August 2019 🔥

s a d

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

prod @oceanonthebeat

let me paint a picture there's this girl that broke my heart
i barely even know her now she's just another scar
she likes the way i kiss but i guess its pretty par
cause she's sleepin' w my friend i caught her wrapped up in his arms

i'm a mess
i'm a man
plus i'm hurting
little ghost in the wall you don't deserve me

i'm a mess inside a man i'm not a soldier
cause every time i close my eyes i wanna hold her

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

little ghost girl, i won't forget you
i swear those eyes are like a portal i could step through
little ghost girl, i'm glad i met you
i swear your smiles so contagious i might catch you

i'm dyin to hold her like every night now
just cryin my eyes out
i been alone in my room with the lights down
like i need you right now

little ghost girl, i wish you'd haunt me
you could trick me make me think you really want me

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

lil ghost (prod. ocean)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

music video

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

One of the few songs off my EP "I got a million things on my mind" Let me know what you think and when I should drop the rest of the tape<3

On My Mind (Prod By King Theta)

JasperFlow

JasperFlow (Prod. Yung Germ)

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPZ1YEzpmpk

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/0EXALHcwMN2PqycOa5VRPa

MASTERED BY @PRODBYBRODY

i tried to hit your phone up in the middle of the night
left 20 missed calls and a feeling of contrite
cause I saw you at a bar with some preppy looking guy then my fist clenched hard and your chest got tight
but now I’m 
hissing words like a poisonous snake
you’re crying I’m sorry I promise I won’t do it again
but I’m fucking sick and tired of trynna play pretend
so just let this be the end of everything 

I wanna know what it feels like
I wanna see what’s on the other side
I wanna know what it feels like
Do the roses still die there on the other side?

I hope you know I’ll never be what you want me to be
deconstruction from the start and found the worst of me 
I’m just rolling with the punches You can’t see
and I hate that all these words wont mean a thing

I left you in the dark and smashed the glAss on your flashlight

I Waited in the car and watched the Instagram stories of that night

and now your
fumbling words and twisting your tongue
Is the taste of him a sour reminder of everything that went wrong
cause I can tell that your heart isn’t in this anymore
so get your keys and start up your shitty car while I wither away alone

spotify

is the taste of him a sour reminder of everything that went wrong?

lyrics

in my place
smoking weed till we levitate 
won’t show my face
talk to me another day
take it to the face
gucci on her waist
now she on my waist
hope it’s not a waste 

but it’s okay
i see u everyday
wanna ice u out
no i’ll never let u pay
oh, i miss ur face
and the things that u say to me
without u i’m empty 

yeah i’m riding round the city in the night
i can see u in the sky
how u give me different sight
need a chance
wanna keep u in my life 

baby keep me held up
all the time
when the waters rough
pulling at ur hair
but i’m scared that i’m not enough
shots of robitussin
fade into the night
i’m fucked up but i bathe in ur light
like i can’t see straight
way out in CA
yeah i’m riding with lil shawty on the freeway
keep me close when u say that u need me
keep me close i’m losing u these days 

lonely in my room
there’s no sign of u
wish that i could see what’s inside of u
i’m walking on the sky
what i like to do
i wish that i were here tho
i need u too

in my place
smoking weed till we levitate 
won’t show my face
talk to me another day
take it to the face
gucci on her waist
now she on my waist
hope it’s not a waste 

but it’s okay
i see u everyday
wanna ice u out
no i’ll never let u pay
oh, i miss ur face
and the things that u say to me
without u i’m empty

SPOTIFY

SEE U IN THE SKY

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

this song is dedicated to my girlfriend she's helped me a lot recently and is a big reason i'm even dropping music, love you goofball <3

lyrics:

i've been all alone
don't care now
call me on the phone
don't know how
all i want is you 
i've been black and blue
i swear my love is true 

and nothing in this world could bring me at peace
like you do when you're there right next to me 
oh you got it like that i'll call you right back
you keep me on track yeah 

i've been all alone
don't care now
call me on the phone
don't know how
all i want is you 
i've been black and blue
i swear my love is true 

the look in your eye is there 
promise that i care
i'm not unaware
tell me that you're there
hold you by the hand
wanna be your man 
started as friend
now we're here 
that's where i wanna be 

i've been all alone
don't care now
call me on the phone
don't know how
all i want is you 
i've been black and blue
i swear my love is true

SEE U IN THE SKY

wstdyth