Future Pt]2

its 2021 i got 20/20 vision and i weigh 130 pounds

take a stand by my side
i dont ever wanna see the light
testify read my rights
if the jurys fair ill die

lost my care
lost my way
thumb whats left of bloody pay
its a game i wont play
ima always keep my say

windows up lovely day
stay inside or go away
only step out in the rain
water wash my sins away

i take a knee
and beg forgiveness for the things ive done
i know it hurts
but it hurts better when ur on the run

lead the church
ill the be one who bleeds thereafter
they see my worth
and know that im the perfect pastor

im in the herd 
but stories tend to change in chapters
im in the ground
its perfect they cant hear my laughter

cus i laugh a lot
they dont know whats next like theyre on the dot
i dont know whats next cus i forget a lot

chorus 2x

talk to disciples like theyre sheep
theyre well aware im lying
but ik it brings them comfort
so ill brush up my speech

im shoving garbage in my mouth and soon enough im losing sleep
i look to virgin mary throwing hails like every week
they tell me keep the faith but its been getting hard to see
need things to go the right way like a compass going east
im bonding with my family im trying to find peace
ill leave it all behind my brain is up for all to see

Raise prod. rhine1k

3ds + Dolly - Go Go

@joshuasageart
@kojowav
Artwork source:
https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/663915347200655360

Lyrics:
(Intro)
whatever...
I haven't forgotten how good we are together.
(JoshuaSageArt)
I’ve been dealing with enough things going on
I’ve been searching for a way to right my wrongs
It’s the only thing I want, it’s all I want
With you I cannot take a loss, it’s like you’re all I got

Searching, I’m searching for an answer
So broken & so shattered
Hold the keys I am the master
My heart rate moving faster 


Deep inside the lightsss
I feel so satasfiiieed
Open up youuuur eyyyyes
You could save a liiifee


I just feel so attached
I just cannot relax
Never want to subtract
You from how I stay awake
I don’t know where you’re at
Baby don’t you come back?
I can feel you inside of my own brain

And I feel like
It’s all in my head
And it’s so bright
I feel lost in it
(a voice)
ya know and something tells me...
maybe you haven't either.

Spotify

JoshuaSageArt - divine 9 [+kojo]

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★streaming★

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

@1vacy
@ogbrayam
@ogpichu

i dont want u
why would u want me
u say it takes 2
but im not trusting
i can see right thru
ur not sayin who u really are
n its scary

who do u think u are
running around with my jar of hearts
oh bet u think ur really smart
but it didnt take u far

put me on the spot and u know i cant handle
know i cant stand u
know i cant have u
was it all for me
or was it all for you?
i cant take it, i gotta face it
everything is crashing on me cant fake it
i cant take it, i gotta face it
everything is crashing on me cant fake it

u cant hide it now
its all crumbling down
n its all coming out
i wont stop now

why u testing me?
i wont be solving
put the blame on me
and ill start laughing
what do u really see?
does it make you crazy?
what do u want from me?
can u just let me be.

why would u want me? +pichu [vacy x brayam]

Trust/Truth  (p.GLOBLE LUCIANO)

Goofy (feat. Summrs)(prod. Goonie)

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

dolly - 2nd chances (1ktekk)

Trapped In This Dimension OG

thx my bro @degenerate69 4mels <3

lyrics:

she just look right thru my eyes
im feelin off tonight
i won't let her fool me twice
i don't think she understand what my life is like
sun sets n i'm outta sight
she got home from college
i'm not on her watchlist
i been grinding hard tho
little 2 her knowledge
nails painted black
move in shadows like my polish
stayin in a house made of cards and its fallin

posted up bnbs
helmut lang from 03
sterling silver on my fingers its like 30 degrees
when im out in the woods im rollin up all the trees
cruising w the windows down
i been making the breeze

we met at a party, sippin bacardi
shawty, rlly hope u not playin me like atari
id buy u anything, dress u up like a barbie
she my vampire queen she my marcy

im all alone again
losing my flow again
i jus think ur rlly cute can i hold ur hand
u dnt understand :/

posted up bnbs
helmut lang from 03
sterling silver on my fingers its like 30 degrees
when im out in the woods im rollin up all the trees
cruising w the windows down
i been making the breeze

vampyre queen (dgen+wstd)

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

im thinking of ending things ft 8485 (yurms + pelican)

demons&divas

@d1vwv

AMV -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdlWmyshYTA&ab_channel=Sleepa
listen on spotify -- https://open.spotify.com/track/2i4YgfuhNFI1TCQ2lXIeKo?si=gGRQBDBSRB6hCjuyYWVEhQ

beat by lopoint @user-829649150

No 1 Else (w/ d1v)

twitter.com/christianblair
www.instagram.com/christianblair/

prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
art & master by me

getting back into posting this year, looking to work with more artists! dm me : )

https://soundcloud.com/1flea/para-ti

check out the alt version :)

vampyre queen (dgen+wstd)

wstdyth

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