 
and my armor shining so bright 
make the stars bow 
baby i’m the ruler of the night 
u see my true form but it’s still alright 
i know u wanna grow closer when look at me 
we can’t communicate cuz baby i’m a different breed
the sun shatters in its form when i fucking breathe
shatter in my lungs i can’t fucking breathe

nightruler

prod wstd

lyrics:

losing track of the days 
fendi on my waist 
off the edibles 
i feel like i’m in a daze 
don’t go out in the heat 
i’m staying in my place 
i be rolling up tree 
ya i got hella strains 

why can’t i fall asleep 
i’m feeling hella strange 
trap me in the night w a jinx
i’m hooded like a mage 
i'm walking into the woods and i don’t leave a trace 
see u staring at me 
u looking at my chains 

she be kissing my neck 
i think i like that 
spend a day out at that coast 
that prada side bag 
and i fill it with gas 
i’m smoking night pack 
anything thats bringing me down 
i’m moving right past

shawty got hennessy in her cup 
i just got some bands and they doubled up 
feel like peep when i ride that mercedes truck 
can’t forget to say RIP, shit was fucked 
i be smoking og lookin at the sun 
raf simons on me with the number nine 
i’m sipping guayaki,  i’m wasting time 
i got pre rolls and we smoking 5 
YSL thats on my scent now 
i been falling i got sent down 
say u hate me well it’s just as well 
i'm feeling dead like i’m SNL 
yamamoto thats my fucking jeans 
i got nike forces on my feet 
tap my arm cuz i’m in a dream 
magic numbers i got triple 3s 
reciting spells and its to a T 
double vision so i cannot see 
feel a ghost hand it’s touching me 
maybe im just on the LSD 
in the woods i see talking trees 
show me all that i need 2 see 
with the ents i feel like everything 
eating mushrooms, smoking leaves

losing track of the days

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe

ALL PLATFORMS + VIDEO

lightsintherain (+ remghost x twintailz) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

maison margiela on me 
sipping sweet tea 
ima sage with some magic in my pedigree
new page, big weights, get it off of me 
got a coupe shiny links, it’s 30 degrees 

and the winter moon is callin as the summer sun is fallin 
baby we could have been ballin 
got one chance n i’ll go all in 
miyahita on my T 
walkin in some junya jeans 
know this shit all japanese 
it’s nothing but a happening 

posted up im with my brothers 
she leavin a like 
i don’t need another but u kinda what i like 
older than the planet, trapped in this bandwith
im throwin the dice i was handed 
smokin spiderwebs feelin evil 
i just don’t know how to talk to people 
vampire queen, tie me to the steeple 
i been cuttin out the rats and the weasels 

forces come and go 
forces on my toe 
shawty got a man, but he rocking Vlone 
cant make a connection, i’m always alone 
turning off my wifi, turning off my phone
ito en tea that’s a 2 liter 
stay inside all day i made 2 heaters 
ashbury haight smokin 2 cedars 
nothings rlly out of reach, remember ur the dreamer

Ashbury Haight

had to leave that bitch im in it for the racks 
feel like i’m gon be ok, long as i can stay detached
total clarity, i can see the truth like it’s glass 
i can’t waver on the path
spillin blood take a bath 

like that’s just what the wolf has to do 
serving vogue realness, makin blues
when the prey gets away then the predator will lose 
but everything is ok, we move in a loop 

evil tech in playin with fire 
in the back room, i’m petting the spiders 
serpent with the fruit, i’m sipping the cider 
turn to a cartoon, i’m Lizzie McGuire 

i spend my money on some shit it make me feel better
chain mail made of fire, kicks made of faux leather 
need these bands up, i’m a go getter 
chasin my tail, im a big dog, big stepper

been feelin empty like i’m just a set piece 
this shit doesn’t matter, shouldn’t let it get me 
i wanna find love, but my head won’t let me 
fuck it all i just need my family 
that’s real love 

spinnin in the SRT, pop out with 11s 
record on the street, telekinetic Eleven 
they don’t listen when i speak, i’m sending u to heaven ,already in heaven
nextlevelultimate my t shirt 
she just know im poppin ya i don’t think she a keeper 
see some shit i’m coppin and they want it like a leeches 
takahiromiyashita on the jeans i got a fever

Lizzie McGuire

w my bros, kickin shit like a roundhouse 
speedin in that nissan, haulin an ounce round
bringin up my ex, man i’m boutta bounce out 
carpenter pants, feelin fine until the sundown 
sittin by myself at the function 
u think i don’t wanna talk, makin assumptions 
should b wearin Js how i’m dunkin 
they just ask me what i’m rockin, oh it’s nothing

takahiromiyashita when i go to meet her 
talking shit, keep it up i just might delete ya 
we staying out late she dancing like a diva 
keep the loud in my backpack, rolling reefer

rare fit like a mythical 
take another hit and she’s saying something typical 
we got different minds that shit got me thinking cynical 
can’t find the 1 it’s so difficult 

kinda think i miss u 
got me fucked up 
it’s ok i’m chillin now 
i been stacking bux 
drippin like ur artery 
magic in my blood 
save it 4 another day 
my mind won’t shut up 

pouring cannalean, fantastic 
4 letters on my chain 
made of silver, paying plastic
everything u say 2 me is fake ur made of plastic
but she’s the baddest 

no ur not for me 
we closing this scene 
this shit ain’t that deep 
im living inside a dream 
maybe everything is perfect 
everything i need 
i got spines like an urchin 
stepping carefully

nightruler

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