lsddreamemulator

i think ill be okay(demo)

track 1 of Haunt

she knows my intentions
they aren't really great
i'll be honest wasn't conscious when you said that to my face
i could mangle you up
all the things i could change
wanna succumb to the thoughts inside of my brain

i could treat you like the black swan in the pond
i could be a magician and make you really gone
i could fuck up your life, i could play the role of god
i could make you disappear and you're never coming back 
hide the body in the trash
watch it slowly burn to ash 
is my mind in the past
take it away from this place

do you think or know
i don't think you're aware how far i'd go
lifeless body
dead in the snow
you just don't know
how far i'd go

i could treat you like the black swan in the pond
i could be a magician and make you really gone
i could fuck up your life, i could play the role of god

Black Swan

thought the phone was an afroman in a turtleneck, pretty sik tho right??

lyrics --

whyds somebody else get to 
be the one to set the record straight?
ive been walking alone 
it seems im lost aside my days.
terrified at the thought
that we can go our seperate ways
if you loved me at all,
then you would spare me a call.

said, i dunno how,
you said, i dont know how.
said, i dunno how,
you said, i dont know how to love.
dont know how to love.
i dont know how too.

(redacted interlude)

oh well
guess its always been this way.
how do you cope with all your shame?
i can hardly feel my face,
i can hardly feel.

whyd somebody else get to 
be the one to set the record straight?
if we're walking alone
the scenes are lost aside my days.
terrified at the thought?
then we can go our seperate ways.
if you love me at all,
then you would spare me a call.

said, i dunno how,
you said i, dont know how.
said, i dunno how,
you said i, dont know how to love.
dont know how to love,
i dont know how to.


idk how 2 (prod. michael harrison)

loook i know that baldwin wasnt even alive to witness mary queen of, but its just such a hard pic yk, lwkey impressed at the camera quality they had back then in jerusalem. anyways a nice chilly ambient sort of shoegazey one today. it sounds alot clearer on headphones ofc, but tbf most of my tracks do, tried to make it a bit easier on the ears tho because i assume most people use earphones. anyways can probs post a speaker/ headphone version thats a bit more distorted if anyone asks for it

lyrics --

have you ever met
somebody like me,
i been up for 3 minutes
thinking im your type beat?
tripping on a shoe lace,
think you called me too late:
ive been up for four days,
ive been up for four days.

have you ever met
somebody like me,
i been up for 3 minutes
thinking im your type beat?
tripping on a shoe lace,
think you called me too late:
ive been up for four days,
ive been up for four days.

what i wouldnt give to 
see that look upon her face.
bloody mary, bloody mary
and the virgin came
crashing down my stairs.
i fell in love with pairs
when i felt her glare.
when- when- when i felt her glare
when- when- when i found her?
two months ago, i wasnt shit
still im not, i can admit.
but the tracks get playlisted.
im coming up, i see the surface
coughing up another serving
of my life, dont care bout earning
points with you.
whats it going to take to get it through?
im a skinny little bitch,
getting rich real quick.

have you ever met
somebody like me,
ive been up for 3 minutes
thinking im your type beat?
tripping on a shoe lace,
think you called me too late:
ive been up for four days,
ive been up for four days.

bloody mary (prod. sickboi)

p.s. (but at the beginning) big thanks to LOVEONCE for his help with the master on this track. we lowkey forgot about this one, which is a shame because it bangs...
THERE ARE LARGE CANINES IN MY PRIVATE DOMICILE SEDN HLEP

lyrics --

would u reminisce with some bloody care;
i dont understand. little moments passed,
little friends i had told me:
everything is glass, everything is in the past,
dont mean everything will last.
dont mean, everything wont last.

dont mean, dont mean, dont mean 
if I had something wouldn’t matter 
to me if someone else told me-

told me i could be somebody else,
but i gave up on myself,
another book upon the shelf for you.
tore me out of shells,
another hell for me to step in;
slept in i couldnt get the message.
still young and reckless. tell me-

would u reminisce with some bloody care;
i dont understand. little moments passed,
little friends i had told me:
everything is glass, everything is in the past,
dont mean everything will last.
dont mean, everything wont last. told me-

little_moments

wanted to drop this a bit sooner, oopsie daisies. check out the telegram if youre interested

p.s. this song sucks assss <33

lyrics --

break me, kiss me, and remake me,
darling dont you hurt?
darling dont you hurt.
darling wont you, 
break me, kiss me, and remake me,
know i wont regret, anything at all,
just put me through the wall,
just leave me upside down.
smack me across my face,
darling, kiss me on the same
mark then, tell me how ashamed
you are to be, someone like me.

whatre you-
whatre you-
whatre you hiding for?
only girl i adore, knows that
shes worth fighting for.
know it all just too well,
sent many men down to hell,
im not one. 

darling wont you, 
break me, kiss me, and remake me,
know i wont regret, anything at all,
just put me through the wall,
just leave me upside down.
smack me across my face,
darling, kiss me on the same
mark then, tell me how ashamed-
youll tell me how ashamed 
you are to know my name,
you are to know my face.
put me in my place, darling,
cut me up i beg darling.
look me in my eyes,
look me in my eyes,
look at me.
look at me

regret (prod. everestdidthis)

memories demo

prod. despondency

watchu want ill get u right
watchu need i fuckin got it
who u wanna be tonight
im high as fuck up off the xan
posted up at auntie annies
i guess we had a change of plans
throw yo hands up in the air!!!
i get so high bitch idc
like who that standing over there?
thats cydia u see the glare
in the backroom came thru the backdoor
up in the backend came thru the backend
tuesday feelin like a motherfuckin weekend
shawty did a line off my dick now she tweakin
yeah u buggin out
yea u gotta chill for a sec let it sink in
broke as fuck better work on ur linkedin
drunk as fuck 2am yea im drinkin
caught em lacking at the movie theaters like lincoin
u dumb ass hell wtf were u thinkin
spark a blunt in the regal we watching bad guys 2
she seen the money coming in she want sum jimmy choo
before i fuck up on that hoe i pop a blue chew
she loves me working my magic jus like im mewtwo
got all these fuckin cameras in my face feel like its youtube

idk how 2 (prod. michael harrison)

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