prod @aimemia & @808angel
mixed by me 
cover by @kyle2k & me

s/o @benyy-bonito for helping me w my mix for this song :)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4mpIjJP1jfKgy2PtqCIxpV?si=9d0ea1cd3f564bb7

-lyrics-

Do i really talk that much
Feels like i’ve been up for days
get a good thing and mess it up
You never act like you care so
And ima do all the things that you said you would never
i'll tell everyone i know how i wish i never met them
And you promised if you left, it would be for the better
So i guess is this is better to you

I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
And i can die while i look in her eyes
Caught up in my head, living like i'm rolling the dice
I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
Cause i get lost, when i’m going outside
Caught up in my head, yeah yeah yeah

I was off of one, yeah
Why you always closed off
And i self destruct, yeah
You still gas me up, yeah
Cover up my wrists, yeah
Heal me with a kiss, yeah
And you never call, yeah
Do you like me at all?
I’m always in my feelings
I'm not as fun as i could be
3am and i'm staring at my ceiling 
You never let me fall asleep
And everybody leaves again
Who do i never seem to learn
You always tell me to hold it in
but i’d just rather crash and burn

ruin my life

ruin my life (emia+808angel)

wasting my life (mxsui)

jL production

@jugglyfer ✰ prod. @winter @lilac ヽ(｀Д´)ﾉ

[boy 5]
bout 2 fade away
u said that u hate me didnt like u anyway
me n all my bros gna get that dough either way
i been losing myself buying clothes everyday
kno im not the same u can see it in my face
its like i cant escape everyday feels grey
u ckeep hittin me up im like "ya okay.."
i been so stressed out my shoulders carry weight
time to see whats next now omg i cant wait!! :(

feel my eyes get so heavy
im jus rly tryna be the best me
i think we all kno i am the worst ya
kno me n the bros come in 1st ya
i cant think straight we might merk ya :D
i hate these days wana reverse ya
i swear it feels like im cursed ya
i was in my feels didnt wana hurt ya

[blue]
woah
ima play my game, get out my way
if u wana go, jus lemme kno
2 2 much on ur mind, u wana kno
if im not around, dont hit my phone
spent too much on clothes, i can not fold
if u wana go, jus lemme kno
same teams, no games it go both ways
get wit it, or get on ur 1 way

#losing myself +blue (winter + lilac)

https://soundcloud.com/kuriositylol
prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

it was back in high school
i wanted to ask you
if i played my cards right
do i get to text you?
didnt have the time to 
tell you that i want you
problem is my heart might
shut off and reject you

fuck off, i dont miss you
my love is an issue
all i want is to kiss you
fuck me up, cutting right through the tissue
fuck off, i dont miss you
enough, i wont listen
the scars on my skin hurt
the blood, cutting right through the tissue

tissue w/ kuriosity (benjithemachine)

Archmage w/ rit (k1ro)

https://soundcloud.com/soulvanishh
https://soundcloud.com/heyfrancis5858

breath control ft soulvanish [franc!s]

Doraemon (elfesher sharkboy)

Adored 2 Ignored [51five]

★if u ever feel alone baby hit my line!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/waste-my-time-w-joshuasageart-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

verse:
i've been tryna focus on the better things
i dont wanna run away from everything
digging at the pain that i was burying
feels so discomforting.. why does this happen to me

and im doing it actually
shes an angel, baby i need u with me
i dont wanna feel like this casually
i can free you like a dove inside of my hands

bridge:
you say your fine when im not there
its all alright if you dont care

repeat hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

★streaming★

★waste my time★ w/ joshuasageart (prod. benji the machine)

i need her [killpariah cover] {promise}

prod @ner0un-itsme

/ lyrics /

yeah talkin shit u gon get packed now
i-i-i-i cant fuckin stand u!
why are u lyin?
baby why u cryin?
i-i-i-i i dont wna see u

(not every1 can be)

yo yo yo yo
yuh yo yo

yh wna die?
(no?)
yeah shut ur mouth
yeah walkin round the nite tryna find u
yeah apple vision pro (shoutout rocco for this fucking atrocious bar)
yeah my bro gna find you
yeah
uh huh
yh im wit rocco
yh ima rokkout
yh catacombs getting packed out
yeah talkin shit u gon get packed now
i-i-i-i cant fuckin stand u!

why are u lyin?
baby why u cryin?
i-i-i-i i dont wna see u
yeah i dont need u!
need u need u baby do u need me?
need u need u baby i dont need u

girl why u wna talk to me ive moved on?
yeah why u wna talk to me in 2 gone?
so gone
yeah baby yh im so gone
so wrong
yeah baby i could neva be wrong

yo yo yo yo
yh luv another girl now
yh u could never be her
yh u could never be her
yh ur boyfriend wna be me (wtf?)

be me
yh u could neva be me
please me
u cld neva please me

woah woah woah woah woah woah woah
uh
uh huh

yh wna die?
(no?)
yeah shut ur mouth
yeah walkin round the nite tryna find u
yeah apple vision pro (shoutout rocco for this fucking atrocious bar)
yeah my bro gna find you
yeah
uh huh
yh im wit rocco
yh ima rokkout
yh catacombs getting packed out
yeah talkin shit u gon get packed now
i-i-i-i cant fuckin stand u!

yh wna die? ##NOT EVERY1 CAN BE!

music 4 hot grls and depressd boy

x_fujioka
the don

Adored 2 Ignored [51five]

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