I have tried to convey as accurately as possible the sensations of this syndrome that I had to experience in the first few years after the injury, and them still can come in any time... Dedicated to everyone to get know how is to be mentally alive and dead at the same time...

that moment, comes panic attack with feeling of big danger and fear, pulse in ears starts to beat ruthless beats, ultrasonic echoes and neuro ticks... too heavy-duty for transforming it in ordered sound sequences...

Fear Attack

My albums is just an story about my personal passed life, and you can find some answers like few Misty questions, but i can't give to you correct answers on your requests.... Everything has managing by GOD!!!!

SOME URGENT INFO 4 Scam-IDIOTS... My main Project is NEURAL NETWORKING AI SYSTEM for Recognizing SCAM intruder, gather all further info about him and upload it to international Cyber Security DATA BASE... You can try 2 scam ME, But REMEMBER: We will find everyone and cut your Dirty HANDS!!! You Won't to work, then your hands unnecessary 4 U!!!

WAR means WAR!!!

Be AWARE!!!  Do not play first time any of mine iDM projects, coz you can hurts your hearing and burn your speakers!!!
Made with sense of heart and brain tension pulsing patterns!!!

Hi tension TEXTURED noise pulsing patterns, blips, clicks, Powerfull Bass Patterns, Crazy rythms and MADNESS beats, Glitchy textures, VERY SENSITIVE LYRICS ATTRACTIONS!!!

Sorry but: AS IS... Tel quel...

I'm just started at 2025 2 share my soul (my old and further music works of all my life) with all whole world... 
(now building my studio from clean page, LINUX my best solution,but still unstable, i'm tired to scripting...)
When society didn't hear U, You have 2 ways, Give UP, or do what U like if it's coming from deepest feelings of soul and broken heart words...

DJ, artist, music producer, IT specialist/technician, stage support specialist, engineer, biohacking, "Resurrected from Hell"...

Here I will post my works, I have too many ideas and projects collected over the past 40 years, and not only in music.
I graduated from music school, I have been doing music since 1989, my most fragmented imagination works like artificial intelligence algorithms, after my biggest trauma... (some disruption of my neural system after traumatic shock) I "restored" myself thanks to a hack, some may say that this is a delusion, but I am still alive and can move...

Maybe I will return to the stage... at All God's Will!

(i need 2 "return" my hardware stuff and vestibular system adaptation to use it correctly)
Next stage is DJ pro deck, instead using my phone)))))
By the way, regarding music created by generative AI, there are two types, pressed the button and voila... but... this is actually the production of a virtual AI artist. For my part
I use my own or someone else's generative AI to take unique samples, because it analyzes my beatbox, voice, singing, to create a melody and simulates sounds according to the developed script-program arranger, and I do not use anything that already exists!!! that is, I no longer use sample bases, because I make them myself))) and yes i can play on piano) and not only)...
At my best, I can imitate a wide range of sounds with my voice... like at school))) when a girl singer cannot sing due to illness, I sang solo or in the choir in 1st voice for her))) yes... years... I don't remember much, but I hear the sound, even when I am silent))) because in fact, even someone can shout something frank, this does not mean that he is bad, he just loses any other words to explain his disappointment in life among people who really, except for money, music is the background(

sad... but hope has not faded yet...

based in dhaka, bangladesh, rish0’s music revolves around electronic sounds that reclaim their histories and origins, and ones that deliver waves of euphoria to the listener’s neurons. her inspiration is derived from music from the uk-asian underground soundscapes, music from the bpoc diaspora worldwide, and music from the global south, within the electronic realm. rish0 has melded her passion for djing into her political dna in hopes of preserving sounds from the roots that push raves into the future, and also because she believes that the world has heard enough of white and white-passing electronic music in the last couple of decades. by exploring sounds/noises/beats that speak of diasporas and underground rave cultures in places that have been made vulnerable due to socio-economic/political forces, rish0 dreams of a nightlife culture that is tailored to fit the global south, moving away from the ideologies of hollywood-esque, euro-usa clubbing/raving landscapes. and now, for rish0, what began as a passion for electronic music has transitioned into a dancefloor experiment. she is the co-founder of gyanjam collective, an underground electronic music and arts platform designed to curate alternative dancefloor experiences, perched upon dancehall ideologies and sound system cultures that are placed in context of sounds from the south asian soundscapes. she terms her style of djing as "conscious curation".

Fear Attack

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