SHE TOLD ME I SHOULD KNOW THAT I'M DEADLOCKED

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in my head, it's a mess
it's so messed up
can't get my eyes off past shit
now i backup
she told me i should know that i'm deadlocked
stressed up
throw the cigarette butt on the asphalt
without these thoughts in my mind
i would be better off
fucking up my mental
over shit i should've said, it's hard
looking in my cup, shit
lately i've been so done
u keep my head numb
u could never know
run in with explosives
yeah we focused
u don't think i noticed 
the blade is painted all black
like my fit and my nails
shake it off, watch ur step
like the whip and the rims
walk out all covered in blood

i've been doing so good
lately i've been hoping
u think you know me
but you don't even know shit
slitter in my left, knife in my right
i'm running through the night
and i don't think you're ready 2 die
runnin in got the cutters in my both hands
the fuck you talking about bitch 
we run in with explosives
tear the place down
we don't need no motive
i've been so sick of ur fucking ass
i'm running no diagnosis
now i really do feel, like it's my time 
lying on my fucking name
u won't get far, i caught up
running, wound open
it's inbound
i can smell your blood
this is my hunting ground

in my head, it's a mess
it's so messed up
can't get my eyes off past shit
now i backup
she told me i should know that i'm deadlocked
stressed up
throw the cigarette butt on the asphalt
without these thoughts in my mind
i would be better off
fucking up my mental
over shit i should've said, it's hard
looking in my cup, shit
lately i've been so done
u keep my head numb
u could never know
run in with explosives
yeah we focused
u don't think i noticed 
the blade is painted all black
like my fit and my nails
shake it off, watch ur step
like the whip and the rims
walk out all covered in blood

oneoxy - 4umyluv (p. me)

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