I have tried to convey as accurately as possible the sensations of this syndrome that I had to experience in the first few years after the injury, and them still can come in any time... Dedicated to everyone to get know how is to be mentally alive and dead at the same time...

that moment, comes panic attack with feeling of big danger and fear, pulse in ears starts to beat ruthless beats, ultrasonic echoes and neuro ticks... too heavy-duty for transforming it in ordered sound sequences...

Fear Attack

SOUNDCLOUD!!! You didn't have any legal rights to block my OFFICIAL COPYRIGHTED ART!!! Anyway if this is "remix" of my own ART!!! (It can only be a remix-REALIZATION of the text. But in fact it is not a remix, it is a different version, a different form of expression, a different vocal texture, a different style or instrumental realization. Yes, it is similar to a cover, but a cover is a realization by third-party owners of the originals. The artist/author cannot create covers of his own material)

sorry for mistaken names or broken of same files uploaded...my music life starts after my main job shift at night, then while I'm preparing my music to upload with all further info processing, my concentration already sleepy...
actually in few days i fixing all...

Each of my works undergoes an internal review procedure to check for inadvertent overlap with existing melodies, which is an integral part of my creative integrity!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>> Yes i remember when in far 2016 have trying to upload my symphony parts, and SoundCloud system tells that this is copyrighted track, i was scared, really) erase my track... now it lost((( like many finished in GarageBand tracks... i will remake it) i was made it for passing exam in musical school in 1986 on Piano... so long time ago...

My albums is just an stories about my personal passed life experience
Everything has managing by GOD!!!!

Be AWARE!!!  Do not play first time any of mine iDM projects, coz you can hurts your hearing and burn your speakers!!!
Made with sense of heart and brain tension pulsing patterns!!!

Hi tension TEXTURED noise pulsing patterns, blips, clicks, Powerfull Bass Patterns, Crazy rythms and MADNESS beats, Glitchy textures, VERY SENSITIVE LYRICS ATTRACTIONS!!!

Sorry but: AS IS... Tel quel...

When society didn't hear U, You have 2 ways, Give UP, or do what U like if it's coming from deepest feelings of soul and broken heart words...

DJ, artist, music producer, IT specialist/technician, stage support specialist, engineer, biohacking, "Resurrected from Hell"...

Here I will post my works, I have too many ideas and projects collected over the past 40 years, and not only in music.

Maybe I will return to the stage... at All God's Will!
At my best, I can imitate a wide range of sounds with my voice... like at school))) when a girl singer cannot sing due to illness, I sang solo or in the choir in 1st voice for her))) yes... years... I don't remember much, but I hear the sound, even when I am silent))) 

In fact, even someone can shout something frank, this does not mean that he is bad, he just loses any other words to explain his disappointment in life among people who really, except for money, music is the background(

sad... but hope has not faded yet...

based in dhaka, bangladesh, rish0’s music revolves around electronic sounds that reclaim their histories and origins, and ones that deliver waves of euphoria to the listener’s neurons. her inspiration is derived from music from the uk-asian underground soundscapes, music from the bpoc diaspora worldwide, and music from the global south, within the electronic realm. rish0 has melded her passion for djing into her political dna in hopes of preserving sounds from the roots that push raves into the future, and also because she believes that the world has heard enough of white and white-passing electronic music in the last couple of decades. by exploring sounds/noises/beats that speak of diasporas and underground rave cultures in places that have been made vulnerable due to socio-economic/political forces, rish0 dreams of a nightlife culture that is tailored to fit the global south, moving away from the ideologies of hollywood-esque, euro-usa clubbing/raving landscapes. and now, for rish0, what began as a passion for electronic music has transitioned into a dancefloor experiment. she is the co-founder of gyanjam collective, an underground electronic music and arts platform designed to curate alternative dancefloor experiences, perched upon dancehall ideologies and sound system cultures that are placed in context of sounds from the south asian soundscapes. she terms her style of djing as "conscious curation".

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